Sitting together on the desk,
Talking about interests,
A million thoughts per sec.,
I wish I could have said:
"My heart is going 'para ra pam pam',
And my mind is telling me to run,
Because I might die right now,
But I'm addicted to your sight.
I wish the bell will never ring,
So I can see your everything,
I want to know all and anything,
I want to be all you see.
Dumb me, you see,
I thought you were with me,
Yesterday when I fell asleep,
My mind was in bliss.
It made me not want to wake up,
I almost messed up,
The real you is all that I want,
But even now I'm living a mirage"
Your presence makes my face go up,
Your eyes hold my soul in a buildup,
I will try to not break now,
The thought of you make my heart speedup.
It got colder outside,
I wish you said it was a lie,
You made my shy hide,
I wish you held my right side.
I didn't have all it took,
Got help from friends too,
But I still couldn't do,
I don't know what should I do.
I got no tune out my mouth,
I had so many hours to try,
But in the end I was a lie,
Someone miserable who should-...
I don't know what I'm doing with my life,
I'm milking lyrics out to feel alright,
I don't know if I should say goodbye,
I hope you move on and I sit around.