I just felt like I needed to. A spot was successfully bought by mother. All Briar needed to do was diet a little and maintain her beauty. I thought of going up to mother and ask her to get me one too even though I know she would do nothing but give me a degrading lecture about how unsuitable I am. Seeing Briar go on interviews and grow in popularity fuelled my resolve. I needed a way to get into that competition. Desperately. It seemed bleak and unlikely but then I realized an opportunity.
