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Chapter 8 - chapter 8: What Should Have Stayed Buried

The healer remained frozen.

For one impossible moment, he thought the woman had awakened.

His gaze lifted from the bracelet to her face.

"What are you saying?" she murmured.

The unfamiliar words settled heavily into the room.

He had never heard a language like it.

His pulse quickened.

Had she understood him?

He watched her carefully.

But her eyes remained closed.

Her breathing was slow and uneven.

She was speaking in her sleep.

A quiet breath escaped him.

Only then did he realize he had been holding his own.

His gaze returned to the bracelet.

There was no mistake.

The small carving etched into one of the wooden beads was exactly the same.

Years had passed since he had last seen that mark.

His fingers hovered above it but stopped before touching it again.

The woman lying before him was a stranger.

Her clothing was unlike anything he had ever seen. Her belongings belonged to no world he recognized. Even her language was foreign.

And yet she possessed something that should have remained buried with the past.

The healer slowly straightened.

Whatever this meant, no one else could know.

Not yet.

He turned and quietly left the room.

The door closed behind him.

But the secret followed him out.

Morning arrived softly through the paper windows.

Navi stirred.

Every part of her body ached.

Her eyelids felt impossibly heavy as she forced them open.

For several seconds, she stared at the wooden ceiling above her.

Unfamiliar beams.

The faint scent of herbs.

The quiet murmur of voices.

Then the memories returned.

The forest.

The fruit.

The pain.

The prince.

Her escape.

Her failed escape.

Her breathing caught.

She pushed herself upright too quickly.

The room tilted violently.

Navi grabbed the bedding and waited until the dizziness passed.

Several unfamiliar faces stood nearby, speaking quietly among themselves.

Not one word made sense.

Her chest tightened.

They were talking as though she weren't there.

As though she were something being watched rather than someone being spoken to.

"No…"

Her eyes moved around the room.

The walls.

The windows.

The people.

Then—

the door.

Open.

Her heartbeat thundered.

If she could reach it—

She didn't think.

She threw the blanket aside and stumbled to her feet.

Someone shouted.

She ran.

Her legs were weak, but she didn't care.

The doorway was only a few steps away.

Almost.

Freedom.

A hand closed around hers.

Navi froze.

Then everything inside her snapped.

Not again.

Not another hand deciding where she could go.

Not another person taking away her choice.

She twisted violently.

The grip tightened.

She fought harder.

And when that wasn't enough—

she bit down on his hand.

Hard.

The room fell silent.

Navi froze.

She could taste blood.

Slowly, she released him.

Her eyes dropped to the fresh bite mark across his hand.

A thin line of blood ran along his skin.

Her stomach dropped.

Oh no.

She looked up.

Yi Hyun stood exactly where he had been.

His gaze moved from his wounded hand to her face.

His expression didn't change.

No anger.

No outrage.

No disgust.

Somehow, that frightened her more.

Anger she understood.

Silence was unpredictable.

Yi Hyun slowly raised his other hand.

Navi recoiled.

Her shoulders tensed.

Her eyes squeezed shut.

She waited.

For the slap.

For the punishment.

For something she already knew how to survive.

Instead—

his warm fingers gently closed around her hand and carefully loosened her fingers from his wounded one.

Nothing more.

He released her.

Then he pointed toward the bedding.

A simple gesture.

Go back.

Navi stared at him.

She didn't understand the words he'd spoken.

She didn't understand the gesture completely either.

But she understood one thing.

He wasn't going to hurt her.

Slowly, she stepped backward.

The edge of the bedding touched the backs of her legs.

Only then did Yi Hyun lower his hand.

He turned and walked out.

The attendants followed.

The door slid shut behind them.

Navi remained still.

Her heart was still racing.

She didn't understand him.

She didn't understand any of them.

But somehow, she was beginning to realize that not every hand reached for her to hurt her.

She wasn't sure whether that was comforting.

Not yet.

Outside, Jinhwan's eyes immediately fell upon the fresh bite across Yi Hyun's hand.

"My lord…"

His expression hardened.

"Your hand."

Yi Hyun glanced down at the blood staining his sleeve.

"It is nothing."

"It is most certainly not nothing."

Jinhwan's gaze narrowed.

"Who did this?"

A brief silence followed.

"Navi."

Bongu blinked.

For a heartbeat, the image flashed through his mind—the tiny foreign woman clinging to the prince's hand with surprising determination, refusing to let go as though her life depended on it.

The corner of his mouth twitched.

He quickly looked away, pressing his lips together.

Jinhwan turned toward him.

"Are you laughing?"

Bongu immediately straightened.

"No."

"You were."

"I wasn't."

"You were."

"I was… surprised."

Jinhwan gave him a long, disapproving look before returning his attention to Yi Hyun.

"My lord."

His voice became solemn.

"She has laid hands on a prince."

He lowered his head.

"That is a grave offense."

A pause.

"Shall she be punished?"

Yi Hyun's gaze drifted toward the closed door.

The image of Navi flinching before he had even touched her lingered in his mind.

"No."

Jinhwan looked up.

"My lord?"

"No one is to punish her."

Jinhwan bowed.

"As you command."

Yi Hyun began walking.

After several steps, he spoke without turning around.

"She has eaten nothing since yesterday."

Bongu looked up.

"My lord?"

"Make sure she eats."

"Yes, my lord."

Not long afterward, Bongu returned with one of the sanctuary attendants carrying a steaming bowl of medicinal porridge.

The attendant carefully placed it beside Navi before quietly leaving.

Bongu gestured toward the bowl with an encouraging smile.

Navi looked at it.

The bitter scent of herbs reached her almost immediately.

Her nose wrinkled.

She pushed the bowl away.

"No."

Bongu tilted his head.

He pointed toward the bowl.

Then toward her.

Eat.

She shook her head.

"No."

Bongu frowned.

She had nearly died from hunger in the forest.

She had been poisoned.

She was still weak enough that standing had made her dizzy.

And yet she was refusing food.

He couldn't understand it.

He leaned over the bowl and cautiously smelled it.

His expression changed immediately.

"…Oh."

Curious, he dipped the spoon into the porridge and tasted a small mouthful.

His entire face tightened.

He swallowed with visible effort.

"No wonder," he muttered.

He looked at Navi.

"I wouldn't eat this either."

She couldn't understand him.

But his expression made her blink.

He picked up the bowl.

He would return.

The kitchens were nearly empty.

Bongu hurried inside, still carrying the bowl.

One of the cooks looked up in surprise.

"You came back?"

Bongu ignored the question.

He reached for fresh herbs.

A little ginger.

Some garlic.

A handful of fragrant greens.

He stirred them into the porridge and tasted it again.

His eyes brightened.

"Much better."

The cook raised an eyebrow.

"You've become quite particular."

Bongu smiled faintly.

"If I can't make her understand me…"

His gaze dropped to the bowl.

"…maybe the food can."

When he returned, Navi noticed the difference immediately.

Warmth drifted into the room before he even reached her.

She looked up.

Her stomach betrayed her with a quiet growl.

Bongu set the bowl beside her.

This time, the smell was warm.

Gentle.

Almost familiar.

He smiled and gestured toward it.

Eat.

Navi stared at the bowl.

Then at him.

Something inside her tightened.

She pushed it away.

Bongu's smile faded.

He studied her for a moment.

Then nodded.

He didn't try again.

He simply left the bowl beside her and walked out.

Several paces down the corridor, Yi Hyun was waiting.

"Did she eat?"

Bongu shook his head.

"No, my lord."

A pause.

"I don't think she refused the porridge."

Yi Hyun looked at him.

Bongu hesitated.

"I think…"

He glanced toward the room.

"…she refused me."

Yi Hyun said nothing.

His gaze remained on the closed door.

Then he turned and walked away.

Inside, Navi stared at the bowl.

Thin wisps of steam curled from its surface.

Her stomach twisted painfully.

She hadn't eaten since—

She couldn't remember.

The poison had left her weak.

The hunger had settled deeper.

She looked at the porridge again.

It smelled comforting.

And that was exactly what frightened her.

Because she knew this pattern.

She had seen it before.

People were kind in the beginning.

They helped.

They smiled.

They made you feel special.

They made you feel wanted.

Then, sooner or later, the kindness came back as a debt.

We gave you a place to stay.

We fed you.

We helped you when no one else would.

You should be grateful.

The favors became a ledger.

The affection became leverage.

The help became something they could hold over your head whenever you dared to say no.

And eventually—

they decided what you owed them.

Where you should go.

Who you should listen to.

What you should tolerate.

And if you ever questioned it, they made you feel guilty for wanting what was already yours.

For asking to be paid.

For setting a boundary.

For saying no.

For wanting something of your own.

Navi swallowed hard.

She had seen it in relatives.

In people she had trusted.

In workplaces where kindness had slowly turned into expectation.

She had learned the pattern young.

Be useful.

Be grateful.

Don't ask for too much.

Don't make anyone feel like you're asking for more than you deserve.

Because the moment you did—

you became selfish.

Ungrateful.

Difficult.

Her eyes drifted toward the bowl.

"No."

The word was barely audible.

"I know how this ends."

She looked away.

But another thought came.

She wasn't sixteen anymore.

She had spent years building a life where nobody could decide her worth for her.

She had worked for herself.

Built a career.

Built a name for herself.

She had become someone people recognized, someone with her own work, her own money, and her own plans for the future.

She had built something of her own.

A business.

A future.

A life.

For years, she had finally felt like she was doing well.

Not because someone had chosen her.

Because she had chosen herself.

And yet, beneath all of that success, there had always been one thing she had quietly wanted.

Warmth.

Family.

People she could trust without wondering what they would ask for in return.

That was part of why she had been so excited to be with Minji.

To be around people she loved.

People who didn't make her feel like she had to earn her place in their lives.

Minji had never made kindness feel like a debt.

Never made Navi feel like a burden.

Never made her wonder what she would have to give back.

For the first time in her life…

home had been a person.

And now she was gone.

Navi looked around the unfamiliar room.

The wooden walls.

The strange clothing.

The guarded doors.

The people who spoke words she couldn't understand.

She had escaped that life.

She had spent years becoming someone who could never again be controlled that way.

And somehow—

she had been thrown straight back into the same nightmare.

Her eyes burned.

"So why…"

Her voice cracked.

"…am I back here?"

Silence answered.

Her stomach growled again.

She let out a quiet, humorless laugh.

"You're pathetic."

She wiped the tear from her cheek.

Her gaze returned to the bowl.

She knew nothing about these people.

She didn't know what they wanted.

She didn't know whether their kindness would become another debt.

But she also knew one thing.

She couldn't survive on suspicion alone.

Slowly, she reached for the spoon.

This time, she didn't stop.

She took a bite.

Warmth spread across her tongue.

She blinked.

It was good.

Another bite.

Then another.

Before she realized it, half the bowl was gone.

She paused.

The strange warmth in her chest returned.

Comfort.

She didn't trust it.

Not yet.

But she finished the rest anyway.

Then she set the spoon down and stared at the empty bowl.

"I'm not making the same mistake twice."

It wasn't a promise to them.

It was a promise to herself.

Night settled over the sanctuary.

Lanterns burned low along the corridors.

Most of the compound had fallen silent.

But one room remained awake.

The healer stood alone.

The room was small and untouched, hidden from the rest of the sanctuary.

No one entered unless permitted.

For years, he had kept something here.

Something he had sworn would never see the light of day again.

He crossed the room.

Two old wooden chests sat beneath a layer of dust.

His hand rested on the first.

For a long moment, he didn't move.

Then he unlocked it.

The clasp clicked softly.

Inside were belongings wrapped in faded cloth.

He lifted one bundle.

Unwrapped it.

A portrait.

A young woman looked back at him.

Gentle.

Composed.

Unaware of what fate had waiting for her.

The healer's fingers tightened around the edge.

His eyes lowered.

To her wrist.

A wooden bracelet.

His breath stopped.

The same beads.

The same carving.

The same mark.

All these years had passed.

Yet there it was.

And now that same bracelet rested around the wrist of a foreign woman who had appeared from nowhere.

Impossible.

He placed the portrait down.

Then opened the second chest.

Letters.

A small pouch.

Things that should have been destroyed long ago.

He stared at them.

The portrait lay before him.

The same woman.

The same gentle expression.

The same bracelet around her wrist.

His eyes lowered to the letters beside it.

Letters written years ago.

Words that should have disappeared with the person who had written them.

And yet they were still here.

Waiting.

He looked toward the bracelet in his mind.

The foreign woman.

The impossible appearance.

The mark on the wooden bead.

Something had returned.

And if that was true—

then these things could no longer remain.

Not here.

Not anywhere.

A quiet sound came from the doorway.

The healer turned.

A servant stood there, waiting for instruction.

The healer gathered the portrait carefully, along with the letters and the small pouch that had belonged to her.

His expression hardened.

"You must take these."

The servant stepped closer.

"Where, my lord?"

The healer looked down at the belongings one last time.

Then—

"Burn them."

The servant froze.

"My lord?"

"Every letter. Everything that remains."

His voice lowered.

"No one must know these ever existed."

The servant looked down at the portrait.

"But, my lord…"

His voice faltered.

"These are the only things left of her."

The healer's expression changed.

Not anger.

Something closer to fear.

"That is precisely why they must disappear."

The servant hesitated.

"My lord, surely—"

"Did you not hear my command?"

The healer's voice sharpened.

"Just burn them."

A voice came from the doorway.

"Burn what?"

Silence.

The healer froze.

The servant went completely still.

Slowly—

the healer lifted his head.

Prince Yi Hyun stood in the doorway.

His expression was unreadable.

His gaze moved from the healer…

to the scattered belongings…

then to the portrait in the servant's hands.

No one spoke.

For one terrible moment, even the air seemed to stop.

The healer's face had gone pale.

The servant lowered his eyes, but not before Yi Hyun caught the fear in them.

Yi Hyun took one slow step into the room.

His gaze returned to the portrait.

Then to the healer.

"What are you burning?"

Neither man answered.

And suddenly—

the secret the healer had spent years burying was no longer safely buried.

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