Shen Biran is always caught up in the past, yet many people no longer trouble themselves over past matters, so she's left alone in her hesitation and indecision over bygone days.
At this moment, Shen Biran reminds herself of the old version she despises, because she used to be this hesitant, which led to her separation from Lu Xiao and caused everything that followed.
One must admit, Shen Biran brought this upon herself, but since it is already a fact, continuing like this is not an option.
Moreover, as Shen Biran has been living these days, how can she encounter the same problems again?
Even Shen Biran herself isn't sure whether she should believe she is truly this unlucky.
But one unavoidable aspect is her profound connection with Gu Qingyuan; their relationship leaves no other conclusion.
Lu Xiao also has his own motives, yet he doesn't seem so urgent to achieve them through Gu Qingyuan.
Gu Qingyuan's goal was something unknown to all, questioning its necessity.
