Chapter 1 - rangon Ki Baat aur Berag Jindagi

Aaj main aapko Ek Aisi Ladki Ki Kahani batane ja rahi Jo Shakal se bahut Khush Naseeb aur Halat se bhi bahut Naseeb wali Magar uski Naseeb Mein Kabhi uska Sath nahin diya Ek Aisi Ladki Jisko Kahane ko bhoot bahut Kuchh tha Sab Kuchh tha magar Fir Bhi Uske pass Kuchh Na Tha. Aap Logon Ne Suna Hoga kya karegi padh likh kar Tujhe Kama ke Thodi h.khana hai yah sab normal baten Ho Magar Unki juban se bolane mein jaruri hai normal Hoga Magar use ladki ki Jindagi Mein yah bilkul bhi normal Nahin Hai Jo Sapna dekhna chahti hai. Jab Woh Ladki Ka bachpana Na Khubsurat tha to soche usne क्या-क्या Khwab sajae Honge Magar Kise kya hi Pata Tha ki uski Jindagi Aage Khali ajmaishon Ka Intezar kar rahi thi uska Bachpan bahut Khubsurat tha bahut jyada Jaise Ghar Ke Andar man Baap Ne Har Khwahish Puri ki kapdon se dekhiae khanon se lekar bhaiyon ne bhi Har chij Mashallah Se Har chij to use Kabhi Dar hi nahin Laga tha use lagta tha Har chij bahut Aasan Hai Har chij aasani se mil jaaye bachpana to bahut Khubsurat Guzra Uske bad Jab vah धीरे-धीरे javani ki taraf a Rahi thi usko Ek Bachpan Mein Ek sabse bada jhataka Jo Shayad Har Ladki Ko Milta Hai vaise hi use Ladki Ko Bhi Mila Jab Uske sabse nazdiki dost ka intkal ho gaya jaise ki uske sath usne Har Lamha Gujar Raha Hai Har Chhoti baten Har Khel Khud Har Masti Bhari rate Har Gunah Mein Sath Har Khushi Mein Sath Har khane ki chijon ke sath Jab ladki 10वीं jamaat ho chuki thi donon ke sath mein bahut acche se donon ne kiya Magar Shayad Ham donon ki gharanon mein dasvin ke bad padhna Ham donon ke Naseeb na tha jab jab tak donon dost sath mein the to jab tum bahut Achcha tha Jab ladki Jab Main Jab vah ladki alag Rahane dhundh Chali Gai to donon alag ho gaye hain Kuchh Dinon bad Achanak se Khabar aati hai ki Uske Dost behad bimar Hai vah friend bahut jyada ghabra Jaati Hai Jab vah usse milane Jaati Hai Jab Pata Chalta Hai Ki use Duniya Mein hi maujud nahin hai what time Aisa tha Ki Jaise Mano Ham Kabra Mein dhas gaye ho Mano Hamari ruh aap rahi ho Woh Lamha Aisa tha ki Aisa Ho hi Nahin Sakta yah kaise ho sakta hai cal tab to Ham donon Sath the yah ho hi Nahin Sakta yah Dil manne ko taiyar hi nahin tha ki vah ab Is Duniya Mein Nahin Rahi Fir Na Jaane FIR Ek Din Aisa aaya ki na Chahte Hue bhi use Baat per yakin karna Pada Kaise Na Jaane Ek Raat Mujhe is Baat ke Ehsas hua Ki Duniya Itni Aasan Nahin Jise Hai Vaisa Kuchh Nahin Meri Khushi Har Waqt Ki Khushi Nahin Usi Tarah maine apne aap ka dil Kumat nahin kiya aur aage Badha Kuchh time bad Meri Kuchh cousin Jo Mere bahut najdeek the Shayad Meri Dost se kam Magar vah bhi mere Kahin na kahin acche Dost Hain Kahane ko to cousin se magar vah Kisi dost Se Kam Nahin Uske mujhe bahut Himmat thi isliye Mujhe Kabhi Akela mahsus Hone Na Diya vah bhi Kuchh time tak Hi Tha Kahate Hain Na Har chij ka time kar raha Hota Hai Ek Din uski bhi shaadi ho gai FIR main Akeli pad gai FIR Maine Socha Ki Main Ek Din apne liye Kuchh Behtar kar Maine Hamesha Aage badhane ki koshish koshish ki Magar Mere Ghar Walon Ne Kabhi Mujhe Aakar padhne hi nahin diya Unka Manana tha ki ladkiyan padhakar hi gai kya tum Aakhir Mein khana hi to banana hai mere bhi Jehan Mein Hi baith gaya tha na mujhe Logon Ne Mere parents Ne Kabhi Silai karni thi na Kuchh ladke se related Kuchh Bhi Kuchh Bhi Mujhe bahar jaane Hi Na Diya Ghar Mein Har Khwaish Puri Kiya Karte The Har Kisi Ki Ek Khwahish hoti hai to use Bade hokar Kuchh banna hai mujhe Hamesha use chij Se Dur Rakha Gaya Kahate the Nahin Kuchh Nahin Ham hai na ham Karenge Tere Liye Sun sunkar vaise Maine Na Jaane Maine Bhi Apne Dil Ko Yahi Karen Mujhe Kya yah jarurat hai meri bhi to sab Kuchh Hai Sab Kuchh hai mere pass to mujhe kya jarurat hai Jyada mehnat Karni maine apne Jindagi Hamare ghar mein Ghar Mein Sab Ko khane ka bahut Shauk Hua Karta Tha to maine apne aap ko khane Mein Hi Chhod Diya maine apne ghar Walon Ko Khush rakhne ke liye Hamesha Achcha Achcha khana Banaya अच्छे-अच्छे items Banakar Khela Hai Sab Usi mein khush ho Jaya Karte The Aur Main Bhi bahut khush ho Jaya karti thi जैसे-जैसे Waqt gujarta gaya mere liye Bhi Ek Rishta Aaya Jab Rishta Aaya To Mujhe main bahut Shayad bahut khush Thi Har ladkiyon ki tarah juban per Na Tha Magar Dil Mein ha tha magar Jab vah Rishta Mujhe dekhne ke liye Aaya to main use Waqt Itni ghabrahat Mein thi ki mujhe Ehsas Hi Na Hua ki mujhe kya karna hai mujhe log Samne dekh rahe hain aur Main ghabrahat Ke Meri Aankhen niche aur Manav Jaise Aankhon Se nadiyan Bah rahi ho aisa lag raha tha jaise main pahli bar Koi Bada Imtihan de rahi hun mujhe aisa lagta tha yah sab bahut maje Ki chij Hai Magar yah Ek is Tarika test tha Meri Jindagi Ka Ek Aisa Lamha Tha mujhe aisa lag raha tha ki Na Jaane mein kya kar rahi hun Rishte Aane Se baten Ho Jab gharon Mein Hua karti thi to mujhe lagta tha Kitna maja aaega bahut maja aaega Aise dost Bahane aapas mein baat karti thi ki Tera Rishta aaega To Aisa Hoga Vaisa Hoga falana dhikana bahut Masti Kiya karti thi mujhe bhi Vahi lagta tha ki jo baten hoti hai yahi Hakikat Hai Magar Hakikat bahut Khatarnak Hoti Hai Janab