(Boy, you'll never learn unless you've stopped
Boy, you'll never learn unless you've stopped
Oh boy, you go and tear the world apart
Boy, you'll never learn unless you stop
Boy, you'll never learn unless you stop, stop
Living a dream
Living a dream
Living a dream
Boy you'll never learn unless you've lost
Boy you'll never learn unless you've paid the cost
Boy you'll go out there and break her heart
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'mmmm, mmmm, mmmm, mmmm'
I sang along, to the lyrics of the song. It was the best song on my playlist. I've repeated the song a dozen times today but I still can't barely get enough of it.
It was a song sung by 'Dakat, Matt Hartke.' A very long name for an artiste by the way, but in some sense still mid, cos there are way more longer and weird names out there, you don't even want to get me started on the details, trust me. The title of the song is 'Living A Dream'.
'oh how I love this song' I thought in my mind
Ding! Ding! - phone notification -
'The hell'
Tap! Turning on my screen ~~~
Tobi: [hey dex, wassup?],
[how is the day going bro?]
'of course, if it not my most dearest and clingy friend, who else could be texting me, uhn?'
I questioned myself.
'Sigh~'
Me: [not good dude, leave me alone.]
Tap!
Ding! Ding!
Tobi: [come on bro, you know I got your back uhn!],
[what's got you down this time of the day?]
'sigh!'
Me: [what's wrong with the day, curses - curses, I can choose to be down any time I want. Not your day!]
Tap!
Ding! Ding! Ding!
Tobi: [no way Dex!!!], [don't tell me you've forgotten againnn!!!!], [don't you know what today is?!]
"What the~~ what the hell is wrong with Tobi today did he hit his head again?" I thought out loud.
'Sigh~'
Me: [Tobi did you hit your head again uhn?], I texted back feeling a little concerned for my friend after all is the closest human to me other than my family, he his even more than a family.
[that is probably it, take care of yourself blood, you can't keep hitting your head like that, it not okay at all ok.] I stated feeling a little sure of myself and even added some word of care.
Tap!
Ding! Ding!
Tobi: [holy sh*t Dexter!], [TODAY IS YOUR F***ING BIRTHDAY BRO!!!],
"Holy smokes!" I said out loud, gaining some crowd attention to me from the train station I stood.
It was then it finally hit me. Not because it's my birthday, No! To people like me birthday are like Normal days, I don't really care much even if it's Christmas day.
What really made me shout out was because, I will be aging 19 but the problem is I'm still a motherf***ing Virgin.
I promised myself to clear this mission before aging 19, now look at me, today is the last day and my mind didn't even go there.
Ding! Ding!
Tobi: [how can you keep on forgetting this kind of moment bro, this are very special moments you can't just keep on forgetting them.], [anyways happy birthday brother, wish you the best of what this year could offer.]
Reading Tobi's text, my face couldn't help from burning up from embarrassment.
Me: [you can't blame me blood, you know this kind of things can't help but skip my mind uhn.], [well I need to ask you for a favor this time] I texted back feeling even more embarrassed, for what I'm about to ask my friend next,what it is, is just not me, not me at all.
Tap!
Ding!
Tobi: [okay, okay bro, I won't judge you on this one, you've always been the forgetting type when it comes to this things so no biggie, but dude, when do you start to ask for favours on your birthdays, something is fishy here.]
Of course, Tobi is right!
I am an introvert, I'm Allergic to gatherings and crowded places, It drains my spirit every time I experience one. Which means no social activities for me, like going out to play some snookers with my friend in a bar or going out to the club to party every Friday night like Tobi alway does, nahh. I prefer staying home writing down stories or just imagining myself fighting monsters with supernatural powers all day.
Well you may be thinking this as a results will stunt my physique or body build, well you will be the one stunned to see me. I have a body shape of a calisthenics mid trainee with an above average height standing 6 feet tall. While my facial description can only be described with one word 'cute.'
The years of imagination and fantasy thinking fueled me into a life like this, afterall, in my point of view 'you can't be Hero while also being weak at the same time.' not that I dream of becoming a Hero of any sought, yeeshh! those dude die faster than any background actor in my stories, you can't blame me I just hate fairy tales, mine is more like gore and adventures mixing together you know like monsters and warriors? ahhhh! Did I babble along just now, anyways.
Back. To. The. Main. Topic.
Because of my introverted lifestyle I didn't have a girlfriend and till today which is my 19th birthday I'm still a Virgin!!!
Me: [I know bro okay and don't laugh at me when I ask you of the favour now.] I type back to Tobi feeling so unnaturally nauseous within.
Tap!
Ding!
Tobi: [of course bro, anything for you my blood,why would I laugh at you uhn? You've barely ask anything from me in your life, if I can't do this one thing for you, it will be a shame calling myself your brother.]
I could imagine my fat friend thumping at his own chest has he text those word to me and his whole body meat jiggling from the tension. And knowing I will have to say it anyways, I spilled the beans.
'okay I got nothing to lose' cough~~ 'I mean, I have got no choice this time.' I thought to myself.
Me: [I need to deflower before the end of today, set me up with some beauty I know you can do it.]