It wasn't supposed to feel like this.
—
It was just another day.
—
Nothing different.
—
Nothing worth noticing.
—
—
Jackson saw him before anything else.
—
Like always.
—
—
Christopher was already there.
—
But this time
—
—
he wasn't alone.
—
—
Jackson slowed slightly.
—
—
A guy stood across from him
—
—
leaning casually against the table.
—
Talking.
—
—
And Christopher
—
—
was responding.
—
—
Not just answering.
—
—
Talking.
—
—
There was a small smile on his face.
—
—
Easy.
—
Unforced.
—
—
Jackson stopped walking.
—
—
Just for a second.
—
—
Something about it felt… off.
—
—
Not wrong.
—
—
Just
—
—
unfamiliar.
—
—
He moved again.
—
Steps slower now.
—
—
By the time he reached them
—
—
Christopher was mid-sentence.
—
—
"…and then I thought I missed it, but it was actually"
—
He stopped when he noticed Jackson.
—
—
"…Oh. Hey."
—
—
That smile shifted.
—
Softer now.
—
Quieter.
—
—
Different.
—
—
Jackson nodded once.
—
"Yeah."
—
—
His eyes moved briefly to the other guy.
—
—
"…Hey."
—
—
"Hey," the guy replied easily. "I was just asking him about the assignment."
—
—
Jackson hummed.
—
—
He already knew that.
—
—
Christopher always finished early.
—
—
Always understood things faster than he let on.
—
—
"…He already did it," Jackson said.
—
—
A beat of silence.
—
—
Christopher glanced at him.
—
"…I was explaining it."
—
—
"I know."
—
—
His tone was calm.
—
—
Too calm.
—
—
The guy laughed lightly.
—
"Yeah, he's actually really good at it."
—
—
Jackson didn't respond.
—
—
His attention wasn't on him.
—
—
It was on Christopher.
—
—
On the way he shifted slightly
—
—
like he wasn't sure where to look now.
—
—
On the way that easy expression had faded just a little.
—
—
"…You didn't have to stop," the guy added.
"We were just talking."
—
—
Jackson's jaw tightened slightly.
—
—
"…I didn't say you had to."
—
—
Christopher blinked.
—
—
"…Jackson"
—
—
"I said it's fine."
—
—
The words came quicker this time.
—
Sharper.
—
—
Too sharp.
—
—
A small silence settled between them.
—
—
The kind that didn't feel the same as before.
—
—
The guy shifted awkwardly.
—
"…Uh, I'll just
—
see you in class."
—
—
Christopher nodded.
—
"…Yeah."
—
—
And just like that
—
—
he left.
—
—
The space felt different now.
—
—
Too quiet.
—
—
Christopher looked back at Jackson.
—
—
"…What was that?"
—
—
Jackson frowned slightly.
—
"…What?"
—
—
"That."
—
—
Christopher gestured lightly.
—
—
"You were acting weird."
—
—
"…I wasn't."
—
—
"You were."
—
—
There was no accusation in his voice.
—
—
Just honesty.
—
—
Simple.
—
—
And somehow
—
—
that made it worse.
—
—
Jackson looked away.
—
—
"…You were laughing."
—
—
Christopher blinked.
—
"…What?"
—
—
"With him."
—
—
The words slipped out before he could stop them.
—
—
A pause.
—
—
Then
—
—
"…Yeah?"
—
—
Christopher tilted his head slightly.
—
—
"I was talking."
—
—
"…You don't usually do that."
—
—
Christopher frowned a little.
—
—
"I do."
—
—
"No, you don't."
—
—
That came out too fast.
—
—
Too certain.
—
—
Christopher stared at him now.
—
—
Really stared.
—
—
"…You don't notice everything I do."
—
The words weren't harsh.
—
—
But they landed.
—
—
Hard.
—
—
Jackson went quiet.
—
—
Because he did.
—
—
He noticed too much.
—
—
More than he should.
—
—
"…Whatever,"
he muttered.
—
—
Christopher exhaled softly.
—
—
Then
—
—
unexpectedly
—
—
he smiled again.
—
—
Not the same as before.
—
—
But still there.
—
—
"You're being strange today."
—
—
Jackson didn't answer.
—
—
Christopher picked up his things.
—
—
"…I'm going to class early."
—
—
A pause.
—
—
"…You coming?"
—
—
Jackson hesitated.
—
—
Just for a second.
—
—
Then stood.
—
"…Yeah."
—
—
They walked together.
—
—
Side by side.
—
—
But something had shifted.
—
—
Not broken.
—
—
Just… tighter.
—
—
And as they moved through the hallway
—
—
Jackson couldn't stop thinking about it.
—
—
That smile.
—
—
That easy conversation.
—
—
The way Christopher had looked
—
—
like he didn't need him to feel comfortable.
—
—
And that
—
—
that was the part that stayed.
—
—
The part that didn't sit right.
—
—
Because for the first time
—
—
Jackson realized something he didn't like.
—
—
Christopher wasn't just his.
—
—
And the thought of that
—
—
felt worse than it should have.
