The morning is quite different today as everything seems very different today. In fact if in simple words I could say then the whole Shanghai seems very strange today. I don't know I really don't whether today is different or it's just me who is finding it different but I can say one thing very surely that something is really going to happen something really. I know it sounds like a horror movie but it's my feeling maybe just a feeling.
Then all these self thoughts of mine got broken again by someone and I turned around and he came with his hands full of polythene bags carrying soo many snacks in them.
Yuan did you just go to the convenience store just to buy all these stuff I asked him while folding my arms.
He touched the back of his head with his hand the way he used to do whenever he had done something like this that I used to oppose.
It's just a few snacks but don't get these on you I know you are on your strict diet and you won't eat them but going home after years doesn't look good with empty hands soo I just brought them he said.
Yuan but I was about to say something but then I stopped cause I saw lots of chocolates inside the polythene bags and then I looked at him and said do you know Xin Xin loves chocolates she is crazy about them she can eat all these within an hour I said while remembering the days back then in my memories when Xin Xin and I used to eat noodles with dumplings and lots of snacks chocolates and ice creams together while watching C dramas and then just one glimpse of my old life memories really brought me back to those days when I also had a family.
Where are you lost silly girl he asked.
And suddenly I came back to my present and said nothing just thinking something.
Thinking about me right he said.
Don't think too much about yourself you are not that much I was about to say after this but I think I got short of words cause I really didn't have anything to say after this.
He tapped on my forehead and said bring these chocolates to Xin Xin and tell her that her sister's boyfriend has sent her these.
Isn't it too much I asked.
Yes ofcourse in our love everything is very much and this much much and much more makes our love bloom soo much he said.
You are really a living male lead character of your drama no doubt you are soo good in acting in each and every scene I said.
I really thank god every single day that I am an actor he said.
Why I asked a bit confusingly.
Cause if I wasn't an actor then I might be someone an engineer or a doctor or an architect or a chef anything but then how could I ever be able to get my Zhao Shiza's eyes on me tell me if you didn't watch my dramas and didn't see me then you wouldn't even know that I might be existing on this planet soo isn't it quite a blessing for me he said to me.
I blushed hearing that from him and while smiling I said indeed you are right but what I believe is that love always finds its way no matter if you weren't a C drama actor but I do believe that my Mr Heart would definitely find you then also no matter how ordinary you became no matter how far away we were from each other. I do believe that if Zhao Shiza and Xu Yuan or in simpler words if you and I lived on the same earth same planet my Mr Heart would know your heartbeat. I know I could still recognise you.
You don't know Yuan since very childhood when I wasn't going to school I used to stay at home the whole day. I was not some normal kid I just used to stay at home with my family only that four members family not more than that. At that time when Xin Xin used to go to school in the early mornings I used to wake up at that time and you know that time was my very best time cause when Xin Xin left for school I just used to lie down on my bed alone without having any worries and I only imagined about nature yes nature about weather which felt like it was about to rain at any time there were lots of trees and I was in a garden relaxing and breathing there and you know what when I thought about that a person came into my mind every time but the face of that person was never seen by me cause only a bright light appeared on the whole appearance whenever I imagined that. I couldn't see the face of that person but I knew only one thing that no matter whoever this person was this person really gave me the sense of calmness and happiness the peace that I had never gotten in my real life and when the very first moment I saw you when you appeared in that drama your entry was like there was a bright light on your face and then you came out of it and then the imaginary person I used to imagine who gave me peace the sense of love the feeling of happiness finally got his face and I got to know that today I found that person and that person is you forever you it's just that I was too little to know you I said this to him while speaking my Mr Heart out.
I haven't ever imagined that you think that much deeply about me and I must say Miss Zhao that it's truly really very hard to find a love like yours. The way you love me is not lesser than a person who sincerely worships and more than a love that a person can ever be able to have in this lifetime he said while holding my hands in his.
I looked away somewhere else for a second cause I got a bit emotional while listening to all this from him but I didn't wanna cry I really didn't so I just looked somewhere else.
You silly girl you love me soo deeply I never knew that. The more you speak about your love the more I know that this love is rare very rare to find. How could I get that lucky to find it that easily sometimes I question this to myself but whenever I question this to myself you know what my heart replies he asked.
What I asked while still looking somewhere else.
That I can't let I really can't let anyone take you away from me. Maybe I got you without any efforts but every single time this thought comes into my mind that I can't let anyone take you away from me I might be lucky but I can't let anyone take you away from me never he said and then he suddenly hugged me.
I got shocked a little by this sudden hug and then I said to him that Yuan you know your girlfriend is really an imaginary girl. Since childhood I used to imagine the scenes and things that I wanted to have but I didn't soo what if this moment us and all of it came out as an imagination one day.
It's a question for me he asked while still hugging me.
Yes I said.
Then I should say to my girlfriend that she should improve her imagination skills and get trained in them at a higher level cause if it is really imagination then this imaginary Xu Yuan is not letting you get out of this imagination ever he said.
I laughed hearing this from him and said ok I'll let myself get lost in this imagination where Zhao Shiza and Xu Yuan live and love each other and stay forever together with each other. In this imagination atleast this brings me the life my love my Yuan Yuan for which I always crave I said.
People crave for ice creams and you crave for me he said in his teasing tone to me.
I nodded my head and said yes cause you are my Yuan Yuan and I am your Zhao Shiza.
Then suddenly breaking all that moment the train finally arrived at the station with a very loud sound. The moment I broke the hug but to protect my ears from the sound Yuan put his hands on my ears just like parents do with their babies whenever there are high volume noises in the surroundings.
I smiled while looking at him caring for me like this. He noticed my expression while looking at me and asked where.
I smiled and said just you everywhere.....