Don't you hold me?"
For some reason, before I fell asleep in the dark room, I remembered the words Beni had said the first time she came to my room.
When I asked him if he meant to thank me for helping him, he said, "Not really. Out of interest."
I honestly thought he was a guy who treated himself pretty poorly.
However, there was no way I could resist the sexual desires of my age, and I saw no reason to, so I held her as required.
Of course it was my first time.
And she said it was her first time too, though it's unclear if that's true.
They groped each other, layering their skin together without any elastic.
But it didn't bring us any closer.
Then we just fucked at home every day after school, and that relationship hasn't changed for the past two months.
Speaking personally, I think that since I'm no longer a virgin, I've become a little more sophisticated about things, but since I was originally that kind of personality, it hasn't changed much.
I wonder what about Kurenai.
I wonder if there is any change of heart after knowing the man.
Ah, I wonder if he's always content to just satisfy his age-old sexual desires.
Well, I don't think he'll answer me if I ask him.
"...go to sleep.
I quietly closed my eyes.
Try not to think about anything and take a deep breath, feeling only the fatigue left in your body.
The bed felt a little wider as I lay alone.
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"Oh my. Minato, do you know what your part-time job plans are?"
Morning.
Yumekawa came to me after yesterday.
"Well. I had the day off yesterday."
"Well, let me know if you had the day off yesterday."
"Don't assume you're bored just because you don't have a part-time job."
"But you're bored anyway, right? Hey, I wonder if it's today."
"I don't know..."
"I don't have any plans to get lost. Well, nice to meet you."
"Ah... that's a shame."
As I looked at Yumekawa returning to his seat, something suddenly crossed my mind about Kurenai.
He always leaves school before me and then comes over to my house after I get home as if he's made up his mind.
It wasn't until I met Kurenai that I found a part-time job, so I basically shift at night.
Oh man, wasn't that guy at home for a day.
That's just proof that I'm bored.
How can I tell you that I have plans today.
I've never talked about it at school.
"Good morning Yuzu"
"Good morning Arisu. Anyway, you seem to be in a good mood."
"Well, yeah. The guy I was talking to, I asked him for it today."
"Hmm. So it's floating."
"That's not it. But I feel a little lighter when I think about whether I won't have to get hit on by Tanaka-senpai any more."
I heard Yumekawa and Beni having such a conversation.
I see, it's a blessing in disguise.
Now I don't have to go out of my way to say no to Kurenai.
If you knew I was going on a date with Yumekawa after school, you wouldn't even come over to my house.
But what does a boyfriend for a day really mean.
Seriously, this isn't something I'm worried about.
...
"Sorry to keep you waiting, Minato. Let's go."
Immediately after school, Yumekawa came to me.
"Let's go, where is it? If your goal is to show Tanaka-senpai that you're with your boyfriend, why not just circle around the grounds?"
"It just seems like walking with your classmates. The soccer club also seems to be getting up early in front of the game today, so I thought I'd go to the game center that Tanaka-senpai is rumored to frequent."
"When you become popular, even the places you often go to become rumors."
"Everyone loves to gossip. Come on, hurry up and hurry up."
The soccer club was still practicing, so I didn't feel the need to rush it that much, but even though I was staying here, there was nothing special to do, so I left school about Yumekawa.
On the way to the main gate, I passed the soccer club's training ground and saw Tanaka-senpai stretching at the edge.
I glanced over and then quickly looked away.
I don't know if it was because I was practicing or because he noticed me, but I wonder if it was just my imagination that he looked so curt.
But he's really handsome.
"Tanaka-senpai, you're such a handsome man."
"What's that, jealousy?"
"Why is that the case. It's like, with a guy like that, maybe it's okay to play."
"I think it's the girl. Not everyone is light. There's no way I'd date someone I don't even like."
Yumekawa's words touched my heart a little.
There's no way I'd date you if I didn't even like you.
I don't have that kind of pure feeling anymore.
...And that guy too.
"That's what it is."
"That's some kind of catchy thing to say. Hey, are there a lot of light girls around Minato?"
"There aren't any women around me anyway."
"Haha, is that right. Hey, do you want to buy something at the convenience store before you go to the game center?"
"No, I'm fine."
"Mo, that's boring. He's my boyfriend today, so I need to listen to her selfishness."
"Okay, okay. Do as you please."
The two of them left school, stunned by the unnecessarily high-energy Yumekawa.
After stopping at a convenience store, we headed to the game center in front of the station.