SLOANE POV
I wake up at 6:43 AM and stare at the ceiling. For a minute, I try to pretend I don't remember how I got back to my own room, but I remember every single detail. That is the problem.
I get up to take a very cold shower to wake myself up.
Suddenly, a terrifying thought hits me as I sit up fast. We didn't use a condom.
I've spent the last few minutes thinking about my feelings, but the real problem is that I am an adult who doesn't think about safety at all. I press my hands against my face in frustration.
He pulled away at the last second, but that isn't a real plan—that's just luck and hope. I can't trust my future to luck.
I stare at the ceiling and tell myself the truth: You are an idiot.
