Keifer's pov:
I shouldn't have humiliated her like that. She didn't deserve that. Not after all the pain she went through with her step-father.
I was drinking in my room. Bottles scattered all around the room.
The room wasn't warm anymore. it was silent. Heavy. The room was cold. No one to embrace. Tears flowing.
I had to let go of the only person who loved me.
Why?
I was so blinded by revenge first, Now jealousy.
I let the monster inside me control.
I even lied to my relatives saying she was just for revenge. But the truth was.
No. She was beyond that. Section E hated me. Even after I explained why I had did that. They just said I could have done something else.
But how?
I was powerless. What if she meddles.
If she dies....There is no use of me.
I rather see her hate me than see her die.
I laughed at the empty room.
I couldn't stop myself from gripping the glass tighter in my hand. It shattered right there in my palm, spilling alcohol all over the floor.
I watched the blood drip from my palm. It mixed with the alcohol that had spilled when I broke the glass.
Her words hurt.
"Mom...." I whispered in to the cold room.
"I wish you were with me right now...you would be disappointed with me for what I did...."
Tears fell harder.
I moved. Bandaged my palm.
I needed to see her.
I was about to go out honey voiced out right behind me.
"Keifer....We will be leaving this friday"
I didn't reply...just nodded.
Keigan looked at me with pity.
I went to the fernandez mansion. Hoping to see her. But no. Her room did not feel right. It was dark. Curtains closed. Nothing felt right...
Was she at her ex-boyfriend Jare's condo?
No...She wouldn't right?
I drove there next. That's when I saw her,
She was wearing something simple. She still...looked beautiful.
But she was smoking!
What the fuck? She smokes?
No....is it because of me? Was I the reason?
But the way she's holding the cigarette looked like she has smoked many times.
She told me to quit and she's smoking. I wanted to grab her. Kiss her. Apologize. Explain.
All at once. But my eyes moved...
Landed on him.
Jare....
He was telling her something. Jay looked pissed. His face screamed authority. It looked cold and for some reason...mocking.
He suddenly yelled something. Jay shouted back as she crushed the cigarette in her hands. Tears fell.
No. You bastard why the hell are you making my wife cry.
I really wanted to go.
I gripped the steering wheel tight until my knuckles were white.
I sobbed right there watching her in pain.
I'm sorry Jay please forgive me.
Please don't move on.
Wait for me. Once I come back I promise you that I will give you everything you deserve. Please....just wait....for me.
I need you. Your the purpose I'm even living. Your the only reason.
Once I get my inheritance I will definitely give you an explanation so please....
I can't lose you. Not now. Or ever.
I love you Jay till scientist find the end of the universe and beyond.... I always will. Because your the only one for me.
Love hurts....it takes time to heal....we lose things we put our soul into. But that should never be the reason to not achieve something big in our lives.