Chapter 2
Keifer's point of view
Damn it!
I lied, I lied to him, I lied to everyone, I lied to myself...
I'm still madly in love with him. But I said I used him because I had to protect him. I never wanted to do that, but Kuya Angelo ordered me to. He wanted to keep Jayjay away from me. And now I'm suffering from heartbreak...
After Jay Jay left, the whole episode started ganging up on me.
"What's going on?!" I yelled.
"It's all your fault. Jayjay left the other chapter because of you!" Ci-n shouted, crying.
"It's not all my fault! I just told the truth!" I retorted.
"The truth? Were the things you told Jayjay the truth?" Felix asked in astonishment.
"Yes... I only used him to get revenge on my cousin... I was never in love with him... and he's gone now... understand that," I said.
Damn it! It was all a lie. I'm madly in love with him. I didn't use him to get revenge on Aries. Yes, that was my plan at first. But I fell in love with him, and the whole E-section found out, so the plan was stopped. But after seeing him kissing David yesterday, I got angry, and in my anger, I told him everything. But it was all a lie...everything.
"No, Keifer, you're in love with him. You're lying. The plan was stopped a long time ago because you fell in love with him. The whole E-section knows this. Now you can't come here and say you don't love Jayjay, that you used him, and try to fool us, because we know the real truth, not you. Stop lying!"
Everything Yuri said was true. But I just stared at her emotionlessly.
But I have to respond.
"Believe it or not, he's gone!" I pointed at Yuri. "And instead of defying me, go and rescue your mother from those men!"
I guess what I said was a bit harsh. Yuri suddenly punched me hard. I lost my balance and fell to the ground. My nose was bleeding.
"You can't talk about my mother like that!" he yelled in my face.
If Drew, Mayo, and Denzel hadn't held him back, a second punch might have landed on my face.
I quickly composed myself, grabbed my things, and left the classroom.
I didn't know what I was feeling.
Was it heartbreak...or anger...?
I think it was both.
All I could think about was him...
His beautiful smile, his voice, his scent, his gaze...
Damn it!
Damn it!
Why did I lie!
I wish I had shouted that I loved him in front of everyone!
Would everything have been different? Would things have changed?
That's the best place for me to think about these things...
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