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Chapter 6 - STOPPING EVERYTHING

Natalie's POV

Natalie can't breathe.

Aaron is on his knees in front of her and the entire world is spinning. The church. The people. The cameras. Everything blurs together into one terrible, beautiful, impossible moment.

This is what she wanted three years ago.

She remembers lying on her apartment floor at three in the morning with tears streaming down her face. She remembers thinking that if Aaron would just fight for her, it would fix everything. If he would just say he was wrong, the pain would stop. She spent months imagining this exact moment. Aaron on his knees. Aaron admitting his mistakes. Aaron choosing her over everything else.

And now that it's happening, Natalie realizes something terrifying.

It doesn't fix anything.

It breaks everything all over again.

"Get up," Natalie says but her voice shakes and her hands shake and her whole body is shaking. "You're embarrassing yourself."

"I don't care," Aaron says. His tears are real. His desperation is real. His brokenness is absolutely real. "I'll stay on my knees all day. I'll beg in front of everyone. I'll do whatever it takes."

Natalie feels Sophia grab her arm from behind. Her best friend is pulling her backward like she's trying to protect her from a dangerous animal. But Aaron isn't dangerous. He's just broken. Just desperate. Just a man who destroyed her and now realizes what he lost.

Daniel steps closer to Natalie.

His hand reaches for her but he doesn't touch her. He's waiting. Waiting for her to tell him what she wants. Waiting for her to tell him to call security. Waiting for her to tell him this is some kind of horrible mistake.

But Natalie can't speak.

She stares at Aaron kneeling in front of three hundred people and something inside her cracks wide open. Three years. Three years of telling herself she was over him. Three years of building walls so high nothing could reach her heart. Three years of convincing herself that peace with Daniel was better than passion with Aaron.

And it took Aaron walking through church doors to make her understand the truth.

She's not over him.

She's never been over him.

"Security is coming," someone says from the crowd.

Natalie watches as security guards start moving toward the altar. They're going to remove Aaron. They're going to drag him away from this church and away from her and this moment will be over. Everything will go back to normal. She'll marry Daniel. She'll have her peaceful life. She'll forget that Aaron Blake ever showed up.

Except she won't forget.

She'll spend the rest of her life wondering what would have happened if she'd just listened to him for five more minutes. She'll wonder if his words were true. She'll wonder if he really changed. She'll wonder if she made the biggest mistake of her life by choosing safety over love.

"Please don't make me choose," Aaron says and his voice breaks completely. "Just give me a chance to explain."

Natalie looks at Daniel.

He's standing there in his gray suit looking kind and good and completely heartbroken. He knows what's happening. He's known since the moment Aaron walked through those church doors. He understands that the woman he's about to marry is tearing apart in front of him.

"I'm sorry," Natalie whispers to him.

Daniel nods slowly. Like he's accepting that this moment is ending his future. Like he understands that love isn't always enough when the other person's heart belongs to someone else.

Sophia grabs Natalie's arm tighter.

"Don't do this," Sophia says urgently. "Don't throw away your life for a man who already destroyed it once. He's manipulating you. This is all a show."

But Natalie knows it's not a show.

She's watched Aaron build Blake Enterprises. She's seen him control every appearance. She's witnessed him carefully construct his public image down to the last detail. And right now Aaron is completely out of control. His suit is dirty. His face is covered in tears. His whole body shakes. This isn't a performance. This is a man who stopped caring about appearances because he has nothing left to lose.

Natalie's heart pounds so fast she thinks it might burst.

She can feel three hundred people watching her. She can feel the cameras capturing every moment of her face. She can feel the weight of this decision pressing down on her like a physical force. Make the wrong choice right now and she ruins everything. Make the right choice and she destroys what she spent three years building.

There is no right choice.

There's only the choice that her heart is screaming for.

Security reaches the altar.

"Sir, you need to come with us," one of the guards says to Aaron.

Aaron doesn't move. He stays on his knees looking at Natalie like she's the only thing that matters. Like he'll let them drag him away if that's what she wants. Like his whole life depends on her next words.

Natalie takes a breath.

She thinks about the girl she was three years ago. Broken on an apartment floor. Destroyed by a man who said she wasn't enough. That girl would have begged for this moment. That girl would have done anything to have Aaron Blake on his knees apologizing.

But Natalie isn't that girl anymore.

She's built an empire. She's created something incredible from nothing. She's learned that she doesn't need a man to complete her. She doesn't need Aaron Blake to survive.

But maybe she wants him.

Maybe wanting someone is different from needing them. Maybe choosing someone even though you don't need them is stronger than desperation. Maybe loving someone after they broke you shows more strength than never being broken at all.

"Stop," Natalie says.

Nobody hears her. Security is still moving toward Aaron. The officiant is still frozen. The church is still chaotic.

"Stop," Natalie says louder.

The security guards pause.

"Stop the ceremony," Natalie says and her voice carries through the entire church.

Everyone freezes.

Daniel's hand falls away from her arm. Sophia gasps. The officiant's mouth opens and closes. Aaron's head lifts up and he looks at Natalie like she just gave him the world.

"What?" Daniel says softly.

Natalie turns to look at the man she was about to marry. The man who's been kind and patient and good. The man who loves her enough to let her figure out her heart.

"I'm sorry," Natalie says and she means it. "I can't do this. Not like this. Not while my heart is somewhere else."

Daniel nods slowly. Like he always knew this was coming. Like he was just waiting for Natalie to catch up to what he already understood.

"I know," Daniel says gently. "I've known since he walked through those doors."

Natalie feels tears stream down her face but she's not sure if they're sad or relieved or completely confused. She doesn't know what she's doing. She doesn't know what comes next. She doesn't know if she's making the biggest mistake of her life or the bravest choice she's ever made.

But she knows she can't marry Daniel while Aaron begs for a second chance.

She knows she can't walk away from this moment without at least hearing what he has to say.

She knows that three years of careful rebuilding just collapsed and she's standing in the wreckage having no idea how to move forward.

Sophia is staring at her like Natalie just betrayed her.

The guests are whispering frantically. The cameras are capturing everything. The story of the wedding crash is about to explode across every news outlet in the country.

And Natalie stands at the altar in her perfect wedding dress realizing that perfect was never what she actually wanted.

She wanted this.

She wanted the chaos and the desperation and the moment where Aaron Blake proves that he's willing to destroy everything just to get her back.

"Get him up," Natalie says to security. "Give me five minutes."

The security guards look confused.

"Just five minutes," Natalie says. "Alone."

The guards exchange glances. Then they help Aaron off his knees. He stands unsteadily, tears still streaming down his face, looking at Natalie like she's a miracle he didn't believe in.

Sophia grabs Natalie's arm.

"What are you doing?" Sophia hisses urgently. "You're throwing away everything."

"I know," Natalie whispers back.

"Then why?" Sophia demands.

Natalie doesn't have a good answer. She doesn't have any answer. She just knows that she stopped the ceremony and now Aaron is standing in front of her looking at her like she's his entire world.

And for the first time in three years, Natalie feels something shift inside her.

Not hope.

But possibility.

The possibility that maybe, just maybe, some broken things can be fixed if both people are willing to bleed for it.

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