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Chapter 4 - PLAYING THE PART

Alina's POV

The dining hall smells like blood and power and everything I have learned to hate.

I stand in the doorway trying not to panic as hundreds of eyes turn toward me. The pack dining hall is massive. Stone walls carved with the Shadowpeak insignia. Long tables filled with high-ranking wolves eating and drinking and watching the new Luna like she is entertainment. Their curiosity tastes like teeth.

My heart is hammering so hard I think it might break my ribs but my face shows nothing. A servant guides me to a chair beside Kael's throne at the head of the table. I sit carefully, arranging my dress, keeping my movements small and uncertain.

Kael does not acknowledge my arrival.

He is focused on a wolf across from him, discussing border strategies and rogue activity. His voice is cold and sharp and it takes everything I have not to react. That voice ordered my pack's death. That voice belongs to the man who turned my world to ash.

And he does not even know I exist.

Good.

Vera appears at Kael's other side like she materialized from shadow. She is wearing a dress that shows too much skin and she places her hand on his arm like she owns him. She laughs at something he says and leans close enough that her shoulder touches his.

The message is clear. Know your place, new bride. You do not belong here.

I keep my eyes down and my shoulders small. Let them think I am intimidated. Let them believe I am just some meek omega who got lucky with a political marriage. Let them forget I exist the moment they look away.

A servant places food in front of me. My stomach is a knot of anxiety but I force myself to eat slowly, carefully, like a girl without enough confidence to do anything quickly.

Other pack members talk around me like I am furniture. They discuss territory issues and hunting strategies and pack politics. I listen to every word. Every detail is a map. Every conversation is a weapon I am collecting.

An older wolf with silver streaking his dark hair finally notices me. His eyes are sharp and assessing. This is someone important, someone with authority.

"You are the new Luna," he says and his voice carries across the table. Everyone listens. "Tell us about your background, girl. Where did you come from?"

This is my moment. I have practiced this story a thousand times with my uncle Thomas. I know exactly how to make myself sound unremarkable. How to be forgettable.

I look up shyly and lower my eyes again immediately. Perfect submission. Perfect fear. "I come from a small territory on neutral ground," I say softly. "Nothing important. Nothing that would interest anyone here."

"Your family," the older wolf presses. "Tell us about them."

I swallow like I am fighting emotion and let my voice shake just enough. "They died years ago. Sickness took them when I was young. I have no siblings, no close family except distant relatives who raised me." I pause and add the final touch, a whisper of sadness. "I have always been alone."

It is perfect. The story is designed to make me invisible. No connections. No power. No reason for anyone to think I am anything other than a girl who accidentally married into authority.

The older wolf seems satisfied. He nods and returns to his meal. Around the table, people lose interest. I am just a girl with a dead family and no importance.

I glance toward Kael and for just a moment, his eyes meet mine. He is looking at me while I speak. For a heartbeat, something flickers in those cold black eyes. Something like recognition or memory or something I cannot name.

Then he looks away.

Back to Vera. Back to the conversation about borders. Back to pretending his new wife does not exist.

The relief that floods through me is almost painful.

I continue eating and listening. I memorize which wolves hold power. I note which ones defer to Kael without question. I catalog the ones who question his decisions, the ones who might be allies if I ever need them.

Information. Weapons. Knowledge is survival.

Vera touches Kael's arm again and he does not pull away. She whispers something that makes him actually smile, a rare expression that transforms his entire face. My wolf snarls inside my chest and I have to grip my fork hard to keep my hands steady.

She thinks she is winning. She thinks Kael belongs to her. She has no idea that I am sitting in his shadow, learning his secrets, preparing to dismantle everything he built.

The dinner stretches on forever. Course after course. Wine that makes other wolves loose and loud but that I refuse to drink. I need my mind sharp. I need to stay aware of every exit, every guard, every moment that Kael looks in my direction and then looks away.

By the time dessert arrives, I have mapped the entire hierarchy. I understand the pack structure. I know who to trust and who to avoid.

And I know that Kael Draven has already forgotten what I look like.

Finally the dinner ends. Wolves disperse back to whatever they were doing. Vera leaves with her friends, casting one last cold look at me as if to remind me of her threat. Kael stands and exits without a word, his Beta Owen following close behind.

No one escorts me. No one cares where I go.

I return to my Luna quarters alone and lock the door behind me. The beautiful cage welcomes me back. I wait until the fortress is quiet, until the sounds of evening activity fade to nothing, until I am absolutely certain no one is watching.

Then I pull out my hidden journal from the space behind the bedroom wardrobe. I write in careful code that looks like meaningless scratches to anyone who might find it.

I document everything. The guard positions. The pack hierarchy. Which wolves are loyal and which ones question. The fact that Vera Stone is dangerous but easily provoked. The fact that Kael did not look at me during the entire dinner, not really, not in a way that suggests he sees anything other than a political obligation.

I write about the moment his eyes met mine and the strange feeling it gave me. A feeling I do not understand and do not want to understand.

Then I write the words that define my mission.

"Day One: He does not see me. Good. By the time he does, it will be too late."

I stare at those words for a long time. They are true and they are necessary and they are the only promise I have left to keep.

My suppressant wears off as I sit there writing. My wolf pushes against my skin, demanding release, demanding that I stop being weak. But I lock that part of me away just like I always do.

Tomorrow I will be forgettable again. Tomorrow I will be the timid omega bride that no one remembers. Tomorrow I will continue searching for proof of what Kael did and evidence of why.

But tonight I let myself feel the weight of what I am doing.

I let myself feel the cost of revenge.

A knock at my door startles me. I shove the journal back into its hiding place and arrange my face into soft submission. A servant enters to check on me, making sure I have everything I need. I thank her politely and she leaves, never suspecting that the quiet bride in the Luna quarters is anything other than what she appears.

I return to the journal and read my own words again.

He does not see me.

By the time he does, it will be too late.

It has to be true. Because if Kael ever really looks at me, if he ever sees past the mask I am wearing, the entire plan falls apart. And I am not ready for that. I am not ready for him to see the girl who watched her family burn. I am not ready for him to know that the woman he married is his greatest enemy.

I am not ready for him to recognize the scent of Moonvale beneath the suppressants.

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