Mera name shivi hai main ek bahoot hi emotional,spritual or innocent ladki hu. Main padhne ki bahoot hi sokeen thi or mrko singing ka shauk tha pr meri family ne mujhe music seekhne ki permission nhi di or bs shauk hi bnke reh gya. Lekin mujhe padhne ki permission di thi bo bhi B.A tk hi, uske baad financial condition achi na hone ke karan yhi tk hi pdh paai thi . Uske baad mrko job Krna sahi lga taaki main apni family ko ek achi life prefer kr sakun. Fir meri cousin sister ne mrko job dilaayi uske sath mera kaafi acha bond tha even tk bo meri real sister se bhi bdhkr mere liye thi bo meri bahoot care krti thi or mere ko khaana bhi bnaakr bhi deti thi or job se related bhi usne kaafi help kri thi
Or jb mai Job pe lgi thi joining hui thi to main spritualy shiv bhagwan se bahoot jaada connected feel krti thi meri life me jo bhi Khushi or gum ke pal hote the main shiv ko bahut yaad krti aur meri life mein aisa lagta tha ki Shiv mere har pal Sath hote hain aur mere har Man ki baat Ko samajhte hain aur meri family member ki tarah mujhe treat karte hain mere ko aise feel hota Hai Aaj bhi mujhe yahi feel hota hai ki mere Shiv mere Sath Hain even meri family bhi Mera Sath nahin deti Hai mere Ko shiv father ki tarah lagte Hain kabhi unko dekha nahin but unko feel main apne sath hamesha krti aayi hu
FIR mere ko meri company mein Jahan main job karti thi vahan per bahut acche friends bane the Jo aaj tak mere hometown mein bhi mere aise friends nahin Hai Jaise dost mere job circle mein the unhone Mera bahut Sath Diya aur ek to Meri aisi friend Thi Jo mere liye har Kisi Se lad jaati Thi Koi mere ko bol de kuchh to vah usko bahut danti thi aur mere khilaf ek bhi Shabd kisi se nahin Sun paati thi mere ko lagta hai ki usse acchi friends mujhe kabhi bhi nahi mil sakti hai life mein