Kisine kha hai " insaan mar jaata hai or soul bhatakti hai" . Lekin" meri soul mar gayi hai bas jeti jagti lash Jinda hai".
Jab bhi me ghairayi se sochti ho to lagta hai me jinda kyu hu kis ke liye?
Phir...
Mera Dil jawab deta hai... Tujhe kisi or ke liye kyu jeena to apne liye jeeh .khud ke liye.
But mind, raat ka andhere me rota hua dua karta" yah Allah mujhe apne pass bula mujhe kal ka suraj nahi dekh na " .
Me sirf 6 sal ki thi tab lagta tha bade hokar apni zindagi apni marzi se jeena hai lekin jab 18 sal ki hu ab to lagta hai kas me choti hi hoti . Teen age life maut ki tarah hota hai iesi maut jo marne bhi nahi deta or jeene bhi nahi deta. Overthinking woh marz hai jo mujhe kha chuka hai. Mere ghar walo ko lagta hai me khush ho apni college life me hasne ki or khus rehne ki aadat ho gayi hai ke mere dil ke halat face per dekhaiye nahi deta.
Psychology ke matbik " jab aap kisi ke sath 7 saal dosti nibha te hai to woh insaan puri zindagi ap ke sath nahi churta . Liken kabhi kabhi psychology bhi kam nahi Karti jab aap ne kisi se 11 Saal ki purani dosti tut jay.woh dost jinke sath hum pura din gujar te the ab woh stranger ban gaye hai.
Raat mujhe or rolata h jab bistar par lete me apne zindagi ke un lamho ke bare me soch ti ho jo kabhi mene Dil se khush rehti thi ghumna khel na hasna . Ab to jaise anso hi sab kuch hai Hasan bhul chuki ho me takreeban. Kya ap bhi apni zindagi me yah mehsoos kiya hai ke " ap ke pass sab kuch hote hui bhi ap akele hai ".