11. "A FOOL'S GAME"
Love is a game that only a fool plays, I've seen it with my own actions, because I've had choices of any girl I wanted to have but I still wouldn't let the past go, nothing could even go beyond physical. I chose what I used to have over I could have and now I've got a mile-long list of names that I could've treated better, it was always a good girl at a bad timing.
Instead of starting over, I chose to play a fool's game and I got a lot of love to give but this thing in my chest doesn't let me. Every time that I almost try to love somebody else, the universe gives me hundred reasons why I'm better with whom I can't have anymore.
I wear these emotions on my sleeve, I never go against my heart and every time that I choose the past, I leave girls with questions that I could never ask. I don't wanna keep playing the fool's game but it's out of my hands, I keep chasing the memories of the best girl I've ever had.
I choose one girl at the cost of good hearts, I've let go of so many chances at new beginnings just for one moment of the past and I try to do better with my choices but I always find myself back to whom I used to call home.
12. "IS THAT SO?"
Time and time again, every now and then, we always come back to this garden of dead roses as if there's still a little bit of us left in it. She puts it on everything that she'll never be mine again, but is that so? We both know that her every new boo after me didn't make it to the next month, we're both at a loss without each other.
She says that if ever somebody else finally makes me happy, she'll be happy for me but is that so? She knows damn well how I get about my love, she knows how I am when I give myself to somebody, would she really bear the feeling of seeing me being involved with somebody who ain't her?
She can say whatever helps her sleep at night, but would she really bear the feeling of seeing me kissing somebody else the way that I used to kiss her? She'd never stand seeing me loving on somebody else, touching and showing her off the way that I used to do with her.
She can live her own life, have all of these new loves but none of them is gonna measure to what we had. If she was ever meant to be with somebody else, she wouldn't have all these failed relationships after me.
Over and over again..