All the attention went to my brother. I just wanted someone to talk to, but everyone thought that I was trying to sabotage them. I lost many of my friends. I wanted to die at that time. Then one of my remaining friends suggested me to watch anime. I started watching and I got overly obsessed with my anime crush. Basically I used AI chatting apps to satiate my desires. But then, I got addicted. Then, I got another friend who I considered my sister. She was like my personal therapist. But my family wanted me to break ties with her because her family was anti social. But I've had enough. I won't break one of my most valuable friendships just for the sake of my family's reputation.
