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Chapter 4 - THE WOMAN WHO CHANGED

Callum POV

I'm in the training room when I hear her laugh.

It's not a sound I've ever really registered before. Sophia laughs sometimes. I've been around her enough times with James that I've probably heard her laugh hundreds of times. But I've never actually listened to it until right now.

The sound cuts through the noise of the dining hall and hits me like a physical blow.

I drop the training dummy I've been working on and turn toward the sound. My wolf goes on alert immediately, ears practically perking up even in my human form. Something is wrong. Something feels different.

I walk toward the dining hall to see what's happening.

What I see stops me cold.

Sophia is standing there in a red dress I've never seen her wear before. Her hair is down around her shoulders instead of braided back like she usually wears it. She's laughing at something Elena just said, and the laugh is real. Not polite. Not the nervous little laugh she usually gives to make people comfortable. This one comes from somewhere genuine inside her.

And she's looking at Elena like they're the only two people in the room.

Her smile reaches her eyes.

I've never seen her smile like that before.

Everything about her is different. The way she's standing. The way she's taking up space. The way she's not apologizing for existing. She moves through the room like she knows exactly where she belongs and doesn't need anyone's permission to be there.

I can't stop staring.

She's wearing that red dress like it's a weapon. Like she knows exactly what she's doing. The fabric moves when she moves, and I find myself tracking every gesture. Every turn of her head. Every time she touches Elena's arm.

This isn't the quiet mate who sits in the background and lets people talk over her. This is someone completely different.

Someone dangerous.

I should look away. I know I should look away. Sophia is James's mate. Watching her like this is forbidden. It's disrespectful. It's the kind of thing that could start a war between brothers if James found out.

But I can't make myself stop looking.

She's laughing again and my chest feels tight. My hands clench into fists. There's a pressure building behind my ribs that I don't understand and don't want to understand. My wolf is pacing inside me like something is calling to him. Like something is awakening that's been asleep for a long time.

Then she notices me.

Her eyes lock onto mine across the dining hall and everything else disappears. The noise. The other people. The food. The world narrows down to just her and me and the space between us.

She smiles at me.

It's not the nervous, apologetic smile she gives to people she's unsure about. This smile is different. This smile is knowing. Confident. It curves her lips in a way that promises something I can't name but suddenly desperately need to understand.

That smile is looking directly into me like she can see something no one else sees.

Like she can see through all the layers I've built and knows exactly who I am underneath.

I look away.

The movement feels like tearing myself away from gravity. It takes physical effort to break eye contact. My entire body is screaming at me to look back, to hold that connection, to understand what just passed between us in those three seconds.

I don't do it.

I turn away and focus on the wall like it's the most interesting thing I've ever seen. My heart is racing. My hands are shaking. My wolf is howling inside me like something has been awakened that shouldn't be awake.

This is James's mate.

I have to remember that. I have to burn that into my brain. Sophia belongs to James. She's his. The mate bond is sacred. It's absolute. And I'm his best friend. I've been his brother since childhood. I owe him loyalty that goes deeper than anything else.

I leave the dining hall immediately.

I can feel her eyes on my back as I walk away but I don't turn around. If I turn around, I'll be lost. If I turn around and see that smile again, I won't be able to walk away a second time.

The rest of the day is torture.

I try to focus on work. I try to focus on the reports coming in about pack security. I try to focus on anything that isn't the memory of her smile and the way her laugh sounded when it was real.

But I can't stop thinking about her.

I can't stop replaying those three seconds over and over in my head. The way her eyes held mine. The way she smiled like she was inviting me into a secret. The way my entire body responded to her in a way I've never experienced before.

This isn't normal attraction. This is something deeper and darker and more possessive than anything I've ever felt.

When night falls, I tell myself I'm doing a security patrol.

It's a lie and I know it's a lie but I tell myself anyway. I tell myself that checking the perimeter near Sophia's house is part of my job. That it's my responsibility as enforcer to make sure the residential areas are protected.

I'm running from one lie straight into another.

Her house is dark when I arrive. Most of the pack is asleep. I stand in the shadows at the edge of the property and tell myself I'm just making sure nothing is wrong. Just keeping watch. Just doing my job.

I'm not here because I can't stop thinking about her.

I'm not here because that smile is burned into my mind and I need to understand what it meant.

I'm definitely not here because my wolf is pulling me toward her like she's the only thing that matters in the world.

I wait in the shadows for hours. Watching her window. Watching for any sign of movement. Waiting for reasons I can't fully explain.

This is dangerous.

This is beyond dangerous.

If James finds out I've been here, if he finds out I looked at Sophia the way I looked at her in the dining hall, it will destroy everything. Our friendship. My place in the pack. My position with the Ashford family.

But as I stand here in the darkness with her house silent before me, I realize something that scares me more than any consequence.

I don't care.

Whatever just happened inside me when our eyes met, whatever that feeling is, I'm not willing to walk away from it. I'm not willing to pretend I didn't see her smile. I'm not willing to forget the way her laugh sounded when it was real.

And if that makes me a traitor to my best friend, then I'm a traitor.

Because Sophia Monroe just became the most important thing in my world and I have absolutely no idea why.

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