Obsession is horrible and could be one of the worst things to happened some one but when it happens to be pointed towards someone who hasn't felt love from people, it becomes....
The best feeling of love they could ever receive
And that feeling that was what Mori always showed Mai. Obsession. Like he was always studying her, his one and only specimen. And Mai's reaction went from surprise to this heart-warming feeling those people on TV would call love
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I never really thought love was the nice thing people described, like I mean what do you mean you feel butterflies in your stomach did you eat them?. Even when I was younger I felt disgust towards scenes of love whether it was a confession, holding hands, kissing or a mother showing affection towards her children I always thought it was weird
Why would someone get into a relationship when there's a chance that person would cheat on them breaking their heart
It doesn't make sense or maybe it was that type of love that I didn't understand
I've always thought that if a man or woman really loved you they should cling on to you, get jealous, beg for attention, act like a dog, be able to degrade themselves when in front of you, they should be able to sacrifice themselves foryou and most of all be able to kill for you and I'll do the same because I love you
So when Mori came to my life and gave me the type of love I've been searching for my heart skipped a beat for someone and it made me ecstatic, I wanted to just put a collar and on him and pull him along my shitty life forever.
The thought alone make me so happy that I can't help but show a sadistic smile when I look at Mori and he loves it this smile that sys he's imaging the same scenes that I'm imagining and that makes me love him even more