*Author's note: Just to get rid of further confusions.
Alex is Alexander and
Alexa is Alexandria. ( ◜‿◝ )♡*
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"Alexandria Dandelion..."
After looking at the mirror, I slowly sat down on the bed to gather my thoughts.
*So I transmigrated... To my own novel... And it just had to be this one. And I just had to be the villain...*
Though it doesn't really matter, since all the characters have tragic lives. But this person that I'm in is ten times more tragic than all of the other characters! She- sigh...
As I pinched my nose bridge, I heard a loud bang on the door as it opened.
A tall young man entered... And I couldn't help but freeze. The young man walked towards me while looking at me with cold eyes. He kept walking towards me and I couldn't look away from his eyes, neither did he look away from mine.
He stopped Infront of me and finally spoke.
"Sister." He said coldly, but there's a softness underneath.
"Why are you calling me sister?.. Who are you? Where am I? What's... happening?" I ask him without breaking eye contact, my stare unconsciously turned into a glare. Sigh, the original Alexandria's personal muscle memory is mean itself.
The young man closed his eyes and sighed deeply. "Bring the physician." He ordered the maid who was standing outside, his tone demanding tone.
While waiting for the physician to arrive, he sat down on the chair beside my bed and sat straight. He looked at me once more before looking away.
I couldn't help but sigh before leaning my head on the headboard. I kept looking at the man and studied him.
*My second male lead... Alexander Dandelion...*
That name was the first thing that came to my mind, the moment he entered the room. His long silver hair shining brightly under the sun, his golden eyes that's more precious than a jewel. And his fair skin that's clearer than glass.
*Pretty sure I gave him a crappy ending. Poor boy.*
So yes, that man beside me right now with dashing looks... That's Alexander Dandelion... Alexandria's one and only little brother. The 2nd male lead of my novel "Dreadful love". He's 20 years old and he's the second child and only son of Duke Hendrix Conan Dandelion, Alexandria's Father. And he's also the successor of the Dandelion Duchy.
He's always serious, he's smart, handsome, kind and gentle.
*Okay, the latter is questionable but hey, it's depends on the person. He's totally an angel with the female lead. Cringe but sweet. Hehe.*
And of course, he's also very strict, mature and bossy. But he has that childlike personality to people he's deeply close with.
Alexandria and him weren't actually that close. Truthfully, Alex is cold to Alexandria.
*But even so, he loves his family very much.*
Though, at times he's annoyed at Alexandria and even when she was evil, he still loved her genuinely.
Further more, he's the captain of the royal knights of the Night empire. The emperor pardoned him and let him stay at the Duchy so he could focus on his family, and as consideration of what happened to Alexandria at the banquet.
*And if you're asking about what happened in the banquet? Simple.*
While Alexandria was spreading false rumors about a count, that count lost his temper and pushed her strongly onto the ground, causing her to hit her head which caused her to lose consciousness.
Alexander's eyes was nailed on the door the whole time. A few minutes later, the maid arrived with the male physician and two other people. Looking at their uniforms, they are knights of the Night empire. If they came to escort that physician, he must be a person of great importance.
Alexander stood up and greeted the physician. "Apologies for my sudden invitation, Sir Lunelle Detriot."
I flinched as I heard the man's name. Lunelle Detriot... He's in his mid 30's and is the most famous and skilled physician in this novel world. The emperor himself thinks highly of this man, he has achieved numerous achievements and has accomplished tasks no other physicians has ever done. And his looks aren't that bad as well, but because he rejected every marriage proposal that the nobles has offered... He's still unmarried by now.
And... I uh... Killed him in the novel... Made him freeze to death while going on an expedition to find the specific plant as a cure for the emperor's disease. I actually feel guilty now that I'm seeing him in person...
The physician nodded at Alexander then walked towards me. Without warning, he grabbed. He placed his thumb on my pulse and listened to it.
"Your vitals are stable." He said in a casual tone. Then, he looked at my eyes and asked me "What's your name, young lady?"
"I don't know." I said firmly while glaring at Sir Lunelle.
"What do you remember, young lady?" He asked another question.
I pretended to think and eventually shook my head.
He nodded and turned to Alexander. "I'm afraid that the young lady is having complications with her memories. My conclusion tells me that when she hit her head it has injured her brain briefly, causing her memories to be blocked."
"Is there something we can do?" Alexander said with a tiny hint of... Worry?
*Eh. Either I was hallucinating or I'm crazy. Probably both.*
"We wait." Sir Lunelle simply said before nodding and walking out of the room, followed by the knights. Then the maid left soon after and closed the door.
Alexander and I was left in the room.
~Ten minutes later~
*... He's not saying anything!! Why won't he just leave?!-*
"Alexa." He said softly, his gaze fixed outside the window with an unreadable expression. "Do you truly can't remember?"
I paused for a moment and looked at the window as well. "Yes."
*I'm sorry for lying to you dear brother, but to at least survive a little, I must have amnesia. And also, Alexandria and I are way too different for me to pretend that I'm her. Having amnesia makes it at least a bit normal for my change of personality.*
"I see." He glanced at me, standing up from where he's sitting and then walking towards me.
*What? What? W- why is he coming closer? What-*
I tightly closed my eyes. To my surprise, I felt a soft pat on my head. I opened my eyes and looked up at him, our eyes locked. He let his hand stay in my head briefly before dropping it.
Then I keep looking up at him and swiftly looked back at his hands again as he extended it in a handshake offer. "I am Alexander Dandelion, your little brother. Do call me Alex."
I gently shook his hand and looked at his eyes. "And I am?.." I ask softly.
"Miss Alexandria Dandelion, my older sister. May I have the permission to call you Alexa?"
"... Permission granted." I mumbled as I pulled my hand away.
He smiled slightly and nodded. "Rest well, Sister Alexa." He said as he left the room.
*What's wrong with my Alex? Did he perhaps hit his head as well? So out of character. He even patted my head. Tsk, tsk.*
So... If it's around the time when Alexandria had an incident with that count... Then I'm in the body of the 22 year old Alexandria Dandelion... She dies at the age of 25 because... -Not important.
Anyway, should I just die here? Maybe I'll be able to go back to the real world after...
Ugh...
But I'm not brave and desperate enough to die. So... I guess I'll just go with the flow and try not to die in the way I wrote. And must definitely avoid the leads.
*Sigh... What a drag... This must be a punishment for making my characters suffer so much. Ugh..*
I sighed deeply as I ruffled my hair.
After processing all that's happened, I gently lied down and covered myself with a blanket. "'Tomorrow's gonna be a long day..." I blinked my eyes slowly and let my sleepiness take over.