Gu Qingyuan often wonders, if his relationship with Shen Biran hadn't deteriorated to its current state, would there still have been so many problems and conflicts?
Moreover, Gu Qingyuan doesn't need to overthink. If this continues, he might truly forget why he started doing this in the first place.
His intent has always been simple: he wants to earn Shen Biran's forgiveness.
The past is what he finds hardest to forgive himself for, so he hopes Shen Biran can forgive him, once again.
Forgiving is probably not easy, as he indirectly caused the current situation, and changing it isn't an easy task either.
If Gu Qingyuan could envision what might happen in the future, perhaps things wouldn't have ended up like this.
It's precisely because he didn't know how to cherish everything that he now feels lost and desperate.
No matter what happens in the future, what Gu Qingyuan now chooses to stick with, he will remain steadfast in, and no one can argue against it.
