Keifer's Pov
We pulled away feeling little breathe less and fully flustered, I can see her being nervous too, she was clutching my coat. We were still looking at each other, Not knowing what to do or speak,
That is when the doors opened and Jay's assistant came in and we quickly moved from each other,
A: "Sorry ma'am, But there is an issue and we need you right now."
She looked at me before she looked at her assistant
Jay: "What happened?"
Keifer: "Do Guys will need me?"
Jay: "No, You stay here and look at arrangements and make sure everything is ready and leave, I'll come home."
I nodded with a smile,
Even though I smiled I was pissed because this was our first ever moment, Our first ever kiss and it got interrupted, but thank god she didn't come few minutes before because the kiss wouldn't have happened.
I was in my room and I couldn't stop smiling, I was replaying the kiss and was smiling like an idiot thinking about while touching my lips, because she freaking kissed me, I cannot wait for the next day to come, So I can actually talk to her and tell her about my feeling and ask her to be my girlfriend and not a fake but official date to the wedding. I slept thinking about it.
The next day morning I woke up with a smile, I was really excited, you can tell that if you see my face, I got ready and I wanted a really nice outfit, considering I am going to confess to her officially, So, I tried on multiple outfits before selecting, I went to simple White shirt and black pants and my tux.
Jay texted me saying she left early, So I decided to get her coffee, doughnuts and her favourite white rose, Ofcourse I cannot see after out first kiss without a flower.
But I hid the flower behind me.
I reached the place and was looking for Jay, her assistant finally directed me, I went in and saw Jay all nervous, like Never before,
Keifer: "Jay."
Jay: "hmm" she doesn't even look up
Keifer: "Jay, what happened?"
Jay: " okay fine , I am sorry, I am so sorry I did that I don't know why I did it maybe I was just caught up in the moment, I am really sorry, that is why I was so nervous to meet and lied about leaving early, I never came home "
Keifer: "Ohh" my voice dipped
Jay: " Again, I am really sorry I don't want things to get awkward between us, can we just forget it and go back to how we were"
Keifer:" Yeah" he cleared his throat before speaking again,
Keifer: "Yes sure, I was about to say the same thing"
I quickly hid the rose in my back pocket as soon as she said those words, I don't know why it hurt so much, maybe because it made me realise I didn't mean to her the way she means to me, Tears were stinging in my eyes but I controlled them and replied to her, I smiled at my fate We were here to get our love back but here I was losing it.
Keifer: "Here, I know you wouldn't have eaten, have this." I said her handing over the coffee and doughnut,
Jay: "Thanks." She said with a smile,
Keifer: "Okay, I'll check the work outside."
She nodded and I went out and after sometime I couldn't handle it anymore l,
I texted her saying that I am not feeling well and going to rest, will meet her after her while and I came to my apartment and I was welcomed by a cold silence,
I did not move, I just leaned behind the door and sat like that and all the emotions came running to me, All the feeling that I have been controlling finally came out and I started bursting in tears,
Keifer: "Why? Why? Is it me again? "
I couldn't understand why this was happening to me again,
Keifer: "Why did I have fall in love? Why do I always fall in love with someone who doesn't love me back. Why does no one chose me?"
I quickly took my mom's photo which was in my wallet,
Keifer: "Mom. Why did you leave me? You know I don't have anyone else except for you, No one chooses me but you, and you too left.
I coughed in the middle of crying and continued
And then she came into my life took care of me when I was sick, listened to me when I talked to her about you or about anything else, she did things with me which made me happy, she gave her time and care and she made me care for her, she made me fall in love with her but she didn't fall in love with me.
But it wasn't like this with Freya, I was sad and disappointed but it didn't feel like the end of the world, but with her it's like that why? Why did have to fall so hard for Jay
Why?"
I clutched my head and cried.
"Why always me?"
That is when I received a text from Jay,
"Are you alright? do you want me to come over?"
That text only made me cry more, I wiped my tears and was about to reply, when I received a call from, I tried to calm myself down before answering her call,
Jay: "Hello, are you okay? What happened?" hearing her voice and care only made me want to cry more but I controlled but closing my mouth, still there was a little muffed sound.
I cleared my throat before speaking,
Keifer: "I am fine, I just have a bad headache, you don't have come, you take care of the work there"
Jay: "Okay take rest, Call me if you need anything"
I just replied, "Hmm" and cut the call because I couldn't control my tears anymore,
I cried even more after the call.
Author's Note:
Well that didn't last long🙃
What's Keifer going to do?🥹
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