Chapter 71: I Treat You as a Real Friend
NYU Medical Center
The gossip around John Coleman's situation had spread through the hospital with its usual efficiency, and the nursing staff had divided roughly into two camps based on life experience.
The younger nurses were certain the marriage was over. The older ones were considerably less sure.
"He's a successful architect," one of the senior nurses said. "Good income, two kids already. If he's willing to grovel, the odds of divorce aren't as high as you'd think."
"That's depressing," someone said.
"That's reality. His wife is a music teacher. Do you know what music teachers make? Love doesn't pay rent, and New York rent is not a joke."
"If it were me, I'd leave immediately."
"You say that now."
The debate continued in the background of every hallway Adam passed through that afternoon.
He'd seen Coleman in the corridor earlier — the polished, impressive man from the campus courtyard two days ago, now sitting against a hospital wall looking like something had been removed from him. His wife had been stabilized, but the pregnancy hadn't survived. The family — an older son, a younger daughter who communicated in sign language — had appeared at some point, and Coleman had been trying to explain something to the little girl with his hands, his expression caught between shame and the helpless love of a parent who had done something irreparable.
Adam had watched for a moment and kept walking.
The saying existed for a reason. Momentary choices, permanent consequences.
"What are you thinking about?"
Adam came back to the present. Caroline was standing in the doorway of the ward she'd been reading to patients in, watching him with mild amusement.
"Sorry," he said. "Somewhere else."
"You were staring very specifically at something," she said, tilting her head.
"Your book," he said.
She looked down at the volume under her arm. Behavioral Psychology.
"Caregiving," she said easily. "Understanding how patients think helps me actually help them. Why — does that seem strange?"
"No," Adam said, with complete honesty. And then, less honestly: "Not at all."
The truth was that something about a smart, perceptive woman reading behavioral psychology had activated a pattern recognition in his brain that was entirely unfair to Caroline. She wasn't Amy Dunne. She wasn't Juno. She was a former rock band manager who had quit a career she was good at because she'd missed her father's final months and decided to spend her time making sure other people's families didn't experience the same thing.
That was a straightforward, decent reason to read behavioral psychology.
He was projecting.
"I have some things to finish up," he said. "Talk later?"
"Sure."
Over the following weeks, the Coleman family left the hospital together — visibly intact, visibly changed, the particular combination of holding on and not quite being held. The story dissolved back into the general background noise of the ward, replaced by new arrivals and new situations.
Adam settled into his rhythm. Apartment, Columbia, hospital, the bar downtown with whoever was around that evening. Joey periodically dragged him somewhere unexpected. Ted and Matthew occasionally pulled him into whatever they had going on. Caroline, now a regular presence on his hospital shifts, had the specific energy of someone who had lived a genuinely varied life and found almost everything interesting.
It was a good autumn.
The system, which had been quiet since his first weeks in New York, finally moved.
Ding!
Strength +20
Ding!
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Ding!
Strength +20
It happened on an evening out with Joey, Chandler, and Ross — somewhere in the middle of an ordinary conversation at an ordinary table. Three separate pings. Sixty strength points in a single evening.
Adam sat very still for a moment.
Then Joey, for reasons that required no explanation, opened his arms.
Adam accepted the hug with genuine warmth and zero sarcasm, which made Chandler look at him sideways.
"Something wrong with you tonight?" Chandler said.
"Nothing at all," Adam said.
Ross shrugged. Joey looked pleased. The evening continued.
Apartment 20B — Later
Monica looked up when Adam came in and immediately noticed something in his expression.
"What?" She touched her face. "Is there something on me?"
"Monica." Adam sat down across from her. "We're good friends, right?"
Monica blinked. "...Yes? Obviously."
"You don't feel like there's still some distance between us? Like it's not quite — settled?"
"What are you talking about?" Monica said, flustered. "Of course we're friends. We live together."
Adam read her face carefully and privately revised his understanding of the situation. The three guys — Ross, Chandler, Joey — had clicked into system-recognized friendship. Monica and Phoebe apparently operated on a different timeline. He'd been so focused on the group as a unit that he'd missed the distinction.
Adults who thought he was attractive didn't register him as a close friend the same way. That was the variable.
He needed to rethink his approach with Monica and Phoebe.
"I'm kidding," he said, with a casual laugh. "Just testing you."
Monica let out a long breath and laughed. "You got me completely. I was about to have a whole moment."
"Sorry," he said, not particularly sorry.
"Oh — someone called for you earlier." Monica looked around, found the notepad by the phone, and held it out. "Jack Cerf. From Random House. He wants you to come in tomorrow."
Adam took the note.
His expression changed immediately.
Jack Cerf hadn't called in two months. The silence had been deliberate — a form of pressure, letting the poor early sales numbers sit without comment, waiting for Adam to get uncomfortable and come back to renegotiate.
Adam had not gotten uncomfortable.
If Cerf was calling now, something had changed.
He looked at the note for another second.
Interesting.
End of Chapter 71
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