I stepped forward.
The dagger felt foreign in my hand – too light, too sharp, too wrong. The blade was cold against my palm, the rusted edge catching the pale light of the white world. My fingers were slick with sweat, and the leather grip had become slippery, unreliable.
My heart pounded so hard I thought it might crack my ribs. The sound filled my ears – a rhythmic, thundering drum that drowned out the screams around me. But not entirely. Nothing could drown out the screams.
Around me, the slaughter continued.
A teenager no older than me drove a rusted knife into a woman's chest. She gasped – a wet, bubbling sound – and her eyes went wide with shock. She slid to the floor, her white cloth turning red. The teenager stood over her, breathing hard, his face a mask of horror and exhilaration. He looked at his hands, at the blood, and laughed. It was a broken sound, the laugh of someone who had already lost their mind.
An old man clubbed a younger man with a hammer, sobbing with every swing. The hammer rose and fell, rose and fell, long after the younger man had stopped moving. His skull was caved in, his blood pooling on the white floor. But the old man kept swinging. He couldn't stop. He didn't know how.
A woman with a sword was fighting three men at once. She was good – too good. Her blade moved in precise arcs, cutting throats, severing limbs. She had done this before. Her face was calm, almost bored. When the last man fell, she wiped her sword on his white cloth and walked away without looking back.
The white floor was no longer white. It was red, black, and wet. The blood was warm beneath my feet, seeping through the thin cloth of my shoes. It was sticky, thick, and it clung to my skin like a second layer.
One person.
I didn't want to kill anyone.
But the Ferryman's words echoed in my skull, sharp as glass. Refuse to participate, you die. If I died here, in this place, before I even started, Yuki would never know I tried. She would never know that her little brother had crossed worlds to find her. She would rot on Floor 15, alone, forgotten, waiting for a rescue that would never come.
I scanned the crowd, looking for someone – anyone – who was already dying. A mercy kill. A quick, painless end. Someone who wouldn't fight back. Someone who would thank me.
A man was crawling toward me, his leg bent at a wrong angle. The bone had snapped, and the end was pushing against his skin, white and sharp. His face was grey with shock, his lips blue. He was middle-aged, with grey hair and a kind face. His hands were outstretched, begging.
"Please," he said. His voice was weak, thready. "Please help me."
I couldn't. I couldn't kill a man who was begging for help.
I looked away.
Something slammed into my back.
The impact knocked the air from my lungs. I fell forward, the dagger skidding from my grasp. It spun across the bloody floor, coming to rest a few feet away. My palms hit the ground, scraping against the rough surface. The pain was sharp, immediate.
A heavy weight pressed down on me – a body, large and sweating. I could feel the heat of it, the weight of it. Hands wrapped around my throat.
"You!" a man snarled. His breath stank of blood and terror and something else – vomit, maybe, or fear. "You're not taking me! I'll kill you first!"
I couldn't breathe.
His fingers dug into my neck, pressing against my windpipe. I gasped, but no air came. My vision blurred. Spots danced in front of my eyes – red and black, like the sky of the ash barrens.
This is it.
After everything – after the photograph, the Ferryman, the white world – this is how I die. Strangled by a stranger in a sea of blood.
No.
Not like this.
I reached out blindly, my fingers scraping against the wet floor. The blood was warm, slick. My hand closed around something cold and hard – the dagger. The blade cut my palm, but I didn't feel it. Adrenaline had numbed everything.
I swung.
The blade sank into his side.
He screamed – a high, animal sound that cut through the chaos. His grip loosened. I twisted the dagger – I don't know why, instinct maybe – and pulled it out. Blood sprayed. It was warm on my face, on my neck, on my white cloth.
He fell off me, clutching his wound. Blood poured between his fingers, dark and thick. His eyes were wide, terrified.
He wasn't dead. Just wounded.
I stared at the red on the blade. My red. His red. The blood dripped down the edge, pooling in the cracks of the white floor.
Finish it.
My hands shook. My whole body shook. He was whimpering, begging, crawling away. His leg dragged behind him, useless. He left a trail of blood in the ash.
I could let him go. I could find someone else – someone who was already dying, someone who wouldn't feel it.
The Ferryman's voice cut through the chaos. "Thirty seconds remaining."
Thirty seconds?
A timer appeared in the corner of my vision. I hadn't noticed it before. A countdown. Red numbers ticking down, each second a heartbeat.
Twenty-nine.
Twenty-eight.
Twenty-seven.
If you don't kill someone, you die.
I looked at the wounded man. He wasn't my enemy. He was just another victim – someone who had been pulled into this nightmare, just like me. He had a family. He had a life. He had dreams.
But so did I.
And I had Yuki.
I lunged.
The dagger came down. Once. Twice. Three times.
He stopped moving.
His eyes were open, staring at nothing. His mouth was open too, frozen mid-scream. The blood pooled around him, spreading across the white floor like spilled ink.
I fell back, breathing hard. The dagger slipped from my fingers. My hands were red. My white cloth was red. The floor beneath me was red.
I killed him.
A wave of nausea crashed over me. I turned and vomited onto the bloody floor. Bile and ash and nothing else – I hadn't eaten in hours. My stomach heaved until there was nothing left, and then it heaved again.
The timer vanished.
"Mission complete."
The voice was the Ferryman's, but it was distant, hollow. I barely heard it.
In its place, a translucent panel materialized in front of my face. Floating letters. Glowing. Impossible. The light was cold, blue, and it reflected off the blood on my hands.
Welcome to God's Game.
I stared at the words. They burned themselves into my retinas.
Around me, similar panels appeared before every survivor. Some screamed. Some laughed. Some simply stared like me, mouths agape, eyes empty.
The panel showed strange symbols. Words I understood but couldn't process. They floated in the air, mocking me.
Name: Ren
Soul Core: Dust (Rank 1)
Traits: Seeker (Rank 5, Active, Weave), Nimble (Rank 1, Passive), Balance (Rank 1, Passive), Blessed (Rank 1, Passive), Weapons Mastery (Rank 1, Passive)
Affinity: Strike C, Weave A, Mend C, Surge A
Inventory: Empty
Soul Shards: 0
"What…" I whispered. "What is this?"
A girl's voice, calm and cold, cut through the confusion. "The System. Don't gawk. You'll die."
I looked up.
The scarlet-haired girl stood on a pile of corpses.
She hadn't just killed one person. She had killed a dozen. Bodies stacked around her like cordwood, forming a small hill. Arms and legs stuck out at odd angles, their faces frozen in terror. Her white cloth was soaked crimson, dripping with blood. But her face was serene. Unbothered.
She stepped down from the pile, wiping a blade on her thigh. She had two blades – twin daggers, black and sleek, nothing like the rusted junk scattered around us. They looked expensive, well-made, the kind of weapons that had killed before.
Her eyes found mine.
"You hesitated," she said. "You'll need to fix that."
Then she walked away, leaving me kneeling in the blood of the man I had murdered.
I stared at his face. His eyes were still open. They were blue – pale blue, like a winter sky. I wondered what his name was. I wondered if he had a sister.
I wondered if anyone would ever find his body.
The white world was quiet now. The killing was over. The survivors stood in small groups, shaking, crying, staring at nothing. Some were already forming alliances, already planning. Others sat alone, their heads in their hands.
I was alone.
I looked at my hands. They were red. The blood was already drying, flaking off my skin. But the stain remained. It would always remain.
For Yuki.
I whispered the words, but they felt hollow. Empty.
For Yuki.
I said them again, louder this time. The sound of my own voice startled me.
For Yuki.
I stood up.
The dagger was still on the floor. I picked it up. The blade was sticky with blood. I wiped it on my white cloth, but the stain didn't come off.
I tucked it into my belt.
The white-haired boy was watching me from across the field of corpses. His blue eyes were cold, assessing. He didn't say anything. He just watched.
I walked toward him.
The blood squelched under my feet.
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