The train finally arrived at the station but it seems like I am not really ready to go from here.
I just want to stay here just a little longer, a little longer more.
But sometimes we can't control the things cause in our story the control was never in our hands, never ever.
"Yuan it's time to leave," I said.
"But aren't you just lost yourself in me?" he asked.
"Of course that's my part time job. I can't help it but I have to," I said.
Then I take my suitcase handles and holds it in my hand and then I turned around and about to get inside the train but then I turned around back at him again and smiles and while waving my hands to him I said,
"Yuan bye bye, stay happy, stay healthy and miss me. We'll meet sooner."
"Do you really saying all this just to make me soo much emotional?" he asked.
"Why are you getting emotional?" I asked.
"No I wasn't," he said.
"Why?" I asked.
"Cause I am a tough man," he replied.
I smiled and said,
"Yuan that the same line you said on the variety show of yours where someone tried to scare you but you didn't and when that person asked you that why you didn't get scared then you replied this same to him as well that you are a tough man and you were wearing blue suit on that day in that variety show."
"You are really something silly girl, you even remember what I wore on that day," he said.
"Of course I did, I am a fangirl and you didn't even know what fangirling really means," I said.
"My psycho fan," he said while smiling mischievously.
"Indeed I am your psycho fan. You can say it or whatever you like cause everything from you is just like petals of flowers falling on myself," I said.
"Sooo dramatic," he said.
"Of course I need to be a little dramatic aren't I am the girlfriend of the most handsome drama actor," I said.
He let outs a little laugh from him and said,
"Ok now get in the train otherwise if you stay here just a second more then I won't let you go from here."
"You even threatening me on this?" I asked.
"Yes of course I can do anything that I want don't forget that I am the Xu Yuan. Nothing is impossible for me," he said.
Then I immediately get inside the train cause I know that if stay here a little a second more longer then not he, I'll be the one who can't able to go away from him.
Then the train starts moving the moment I get inside in it.
I searched for my seat inside the train and I got it pretty fast as it's located very near to the door from where I have just entered.
Then I sat there and takes out my phone from my bag and opened the wee chat and took a photo of the sky cause today the Shanghai sky is really too pretty to handle cause it really seems like that it's about to rain at any time in Shanghai but I can't witness it cause I am going from here.
Then I updated this photo that I took just now of this pretty Shanghai sky into my moments and then texted him that I am settled here comfortably, you should go home now otherwise the more time you stay on the station the more there is chance that your fans recognised you soo to avoid that situation you should head back soon.
Then I sent him that message on wee chat but it seems like due to network issues it really not sent to him cause the train is getting faster as it's going away from Shanghai to getting closer to reach Chongqing.
Then I put my phone back in my bag and starts looking at the window and then I drifted into sleep.
I didn't even realise it that when I get drifted into this much deep sleep and when my eyes got open after hours I see that the train has reached Chongqing.
I get up immediately from my seat and look outside the window to really see that I have reached Chongqing this much fast from Shanghai.
"If sleeping made it soo fast to reach from city to city then we all can spend our journey while sleeping only," I said it to myself.
Then I get outside from the train and breathes in the fresh air breezes of Chongqing after years.
But why do it seems like that today's weather in Chongqing also is very similar to Shanghai's weather cause here also there is about to rain anytime.
Then suddenly I remember to inform him that I have reached Chongqing safely.
I took out my phone from my bag and opened my wee chat but I saw that my earlier message still didn't delivered to him.
But still I again sent him the message that I have reached.
May be when this network issues get solved then all the messages will be able to deliver him.
Then after doing that I holds my suitcase and took a cab to reach my home.
And while on my way to home in the cab I just looks around the roads, the similar roads that took me to my home.
The shops are still same.
The same nagging uncle sells the best steamed buns here and the same shop of the aunty who always gives me one extra purple sweet potatoes whenever I get back from my school and my favourite cold noodles restaurant is still here.
But why I sounds like that I have returned here after ten years.
It's just only four years.
It's a shorter period.
Nothing changed much in that period here but the four long years is also a huge thing in itself.
There might be no changes in these shops or restaurants but there will be a huge changes in our relationships.
A huge.
A very huge.
After that day I am going to meet Ma after a long time.
I don't know whether she'll forgive me or not but I only thinks one thing in my mind always that something like this much silly like saying a lie about the maths test paper could make such a big problem in our relationship.
Could it be that much bad?
I only thinks that all students and everyone say lies about studies to their parents but did my lie was that bad?
That I got punished for that.
But may be Ma got sick of my lies after all I used to say lies to her everytime and on that day it was her last limit to tolerate my lies and I think she was right cause a lie is always a lie no matter if it is said for something good but it surely has it's own consequences in future that I know and learn from these years.
Then while I was lost in recalling my own mistakes by myself suddenly the cab stopped and I have finally reached my home.
My sweet home which was always used to be lightend up from our non stop laughters and happy memories.
I stepped out from the cab.
The cab wents away it's way after dropping me here and I started taking forward my steps towards my home and the more closer I get the more it seems like my whole life from childhood that I spent here with lots of memories has just came infront of me.
Then when I reached the main door I pressed the bell.
The main door opened immediately on my single bell like someone is very eagerly to meet me.
But my Mr heart starts beating a little more faster cause I really don't know who gonna be open the door for me.
It could be Xin Xin.
It could be Pa.
Or it could be Ma.
And when I looked up to see who opened the door I see...