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Chapter 24 - Beginning of avalanche

Memory Continuation...

Age: 1 Year, 2 Months...

Days became weeks, Then weeks became more days.

Inside the basement...Time no longer had meaning.

The tiny girl who had once been surrounded by warmth and laughter was changing.

She had learned to walk.

Not because someone held out their hands and encouraged her.

She learned because she was alone.

Again and again she stumbled across the cold stone floor.

Again and again she pushed herself back onto her tiny feet.

There was no applause.

No gentle voice saying, "Good job."

Only silence.

...

One morning...The familiar sound of footsteps echoed down the basement stairs.

Tap....Tap...Tap...

Tiny Maya's face brightened immediately.

She hurried toward the iron bars as fast as her unsteady little legs could carry her.

Both tiny hands wrapped around the cold metal.

She looked up at the woman with hopeful eyes,"...Da...!"

The child pointed eagerly toward the staircase. Then toward the door above.

Again and again.

Her tiny hands stretched upward as far as they could reach.

She wanted to go outside, wanted to see the sky to leave the cage, even for a little while.

The woman watched her for several silent moments.

Then...A faint smile appeared,

"...You want to come out?"

Of course, Maya didn't understand the words.

She simply nodded excitedly and reached toward her again.

The woman unlocked the cage.

Click.

The iron door swung open.

For a heartbeat, Maya simply stared.

Then she hurried out on her tiny feet.

The moment she stepped beyond the bars, she smiled.

She looked around with quiet wonder.

Even the dusty basement felt enormous compared to the cage.

She took a few eager steps, looking at everything with innocent curiosity.

The woman watched her.

Then pointed toward a damp cloth lying on the floor.

She picked it up and placed it in Maya's tiny hands, "Clean."

Maya blinked.

She didn't understand.

The woman crouched beside the stone floor and slowly demonstrated, moving the cloth back and forth.

Then she placed it back into Maya's hands.

The little girl looked from the cloth...To the floor...then copied the movement as best she could.

Her tiny hands pushed the heavy, wet cloth awkwardly across the cold stone.

She thought it was another game adults wanted her to play.

Whenever she managed to move the cloth even a little...She looked up at the woman with a bright smile.

As though asking—"Did I do it right?"

The woman gave a small nod, "Again."

Without complaining...Little Maya smiled and toddled toward it.

She pushed the heavy cloth once more with both tiny hands, her arms trembled from the effort.

The cloth was almost too heavy for someone her size.

She slipped, fell onto her knees.

For a brief moment...She looked surprised.

Then she quietly pushed herself back up.

Picked up the cloth again and continued cleaning.

Her little feet slipped on the damp floor.

She almost fell several times.

But each time she stood back up and kept trying.

She wanted someone to smile at her.

She wanted to be called a good girl.

She didn't know...That this wasn't a game.

~~

No one in the living room noticed.

Because no one was truly watching the screen anymore.

They were watching a one-year-old child trying desperately to earn a smile.

Silence settled over the room.

Mahi's shoulders trembled, she covered her face with both hands, but it did nothing to hide her tears.

"...She thought...she thought she was playing."

No one answered.

Little Maya wasn't being stubborn.

She wasn't being forced she was trying her best, trying to make an adult happy.

Trying to hear someone tell her she had done well. Mahim stood motionless, his eyes never left the screen.

Farhan lowered his head,

"...She looked up after every few wipes."

His throat tightened,

"She wasn't asking for a reward, She just wanted someone to smile at her."

Faha let out a shaky breath,

"...A child shouldn't have to earn kindness."

No one disagreed.

Fahim slowly removed his glasses.

For a long moment, he simply stood there with his eyes closed.

"...The brain adapts."

Everyone looked toward him.

"A child will often treat whatever environment they grow up in as normal."

He looked back at the screen.

"She wasn't cleaning because she understood work.

She was cleaning because she believed...that doing what the adult wanted might earn affection."

Mahi broke down,

"Oh, Maya...My little girl...You thought you had to work just to deserve a smile."

No one could comfort her.

Because a one-year-old child...had mistaken the meaning of love.

Farhan abruptly stood and turned away from the projection,"I can't...I can't watch a baby apologizing with her actions for simply existing."

~~

Memory Continuation...

Age: 1 Year, 4 Months...

Time continued to move forward.

The basement was no longer the only place Maya saw.

Each morning, the woman unlocked the cage.

Each evening, she locked it again.

Between those moments...The little girl was expected to obey.

As Maya grew steadier on her feet, the woman began giving her more simple chores.

She was shown how to carry a small cloth from one place to another.

How to place lightweight objects where the woman pointed.

How to sit quietly until called.

Every task was followed by the same word,

"Again."

If Maya copied it correctly...The woman gave a brief nod before moving to the next task.

To Maya, it all seemed like another strange game adults wanted her to learn.

She tried her hardest.

Every success made her look up with hopeful eyes, searching for approval.

One afternoon, the woman led Maya into the old kitchen.

The room smelled faintly of flour and dried herbs. Pots and pans hung from hooks along the walls.

A wooden table stood in the center.

She had never seen so many unfamiliar things. Her curious eyes wandered everywhere.

She reached toward a wooden spoon.

The woman handed it to her,

"Hold it like this."

Tiny fingers copied the motion as best they could.The spoon looked enormous in Maya's little hands.

She almost dropped it, she caught it at the last moment.

Then smiled proudly, "...Da."

The woman said nothing.

She simply placed a bowl on the table.

Inside was a soft mixture.

The woman slowly stirred it with the spoon.

Then handed the spoon back to Maya.

The little girl watched carefully.

She imitated the same circular motion.

Slowly...Clumsily...the spoon scraped against the bowl.

She giggled quietly at the funny sound.

Some of the mixture splashed onto the table.

Maya looked up nervously.

For a moment...She thought she had done something wrong.

The woman merely wiped the spill away and pointed at the bowl again.

"Never do this again, Continue."

Relieved, Maya smiled and kept stirring with all the concentration a child her age could manage.

To her...She wasn't learning to cook.

She believed she was simply copying another grown-up, hoping that if she did it well enough

Someone might finally tell her, "Good girl."

The loud door opens, the lady comes.

She points.

I follow.

...

Today she takes me upstairs again.

The room is warm.

It smells different from the basement.

There is something sweet in the air.

I sniff it, it smells nice much nicer than the cage, i like this room.

...

The lady lifts me onto a little wooden stool.

It is just high enough for me to see the table.

So many strange things. I reach for them, the spoon falls.

Clink.

I stare at it, the sound is funny.

I smile, "...Da."

The lady picks it up and puts it back into my hand. She doesn't smile.

She points at a bowl, i look inside.

Something soft.

White.

She takes my little hand and wraps my fingers around the spoon.

Then...She moves my hand in slow little circles.

Round...Round...Round...

I watch carefully.

When she lets go...I try by myself.

The spoon feels heavy, my little hand shakes.

Some spills onto the table.

I look at the lady.

Did I do something bad?

She doesn't shout, only wipes it away.

Then points again.

I stir again.

Round...Round...Round...

...

After a while...She lets me touch soft dough.

It feels funny, squishy, it sticks to my fingers.

I poke it again.It squishes between my tiny fingers, "...Da!"

For just a little while..I forget the basement.

I forget the cage.

...

The lady puts my little hands on the dough.

She presses down.

I copy her.

Press...Press....Press.

Every time I do it...I look up at her maybe she'll smile, maybe she'll pat my head.

Maybe she'll carry me.

Maybe...She doesn't only gives me another thing to do.

...

I don't understand adults always ask me to do things now.

Maybe...This is what good little girls do.

If I'm good enough...Maybe someone will take me home.

Maybe Nanny will say,"Little star."

So I keep trying even though...My little hands are getting tired.

~~

Mahim looked old, very old.He stared at the floor for a long time before speaking.

"I taught my sons discipline after they were old enough to understand it....

But, My daughter was forced to earn the right to exist before she even learned how to talk ."

Fahad's jaw tightened.

"I've seen children helping their parents with simple work, This wasn't helping........ This was labor."

Fahan whispered,"Did anyone notice..."

Everyone looked toward him.

"She never played with anything. There were dolls everywhere. The dolls had more freedom than she did."

"Reality was crueler than imagination."

A uncle stared blankly ahead.

"I've raised children."

"I remember teaching them how to tie their shoes."

"They couldn't even hold a spoon properly."

He looked at the projection.

"And she, God...What kind of life was that?"

~~

Days blended into one another.

The routine never changed.

Long before sunrise, the woman would unlock the cage.

Click.

"Little beauty. "

The woman always calls me, "Little beauty. "

The little girl open her eyes immediately.

She climbed out of the cage, folded her thin blanket carefully, and placed it in the same corner every morning.

Then the work began.

She carried a small broom almost as tall as she was, she swept every room of the house.

Tiny hands pushed the broom back and forth across the wooden floor.

When she missed a corner, the woman silently pointed.

Maya returned and swept it again until it was exactly as expected.

After sweeping, she wiped the floors with a damp cloth.

She knelt on her small knees, moving across the room inch by inch.

By the time she finished, her knees ached, but she never complained.

She carefully wiped shelves...Tables... Windowsills...Picture frames...

She lifted each one gently, cleaned away every speck of dust, then returned it to the exact position where it had been.

If one faced a slightly different direction, the woman quietly turned it back.

Maya watched carefully.

After that, she remembered each doll's position herself.

Then, She carried dishes to the sink one at a time because they were too heavy to carry together.

Stood on a small wooden stool just to reach the basin.The water was often cold.

She scrubbed bowls, plates, cups, and spoons until they were clean.

When she finished, she dried each one and placed it neatly where the woman expected.

She helped wash vegetables.

Peeled what little she could with careful, clumsy fingers.

Handed utensils over whenever she was told.

Sometimes she stirred a pot while the woman watched.

If she became too slow...The woman corrected her without raising her voice.

Maya simply tried harder.

Laundry waited outside.

She carried wet clothes in a basket that seemed too large for her small body.

One piece at a time, she hung them on the clothesline.Stretching onto her toes to reach.

When they dried, she folded every item carefully.

Even if it took her much longer than an adult.

She polished windows until they reflected the afternoon light.

She carried buckets that made her arms tremble.

Sometimes water splashed onto her clothes.

She quietly wiped it away and continued.

She made the bed every morning.

Straightened the blankets.

Smoothed every wrinkle with both hands.

She arranged chairs after meals.

Opened curtains in the morning.

Closed them at night, If something fell...

She picked it up immediately.

If something broke...She froze.

Waiting for the woman's reaction.

By evening, her small body was exhausted.

Her shoulders drooped, her feet hurt.

Her hands were rough from water and cleaning.

Yet when the woman called her,"Little beauty."

She still answered, "...Yes."

For Maya, these chores were no longer simply household work.

They had become the rhythm of her life.

This was what she existed to do.

~~

The silence had changed shape now.

It was no longer shock, it was exhaustion.

The kind that comes when the human mind can no longer find a new way to be horrified.

~~

Memory Continuation...

Age: 1 Year, 6 Months...

[ Night ]

RAIN.

The rain did not arrive gently .

It came like a memory that had been held too long—sudden, heavy, relentless.

Drip....Drip.

It struck the earth in endless waves, drowning the quiet countryside in a sound that never stopped.

Even the basement felt it—vibrations faintly traveling through stone.

Maya was awake.

She always woke when the sound changed.

She sat inside the cage, knees tucked close to her chest, listening.

Her tiny fingers curled around the iron bars,

"...Da?"

No answer.

Then—Footsteps.

Not the usual morning rhythm not the familiar afternoon descent. This was different.

The basement door creaked open.

Maya's head lifted immediately.

Her eyes widened.

Because the woman was there at night.

This had never happened before.

For a moment, Maya simply stared.

Then her face lit up with confusion and excitement mixed together, "...Da?"

She pressed both hands against the bars, as if trying to reach faster than her body allowed.

The woman did not speak immediately.

She stood there, watching the child for several seconds, her expression unreadable.

Then she stepped forward.

Click.

Maya came out quickly this time as if afraid the moment might disappear if she did not move fast enough.

She looked up repeatedly while following the woman.

They did not go to the kitchen.

They did not go to the familiar rooms.

Instead, the woman led her upstairs.

The house felt different at night.

The walls were darker.

The rain outside pressed against the windows like an unseen hand.

A room was opened, warm light spilled out.

But it did not feel like warmth.

And then she saw them.

Dolls.

Dozens of them.

Sitting, standing. Lined along shelves.

Placed on chairs.

Arranged carefully—as if someone had been building a silent audience for a long time.

Maya stopped at the threshold.

Her body did not move forward.

For the first time...something inside her hesitated without instruction.

The dolls were not like her wooden rabbit.

They were larger, human-shaped.

But their faces -

Maya's small breath caught.

Their expressions were wrong.

Smiles stretched too far.

Eyes uneven, some stitched in ways that made them seem half-awake.

*unfinished*, as if someone had tried to copy the idea of a smile and failed every time.

Their eyes were glassy.

Their mouths held expressions that did not belong together with their eyes.

Some looked like they were smiling too much.

Some looked like they were about to cry but never managed to.

And all of them... stared forward without blinking.

~~

The projection did not move.

Rows upon rows of distorted dolls stared silently from the screen.

For several long seconds...No one spoke.

No one seemed capable of speaking.

The only sound in the living room was the relentless rain echoing from Maya's memory.

Drip...Drip...Drip...

...

Nahi was the first to recoil.

She instinctively stepped backward, wrapping both arms around herself.

"...What...what is wrong with those dolls?"

Her voice shook.

"I don't even want to look at them."

She lowered her eyes, but the images refused to leave her mind.

"They're horrifying..."

...

Mahi's pupils trembled.

She instinctively grabbed Mahim's arm with both hands.Her fingers dug into his sleeve.

She couldn't stop shaking.

Faha felt a chill race across his skin,

"...Why would anyone keep a room like that?"

He swallowed hard.

"Those aren't toys. They look like...someone was trying to replace real human ."

...

Farhan unconsciously took two slow steps backward, his breathing became uneven.

Goosebumps covered both of his arms.

"I..."

He couldn't finish.

" Turn it off...I can't look at them..."

...

Naya wrapped both arms tightly around herself, her shoulders trembled.

"I feel like...They're watching me ."

She couldn't force herself to look at the projection anymore.

Every time she glanced at it...Another distorted face caught her eye.

Her stomach twisted.

.....

Fahis swallowed repeatedly, his throat had gone dry, "Those smiles...They're wrong.....So horribly wrong. "

Fahim's analytical mind searched desperately for an explanation.

"...Humans recognize faces from infancy. When a face is almost human...but not quite...It creates instinctive fear."

Even as he explained it...he couldn't stop the chill running through his own body.

...

Ohi rubbed both hands over his arms.

Trying to shake away the goosebumps.

"It feels like...If one of those dolls blinked...I'd have a heart attack."

No one laughed.

....

Rahi stared at the dolls without blinking.

"...Those aren't decorations, they're part of her obsession."

His words sent another wave of unease through the room.

~~

Maya's fingers tightened instinctively.

The woman placed a hand on her shoulder,

"Go in."

Maya did not move, her eyes stayed on the dolls.

A faint tremor ran through her small frame.

The woman placed a hand on her shoulder,

"Go inside."

Maya took one step, then another but her eyes never left the dolls.

Something in her tiny chest tightened.

A soft sound of thunder rolled outside.

The dolls did not move, of course they did not.

But in the dim light, it almost felt like they were waiting.

The woman crouched behind her.

she spoke softly: "Stand still."

"Da.. Da.. Da. "

Then the woman brought out clothing.

Carefully folded.

Too delicate for a basement child who had only known stone floors and damp cloths.

She began to wash her, water touched Maya's skin, she flinched slightly.

Cold.

Her small fingers tightened instinctively,

"...Da…?"

Maya stood still because she had been told to but her eyes kept moving.

Searching the woman's face.

Trying to understand.

Why tonight? Why now?

The woman finally spoke again,

"Don't move."

Maya froze completely.

Even her breathing seemed to quiet.Because tone mattered more than meaning and this tone…was different.

After the washing, the woman brought out clothing. She dressed Maya slowly.

Fixing each sleeve.

Adjusting each fold.

Smoothing the fabric as if correcting imperfection in a finished work.

Maya shivered slightly.

Not from cold, from something she could not name. A strange awareness spreading through her small body.

Something unfamiliar.

Something that made her fingers curl inward without command, "...Da…"

Her voice was smaller now.

The woman paused for a moment.

Looked at her then continued dressing her without answering.

The woman tilted her head slightly, inspecting her like an object being arranged.

"Better."

Then she turned Maya gently toward the dolls.

For a moment, Maya just stared.

Surrounded by them.

Their unmoving faces, their silent expressions, all arranged as if they

were watching her back.

The lady puts her hand on my shoulder.

I look at the room again, the big dolls are still there.

They don't move, they don't blink.

I don't want to go.

My little feet stay where they are.

...

The lady touches my shoulder again.

She points inside.

I look at her then I take one tiny step.

Another.

I keep looking at the dolls, they look at nothing but it feels like they're looking at me.

...

Boom.

A loud sound comes from outside.

I jump a little.

The room feels strange.

I hold my little hands close to me.

The lady kneels behind me.

She says something. It means... don't move.

So I stand very still.

...

She brings soft clothes.

I've never seen clothes like these before.

She takes off my old ones.

Then water touches me.

I flinch, "...Da...?"

I look up at her, she doesn't look back, she keeps washing me.

...

I stay still, she told me to.I keep watching her face. Did I do something wrong?

Why am I here? Why is it night?

I don't understand.

...

She says something again, her voice is different.

My body stops moving all by itself.

Even my breathing feels small.

...

She puts new clothes on me.

The cloth feels strange against my skin.

She pulls the sleeves. Straightens them, smooths them with her hands.

Again.

Again.

Again.

...

I feel funny like something is wrong but I don't know what.

My fingers curl by themselves , "...Da..."

My voice is very quiet.

Maybe she'll look at me.

Oh..... she looks at me for a long time. Then fixes my clothes again.

She nods I don't know why.

...

She turns me around.

Now the dolls are all in front of me, so many.

They just stand there. I stand too.

Ha..... Ha.... Heee.

I feel like they can see me.

Even though... they never blink.

The woman stepped back.

Creating distance, observing and Maya stood among the dolls dressed neatly like something placed.

Little Maya stood frozen .

The woman smiled.

A slow... Satisfied... Almost proud smile.

She walked to a nearby cabinet and carefully removed an old camera.

Its leather strap was worn with age.

The metallic body caught the light as she brushed away a layer of dust with unusual tenderness.

"You'll look beautiful."

Of course...Maya understood none of the words, she only watched the strange object with wide, uncertain eyes.

The woman gently straightened Maya's dress.

She carefully smoothed every wrinkle with her fingertips.

She combed Maya's soft black hair back into place.

She adjusted the ribbon, tilted the child's chin upward then took a small step back.

PERFECT.

She raised the camera.

Click.

A bright flash filled the room.

Tiny Maya startled, her little shoulders jumped.

She blinked rapidly, confused by the sudden burst of light.

The woman lowered the camera, looked at Maya.Then lifted it again.

Click.

Another flash.

Again.

The room echoed with the mechanical sound.

Click...Click...Click...

Each photograph captured the tiny girl standing silently among rows of unsettling dolls.

...

Finally, the woman lowered the camera.

She studied Maya for a long time.

The smile on her face slowly faded.

A faint wrinkle appeared between her brows,

"No...There's no color."

She looked around the room.

Then back at Maya, "...Still no color."

Her voice carried quiet disappointment as though something invisible had failed to appear.

Something only she expected to see.

She slowly set the camera aside.

Then...She turned toward Maya and began walking. One slow step after another.

Tap...Tap...Tap...

Tiny Maya instinctively took one tiny step backward, her breathing became quieter.

She didn't know why.

She simply felt that something had changed.

The woman kept coming closer.

Closer.

Until she stood directly in front of the child.

She leaned down, her face filled Maya's entire vision.

The strange smile returned.

Only now...It looked even more unsettling.

She slowly reached one hand toward Maya.

~~

At that exact moment—The projection flickered.The image distorted into lines of static.

A sharp electronic tone echoed through the living room.

BEEEEEEP—

The projection vanished.

Darkness swallowed the screen.

Every light on the Memory Extractor flashed red at once.

Memory Synchronization Lost.

Neural Playback Interrupted.

BEEP... BEEP...

The room fell into stunned silence.

Fahim's eyes widened behind his glasses,

"...Impossible."

He immediately moved toward the Memory Extractor, his fingers racing across the controls.

"The neural signal just... disappeared."

Farhan stared at the blank screen,

"...What happened?"

Fahim frowned.

" I've never seen the Memory Extractor stop in the middle of a stable memory."

Another warning appeared across the display.

Memory Access Temporarily Blocked.

Reconstructing Neural Sequence...

Please Wait..BEEP... BEEP... BEEP...

The machine struggling to reconnect with Maya's memories.

A tense silence filled the living room.

Farhan looked from the blank screen to Fahim, "...Did the machine break?"

Fahim didn't answer immediately.

His eyes scanned the rapidly changing diagnostic data racing across the monitor.

His expression gradually became more serious,

"...No, The machine isn't malfunctioning."

Everyone looked at him.

"This interruption is coming from Maya's own brain."

A deep silence followed.

Mahim frowned, "...Explain."

"When a person experiences overwhelming psychological trauma—especially in early childhood—the brain sometimes develops defensive mechanisms.

They exist for one purpose.

To prevent the conscious mind from fully reliving experiences that are too devastating to process."

Another warning flashed across the monitor.

Neural Defense Response Detected

Fahim's eyes narrowed,

"Maya's defensive mechanism is resisting the extraction. The Memory Extractor is trying to reconstruct the memory.

But Maya's subconscious is trying to keep it sealed."

He looked at the warning display.

"I've never seen neural resistance this strong."

Another alarm echoed through the room.

BEEP... BEEP...

Fahim exhaled slowly,

"...Whatever happened in that room...

It was so psychologically overwhelming that, even after all these years, her mind still refuses to let anyone reach it."

The room fell silent.

Naya's face turned pale,

"...Her own brain is trying to protect her..."

"Yes."

He looked at the blank projection screen.

"If the brain considers a memory too dangerous to revisit .....

Then what lies beyond this interruption is almost certainly one of the most traumatic experiences of Maya's life."

No one said another word.

~~

Memory Continuation...

The warning alarms gradually faded.

The red lights on the Memory Extractor stopped flashing.

One by one...The projection returned.

At first...Nothing but distorted static.

The dolls still sat motionless beneath the warm lamplight.

The storm still raged beyond the windows.

But the little girl standing among them...

Tiny Maya stood perfectly still.

Her pale white gown, embroidered with tiny stars become fully red .

Dark stains spread across the fabric and there were dozen of numerous fresh marks visible on her small arms and legs.

Blood is dripping from the clothes onto the floor.

She looked dazed, her eyes unfocused, as though she no longer understood where she was.

Her hair, which had been carefully brushed only moments before, had fallen loose around her face.

Her tiny hands hung limply at her sides.

The bright curiosity that had once filled her eyes was gone.

She stared ahead without focusing on anything.

Without even trying to wipe away the tears that silently slipped down her cheeks.

The room felt unbearably quiet.

The woman slowly picked up the camera again.

She studied Maya for a long moment, tilting her head as if judging a painting.

Then...

A pleased smile spread across her face. She raised the camera, looked through the viewfinder.

Click.

The flash briefly filled the room.

She lowered the camera and admired the photograph.

A satisfied laugh escaped her lips, "...Yes."

She traced the edge of the photograph with one finger, "...Now the picture has color."

Her voice was calm almost delighted.

As if she had finally achieved exactly what she had been searching for.

She lifted the camera,

Click....Click...Click.

She smiled as though she had completed a work of art.

Tiny Maya didn't react, she no longer flinched.

She simply stood where she had been placed, silent and motionless.

The projection lingered on that image.

Eyes that should have been filled with wonder...

Yet now held only quiet confusion, as though she could no longer understand why the world had become so frightening.

~~

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