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Chapter 25 - Looking at the sky again

The big dolls are still looking the same.

They don't blink, i don't blink much either.

Everything feels quiet. I am still standing.

My body feels heavy. My arms hurt, my legs hurt too. I don't know why they hurt, i don't want to move.

My dress feels wet and sticky. So i look down.

The little stars are gone, the dress looks different now.

Everything feels tired. Very... very tired.

...

My hair is in my face. I don't fix it, i don't want to. My eyes feel hot. Water keeps coming out.

I don't know how to make it stop.

My feet feel tired. I want to sit down.

I want my little blanket, i want the little cage because I know that place.

...

The lady picks up the shiny thing again.

The one that makes the bright light.

She looks at me for a long time.

Then...Click.

But I don't jump anymore. She looks happy.

...

The dolls are still looking straight ahead.

I look at the floor instead.

The floor doesn't look back.

Rain keeps talking outside.

Drip...Drip...Boom...

My tummy feels funny when I hear the loud sky. I don't know why.

...

I don't smile anymore, I just wait.

Maybe when the lady is finished...

I can go back. I close my eyes for a little while.

I feel very small. Very tired, I just want to lie down.

The living room forgot how to breathe.

No one spoke, no one even seemed capable of moving.

The only sound was the soft mechanical hum of the Memory Extractor.

Click...Click.

The final camera shutter echoed through the projection.

Then silence.

A deep, instinctive discomfort that settled into everyone's chest.The image refused to leave their minds.

Farhan suddenly lurched to his feet.

He pressed a trembling hand over his mouth.

"I...i think I'm going to be sick."

Then, He hurried toward the nearest bathroom.

Moments later—The sound of vomiting echoed faintly through the hallway.

No one reacted.

Faha rubbed both hands over his face again and again, as if trying to erase the image from his memory.

"It won't leave...I close my eyes...and I still see her standing there."

Mahi had completely lost his usual carefree expression, her skin had gone pale.

Goosebumps covered both arms.

She stared blankly at the floor,

"I've seen crime scene photographs...I've seen terrible things."

A pause.

"But...I've never felt this disturbed."

Ohi looked physically uncomfortable.

His stomach twisted, his breathing remained shallow, "I...I can't look at that woman anymore."

A pause.

"Every time i saw her smile...That smile...it was satisfaction."

His entire body tensed.

Across the room—

Rahi remained motionless in the chair, the paralytic still limiting his movement.

His gaze never left the projection.

"I told you... I told you some doors exist because they're holding back an avalanche."

No one answered.

"This is only the beginning. Look at all of you."

His voice carried neither mockery nor triumph— only weary certainty.

"You're already falling apart. You haven't even reached the second part of it yet."

Farhan lowered his head.

A chill ran through Ohi's spine.

"If this much is enough to make you all sick ... then I don't know how you'll endure what comes next."

No one challenged him.

One aunty sank onto the sofa, one trembling hand covering her mouth as tears streamed down her face.

"She was only a baby . she was only a baby..."

Murmurs became low hum .

"She couldn't even understand what was happening....And yet she had to endure it."

"She doesn't even look like she's there anymore."

"She's standing...but it's like part of her disappeared. I've never seen a child look so empty."

"I can't stop thinking...that she was surrounded by dolls..."

Goosebumps covered there arms.

"Damn it! How could anyone look at a child...and smile?"

Anik had remained silent until now.

His breathing had become uneven.

He stared at Maya's tiny, motionless figure for what felt like forever.

Then, without warning, he stepped backward and nearly lost his balance,"No...No....No."

His voice grew hoarse,

"She should have been learning songs, playing, laughing instead...she learned how to become silent."

~~

Memory Continuation...

Age: 1 Year, 6 Months...

The first rainy night changed something that could not be seen.

Not in her face but somewhere deep inside a child who had not yet learned enough words to explain fear.

After that night...Little Maya became quieter.

Not the peaceful silence of a sleepy child.

A different silence.

The kind that settled over her even when she was awake.

The next morning, when the woman unlocked the cage—

Click.

Maya looked at the open door.

She stood up but she did not look up with the bright smile she once wore , no longer reached toward the woman with tiny hopeful hands.

She simply waited.

If the woman pointed— she obeyed.

If the woman spoke— she moved.

When a task was finished—

She did not search the woman's face for approval anymore.

The hopeful little glances slowly disappeared.

...

Weeks passed, then months.

Each rainy season brought another storm.

Whenever thunder rolled across the sky...

Something changed inside Maya before anyone even spoke.

Her tiny body would become unusually still.

Her shoulders would tense.

Her breathing would grow so soft it was almost impossible to hear.

She simply knew.

The sound of rain had become a signal her body remembered better than her mind.

...

Every day...On rainy night...The woman repeated the same ritual.

She would unlock the cage after dark.

Lead Maya upstairs, dress her carefully.

Arrange her like a doll among the others.

The details blurred together inside Maya's young mind until they became one endless memory.

Rain, footsteps, the room, the dolls.

The camera. Again and again and again.

...

As time passed, Maya stopped asking questions in the only way she knew.

No more tiny, "...Da?"

No more reaching upward.

No more searching for kindness in the woman's face. Now, she kept her eyes lowered.

As though looking at the woman's face had become something she no longer wished to do.

...

Sometimes the woman would pause and study Maya. The child no longer resisted.

No longer hesitated.

She simply stood where she was placed.

Motionless. Like one more doll in the room.

Only her eyes remained bearly alive.

Even they seemed quieter than before.

...

Outside, the rain continued to fall.

Inside, each storm quietly carved another invisible wound into a mind still too young to understand what was happening.

-

Years later, even now Maya would not consciously remember every rainy night.

But her body do .

The sound of heavy rain alone would make her heartbeat quicken, her muscles tense, and a nameless dread rise inside her—

an echo of memories her conscious mind had buried, but her nervous system had never forgotten.

~~

The rain from the memory still echoed faintly through the projection, and for a long moment, everyone simply stared.

Fahim slowly removed his glasses again.

His hands were unsteady.

"The brain linked the sound of rain with overwhelming danger."

He looked at the projection.

"That's why, even years later, she has panic attacks during storms.

She isn't remembering with words, her nervous system is."

Faha wiped at his eyes,

"I used to love rainy nights.I don't think I'll ever hear rain the same way again."

Fahish looked down at his sketchbook lying unopened beside him.

His fingers tightened around its cover.

"I don't think...I could ever paint monsoon again ."

Ohi looked physically ill,

"She stopped looking at the woman."

Her voice barely rose above a whisper.

"Even at one year old...Some part of her knew looking no longer brought comfort."

Fahim's eyes stayed fixed on the projection.

"This wasn't a single tragedy. The human mind can survive one nightmare."

He paused.

"But when the nightmare becomes routine ...it stops feeling like a nightmare.

It becomes the definition of the world."

~~

Memory Continuation...

Days became months.

With each passing season... She smiled less but when she looked at Maya... There was a strange intensity in her eyes.

She no longer seemed to see a frightened little girl. She saw something else.

Something she believed belonged only to her.

She looked at her the way an artist studies an unfinished sculpture.

The way a collector studies a rare possession.

Her fascination deepened into obsession.

Sometimes she would stand perfectly still for several minutes.

Watching Maya carry a cloth across the floor.

She rarely blinked. It was not the gaze of someone caring for a little girl.

It was the gaze of someone studying something she believed belonged entirely

to her.

Every detail had to be exactly as she imagined.

If Maya stood differently than expected, she quietly repositioned her with the precision of someone arranging an object.

...

The house changed with her.

More photographs lined the walls. Entire shelves filled with carefully organized albums.

She spend long periods silently looking through them, sometimes smiling to herself, sometimes frowning as though nothing was ever quite enough.

No matter how many photographs she collected...she always seemed to want one more.

...

The little girl who had once explored every corner of a room now moved carefully as if afraid of making a mistake she could not name.

Even when she was allowed outside the cage, she stayed close to where she was told.

Her confidence slowly disappeared, replaced by quiet caution...Always watching the woman's hands more than her face.

.....

The woman, meanwhile, seemed almost pleased by this change.

With time, her obsession consumed more and more of her humanity, until compassion had almost disappeared beneath it.

And each day that passed, little Maya lived a little deeper inside that obsession.

~~

No one interrupted it, no one tried to speak.

The room had fallen into a silence.

It was the silence that comes when the human mind reaches the edge of what it can bear.

Mahim stood without moving, he simply stared.

Farhan had returned from the hallway, but he remained near the doorway, unable to bring himself any closer to the screen.

Fahish's fingers rested motionless on his sketchbook.

Ohi looked at the projection, then slowly looked away only to realize he couldn't escape the images in his mind.

No one commented on the photographs.

No one spoke about the dolls.

No one tried to explain the woman's behavior.

There was nothing left to analyze.

They simply watched.

Across the room, even Rahi remained silent.

For the first time since the memories began...

He had nothing to add.

~~

Memory Continuation...

Age: 4 Years...

Two more years passed. The old clock inside the house continued to tick.

Evening became morning.

Spring gave way to summer.

Summer surrendered to autumn

Autumn disappeared beneath winter.

Then the rain returned once more.

Outside...The world kept moving.

Inside...It felt as though time had stopped.

Every day followed the same quiet rhythm.

Until one day became impossible to distinguish from the next.

...

Maya was four years old now.

She had grown taller.

Her soft black hair reached her shoulders.

Her hands were steadier than before.

She no longer looked like the frightened toddler who had once pointed excitedly toward the sky.

That little girl seemed to belong to someone else's memory.

Her face had become strangely calm.

It was the stillness of a child who had stopped expecting surprises.

She no longer rushed toward doors when they opened. She no longer reached for unfamiliar objects.

She no longer tilted her head with endless curiosity.

Instead...She waited.

The greatest change was in her eyes.

Once they had chased butterflies.

Once they had searched every room for something new.

Once they had looked upward, hoping someone would smile.

Now...They rarely searched for anything.

They rested quietly on the floor or looked wherever she was told.

Sometimes she stood so still that she seemed almost carved from stone.

Only the slow rise and fall of her breathing reminded anyone she was a living child.

...

The house itself had become silent.

Not because it was empty.

Because Maya had learned not to fill it with unnecessary sounds.

If she needed something, If she finished a task...She waited, If nothing was happening...She still waited.

Waiting had become as natural as breathing.

...

The woman introduced music into the house.

She sang a line, Maya repeated it.

Again and again.

Eventually, Maya knew every note by heart.

Whenever the woman wished to hear music, she would simply say, "Sing."

Without hesitation...Maya sang.

Her voice was soft almost expressionless.

Not because she lacked a beautiful voice.

But because she had learned that the song was something to perform correctly, not something to feel.

When the final note ended...Silence returned.

Maya lowered her eyes.

Folded her small hands together.

She never asked,"Did you like it?"

She never smiled proudly.

Somewhere along the way...She had stopped expecting an answer.

...

Outside the window...Children her own age chased one another through the fields.

Their laughter drifted inside on the wind.

For the briefest moment... Maya turned toward the sound.

She listened.

A tiny spark that seemed to ask a question she could no longer put into words.

Then the sound faded. She quietly turned back.The room became silent once again.

The woman looked at her.

Maya lowered her gaze and the day continued exactly as all the others had.

~~

Mahi slowly covered her mouth.

"...She's only four...She doesn't even know what playing looks like anymore."

A sob escaped her.

"She waits... for permission to breathe."

Faha wiped his eyes.

"She sings beautifully...But it doesn't sound like she's singing. It sounds like she's answering a command."

Fahish's fingers rested on his sketchbook.

"I used to think empty eyes only existed in paintings."

He stared at Maya's face.

"I was wrong. They exist in real children too."

Fahim stood motionless in front of the Memory Extractor.

Fahim slowly removed his glasses.

For several long seconds, he simply stared at the floor. Then he closed his eyes.

"...Enough, I can't keep watching this."

No one answered.

"I built the Memory Extractor to uncover the truth. But... I wasn't prepared for this."

He looked toward the frozen image of four-year-old Maya. The child stood exactly where she had been placed.

Expressionless.

"...Every memory feels heavier than the last."

His voice cracked for the first time,

"I don't think I can do this anymore."

Then—

Rahi spoke, almost tired,

"...Why??? This is what you wanted to know."

Everyone looked toward him.

Rahi's eyes never left the projection.

"Nothing has started yet and You're already breaking."

A pause.

"This...is only the prologue."

A chill spread through the room.

Farhan whispered,"...Prologue?"

Rahi gave the slightest nod.

"Everything you've seen...They're only the foundation and you're already saying you've had enough."

Silence.

Mahim's jaw tightened,"...There's more?"

Rahi answered without hesitation,

"So much more.The past hasn't begun yet. "

No one spoke.

~~

Memory Continuation...

Time continued to move, but the house no longer felt the same.

The woman had changed , not in her obsession.That remained but her body had begun to fail.

At first, it was small things.She climbed the basement stairs more slowly.

Sometimes she stopped halfway, leaning against the wall until she could catch her breath.

A cough lingered longer each day.

Medicine bottles began appearing around the house. Some remained half-empty.

Others piled up unopened because there was never enough money to replace them.

The photographs still covered the walls.

The dolls still sat silently in their places.

But dust slowly gathered in corners the woman no longer had the strength to clean.

One afternoon...The woman sat alone at the kitchen table.Several envelopes lay scattered before her.

She opened one,then another, then another.

Each one carried another demand for payment, her hands trembled. She stared at the numbers for a very long time.

The room remained silent except for the ticking of an old clock.

Tick...Tick...Tick...

For the first time...Something seemed heavier than her obsession.

Reality.

Across the room...Maya stood exactly where she had been told to stand.

Her dark eyes held almost no curiosity anymore.

She did not speak unless spoken to.

She simply existed.

The woman looked toward her like someone staring at an object whose value had suddenly become something else.

Days passed, the medicine ran low, the bills remained.

One evening, A knock echoed through the house , Knock...Knock.... Knock.

The woman opened the door.

Two strangers stood outside.

They wore plain clothing.

Their expressions were calm, almost businesslike. One of them glanced briefly

past the woman.

His eyes settled on Maya, he observed her quietly.

The conversation continued in low voices.

Maya couldn't understand the words.

She only watched from where she stood.

After a long silence...One of the strangers placed a thick envelope on the table.

The woman slowly opened it.

Bundles of cash.

She counted nothing, simply stared.

Her breathing grew uneven.

The visitor spoke evenly,"Ten million."

The woman closed the envelope, her fingers lingered on it.Then...She looked at Maya for a long time.

Finally...She gave a slow nod, "...Take her."

Maya looked between the strangers and the woman.

The lady pointed toward the door, the same gesture she had obeyed thousands of times before.

Maya obeyed.

She walked forward without resistance without asking where they were going.

Because by now...Following instructions had become the only way she understood the world.

Behind her...The woman picked up the envelope with both hands.

She never said goodbye. The front door closed.

Click.

The sound echoed through the empty house.

The walls remained covered with photographs.The dolls remained where

they had always been.

~~

The lady sits at the table for a long time.

There are little papers,she keeps looking at them.

The house is very quiet.

She told me to stand, so I stand.

I know how to wait.

Knock.....Knock.

The door opens, two new people come inside.

They look at me for a long time.

...

I only hear voices.The lady points at me once.

One of the new people puts a big brown thing on the table.

The lady opens it.Inside are many little papers. She keeps looking at them.

The lady looks at me, she doesn't say much only points to the door.

So I walk and look back.She is still inside.

Holding the brown thing.

She isn't looking at me anymore.

...

I wonder if I did something wrong. Maybe I didn't sing well, maybe I didn't stand still enough.

One of the new people takes my little hand.

Their hand feels strange not like the lady's.

I don't pull away, I just walk.

...

The air outside smells different.

I haven't been outside much.

The sky is very big, i look at it for a little while.

Then I look down again.

...

The door closes behind me.

Click.

I hear the sound. So I keep walking.

Because that's what good children do.

They walk when they're told.

Maybe...Maybe this is another place where I have to be good.

Maybe if I'm good...Someone will tell me where home is.

I walk beside the new people.

The lady isn't behind me anymore.

I listen...No finger pointing.

It feels strange.

...

My little hand feels cold but my chest feels a little different. A tiny feeling.....Very small.

I don't know it's name.

Maybe...Maybe the new place will be different.

Maybe there won't be a room with the big dolls.

Maybe there won't be the bright light.

Maybe I won't have to stand still for a long, long time.

I hold that tiny feeling inside me.

Maybe...the new people won't be like the lady.

Maybe they won't make me sing whenever they want.

Maybe they won't tell me to be a doll.

...

At least...I don't have to stay with the lady anymore.

Maybe...Maybe that's a good thing.

I don't know but for the first time in a long time I think...Maybe tomorrow will be different.

~~

The projection slowly faded.

The image of four-year-old Maya walking away lingered for several long seconds before disappearing.

"Maybe... the new people won't be like the lady... At least... I don't have to stay with the lady anymore."

Those words hurt because they carried hope.

"...She was trying to comfort herself."

Farhan stood completely still.

"...She didn't even ask where they were taking her. She'd forgotten that children are supposed to ask questions."

Faha shoulders sagged.

"A four-year-old shouldn't feel relief just because one person stopped hurting her."

Fahan stared silently at the floor,

"She looked at the sky...She almost sounded surprised it was still there.

...Imagine being four years old and forgetting how big the sky is."

Ohi's breathing became uneven.

"...She called that house a nightmare without even knowing the word."

His voice cracked.

"...She hadn't stopped hoping. A healthy four-year-old hopes for toys.... and she hoped the next adult simply wouldn't hurt her."

Silence.

"That isn't hope....It's survival."

Across the room...Rahi's eyes remained fixed on the blank projection.

He slowly closed his eyes,

"She thought she was escaping....None had ever told her that she was walking from one nightmare....to another. "

Silence.

~~

The car rolled to a stop.

For the first time in hours, the engine fell silent. The stranger opened the door.

Cool air drifted inside, "...Come."

Maya climbed down without hesitation.

She looked up.

Before her stood a large orphanage.

Its white walls were worn with age.

Children's laughter drifted faintly from somewhere beyond the courtyard.

For a brief moment...Maya simply listened.

Children.

She had almost forgotten what they sounded like.She watched them from a distance.

Some were playing with a ball.

Some were laughing together.

She did not walk toward them, she only watched quietly.

~~

The projection showed the worn orphanage standing beneath the afternoon sky.

Children laughed in the courtyard.

A ball rolled across the grass.

For the first time in hours...there were no cages.

Silence filled the living room.

Then—

Mahi covered her face as tears streamed through her fingers.

"...Thank God. She's finally safe."

Mahim released a breath he hadn't realized he'd been holding.

"...An orphanage...At least...someone will take care of her."

Farhan leaned back against the wall,

"She made it... She survived."

Faha wiped his eyes,

"...She'll have children to play with now."

A faint, exhausted smile appeared.

"Maybe...she can finally learn what childhood feels like."

Ohi nodded slowly,

"No more cages, no more dolls.

No more standing still for hours."

Naya clasped her hands together,

"Maybe she'll finally hear someone say 'good morning' instead of orders."

Several relatives quietly breath with relief.

One elderly aunt whispered,

"God has finally shown mercy to that child."

Another uncle exhaled shakily,

"Whatever happened before...It's over now."

Even Fahim, exhausted, looked at the orphanage with visible relief.

" A registered orphanage, They'll protect her. At least the nightmare has ended."

The room, for the first time since the Memory Extractor had begun.....everyone allowed themselves small, fragile smiles.

Across the room...Only one person did not react.

RAHI.

He stared at the screen without blinking.

His expression did not change.

Farhan noticed, "...Rahi?"

No answer.

Mahim slowly turned toward him,

"...Why aren't you saying anything?"

Rahi kept his eyes on the projection,

"...You're celebrating too early."

The smiles slowly disappeared.

" What —? "

~~

Memory Continuation...

One of the strangers rested a hand lightly on her shoulder, "This way."

She followed, Inside, the building felt warm.

The scent of cooked food lingered in the halls.

Staff members moved about with stacks of papers.

The strangers spoke with a woman behind a wooden desk.

Documents were exchanged, forms were signed. A file was opened.

Maya stood silently beside the desk.

No one asked her any questions.

One paper was stamped.

THUMP.....THUMP.

The woman behind the desk nodded,

"The registration is complete."

The strangers thanked her.

One of them took Maya's hand again.

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