An average student dreams

my name is Arya I belong to a middle class family and my life has always been simple and ordinary since childhood I had big dream in my heart I love dancing when ever I heard music my heart start dancing automatically it was a nice happiness and my escape from stress but in middle class family dreams are often considerable waste of time my parents and relative always said focus on study dance will not give you a future there was no support no encouragement and slowly I stop talking about my dream I start in believing that may be the they were right maybe dance was just a hobby and not made for me so I tired to focus only on studes I study everyday but still I rememberd an average student how hard I tried my marks were always normal never too high whenever result came family member reacted with disappointing their reaction I rememberd and average student my marks were never to high and every time the result came I said nervous pressure of expectation and the fear of disappointing my family were always in my heart whenever exam result were about to come my heartbeat increase and I started over thinking every thing I was a dreamy girl who believed that one day she would achieve a good position in her class I always through that only capable People get respect in society and I realized that I need to work harder to move forward I was very happy for others but for my self I always felt average everything I was waiting for result with hope in my heart i believe that this time i would get a good position in my class reality only those student get top position who truly deserve it through hard work and dedication still I hope that si would stand for in class i attend classes regularly and study very hard everyday study at homemade my family very happy they believe that I would surely achieve something big in life but when the result come everything change after seeing result I become very sad because my marks were low I started thinking about what I should do next in my life even after working so hard I felt pain and disappointed in my hearthowever got always supports and average student because there struggle is real and strong and average student phase many difficulties but their hard work Never Goes to waste according to their effort and patient one day they definitely get success in the future either they become topper for their struggle make them enough to achieve week success in life then came class 10th The most important year of my life and that time I had many dreams in my heart my marks were never cook before but this time I wanted to change everything I promised myself that I could work very hard and bring mass in class 10th I started studying day and night morning to evening evening to night in the beginning it was not easy for me to study properly but slowly I push myself as the final exam came closer I would even hard and I stop it using my phone stop in watching TV sometime you and forget it my whole focus on only one thing study and study slowly thinking start it everything was going normally but then suddenly on the day of my Maths exam lockdown was announced because of lockdown my maths paper got cancelled after a long time no the maths exam was conducted again this time I got some extra day to prepare so I study again and give the exam with full effort in between one day my mother casuqlly asked my father" what do you think ?will she get good marks this time?" my father reply if she even get 60% that will be a lot hearing this broke my heart I felt very bad but I didn't say anything I just decide to work harder and prove myself finally result day arrived I was nervous and scary when I saw my result I couldn't say that my marks were very high but they were not bad other I got 78 % i couldn't reach 80 or 90 it but i knew I had worked hard I even is good 94 % in maths subject and that made me realize something importan hard work Never Goes to waste ,maybe you don't always get what you expect but you definitely achieve something and sometimes that is small achievement become the first step toward a bigger dream what happened next the my life ?