I can never think of being happy by myself
So I always look for someone else
Someone to fill the void of loneliness in my soul
Even if it's eating me whole
I find it hard to love all of me
Sometimes it feels like a cage and I just want someone to set me free
But I have the keys and should do it on my own
Yet for some stupid reason I just want someone to save me so I can call them home
Caring for myself seems too complicated
So I'm always yearning for someone to do it for me that when no one show's up I'm left frustrated
But I've always learnt that charity begins at home
And no matter how much you're hurt your emotions shouldn't be shown
Yet I leave myself to be vulnerable for closure
Because I rather feel it all than carry this silence forever