Kuchh baten sirf mehasus kar sakte hain bol nahin sakte pata nahin vah mahsus love tha ya attraction yah mujhe aaj tak pata nahin chala lekin ye Meri kahani Hai aur meri jubani bhi Main sayani is kahani Main aapko swagat Karti hun .
Sall 2017 naya naya college ka safar naya naya dost aur purana school ka bhi kuchh dost thi lekin jo excitement tha na pahla din ka bahut awesome tha. school ke bad yahi to life tha ghumne ka maja karne ka doston ke sath thoda padhaai Main bhi relax mil jaega aur college jaenge to pahle pahle pyar to hoga Hi Na lekin main aisi ladki hun na pyar vyar mein Koi Bharosa nahin bus doston ke sath maje karo aur life ko enjoy karo lekin jo bolate hain na jo sochte Hain vah hota nahin hai aur Jo hota Hai vah sochte nahin Hai Bus sare doston ke bich mein hamara boysfriend bhi sab the usmein Se ek ladka mujhe bahut pasand Karta tha uska naam tha vihaan .lekin main use pasand nahin karti thi Aisa nahin ki vah handsome nahin tha lekin mujhe love pasand nahin tha bus yahi sapna tha college ke bad job karungi Sara Desh ghumaungi. Per main jyada logon Se baat nahin karti thi, mere friend log bolate the ki are thoda baat kar lo kuchh nahin hoga lekin Main small town ki ladki ghar logo ka darr ki vajah se baat karna mujhe jyada pasand nahin tha Aisa nahin ki boys aur girl kabhi dost nahin Ban sakte lekin kahate Hain Na ladka ladki kabhi dost nahin ho sakte lekin jo mujhe one sided pasand Karta tha mujhe voThoda Thoda achcha lagta tha .dil ko kaun samjhayega.lekin love wala kuchh feelings nahin tha yah baat Ko to aage nahin badhi abhi yahin khatm ho gaya hai .ase करते-करते ek shal aaram se bith Gaye aur aaya shal 2018 FIR ek Naya sal new year wishes doston ke sath ghumna fir Na yahi sab chalta tha hamara lekin vah ladka uska naam vihan tha mujhe Aaj bhi pasand Karta tha yah mujhe mere friend log bolate the jyada hone laga Maine use Dosti Tod Li aur use baat karna band kar diya aur padhai main focus Kiya. aur din aaya mere favourite Bhagwan ka festival Mahashivratri vaise to sabko pata hai ki main Mahadev ki deewani hun bas usi din meri life change hone wale the life mein twist aane Wala tha ye pata nehi tha .hamare gaon mein ek Shiv Mandir tha to vahan bheed hota tha obviously sab lok jate the mandir diya jalane keliye. Main meri dostlog ke sath mandir Gaye the .aise hi bheed bhadke Karan police protection ke liye kuchh log Aaye The, Ham Gaye dip jalaye dost ke sath thode ghuma aur phir vah Mandir mein baithe main niche aya kyunki mujhe kuchh chahie tha Main stair se utar raha tha bada salwar sar suit pahna tha isiliye thoda dikkat ho raha tha धीरे-धीरे Sidhi se chalkar mein Mandir se niche chal raha tha aur phir mere samne ek Lamba Sa aadami khada tha, main thoda cehera utha Kar usko dekha vo defence line ka koi ladka tha Jo apne duty kar raha tha bas, Maine use ek najar dekha bahut handsome tha aur duty dress mein aur jyada handsome lag raha tha Bus use do bar mud ke dekha aur phir Main Chali gyi aur jab wapas aya vah nahin tha bas yahi khatm ho gaya. main bhi sab bhul gyi thi. mere College chal raha tha din pe din bit raha tha Ham padhaai kar rahe the hamare exam chal raha tha semester upar se upar ho raha tha to ise love sab ka koi fursat nahin tha कभी-कभी majak Masti mein mere dost mujhe chhed dete the yah baat bol kar thoda mushkura deta tha lekin vihaan ye sunkar gusse mein Lal ho jata tha yah sunkar hoga hi kyon Na pyar Jo Karta tha mujhse, main hamesha se bhagawan se prathna karta tha ki mere life mein bus ek hi ladka dijiye Jo mere future husband Banega to usse Hi Meri Life ko boyfriend Banakar bhej dijiye aur Baki dusre ladkon ko maut bhejiye Shayad Bhagwan Ne Meri Sun Li mein Bhagwan se bol raha tha na vah ek hi hoga jo mujhse shaadi Karega vaise to mujhe soldier bachpan se pasand the lekin vah soldier mujhe achcha Laga tha uska naam Tak nahin pata tha. mujhe ise करते-करते kuchh din bechate Hain aur meri baat na karne per bhi n bhi mujhe Thoda Thoda baat Karta tha Mera care Karta tha Shayad mujhe like karne lagi Thi FIR uske bad Mera bada bhai ka joining hua army mein mera college ka akhri shall chal raha tha aur uske bad mujhe PG karna tha koi acchi Si college mein waise to clg ka akhri shal thoda jyada padhai ke sath jyada Masti bi hoti thi kyunki uske bad sab log ham log Ho jaate Hain Koi Kahan padhaai ke liye Chala jata Hai Koi naukari ke liye ase karte karte aise karte karte college ka aakhiri din bhi Aaye Hain exam khatm ho gaya aur sabko Jana tha अपने-अपने Ghar ek bar phir yah mujhe propose Kiya aur Maine fir se mana kar diya aur Chali gyi. ek bar mud ke bhi nahin dekha uska dil firse tod diya.uske bad result aaya aur acche mark mein pass ho gaye the main ek accha se college dekh ke post graduation ka course karne ke liye Chali gai.
Uske bich Mera Bhai ka defence mein kuchh dost Ban Gaye the uske 2dost hamare ghar ghumne ke liye Aaye,us waqt main chhutti mein ghar aai thi per Maine Jo dekha Hai vah vahi ladka tha Jo mujhe Mandir mein mila tha pahle to Main usko pehechana nahin lekin phir dhire dhire yaad aaya pata nahin bhai ke sath kaise unka Jan pahechan hua tha, Aise hamari thodi batchit badhi aur धीरे-धीरे charts calls pe baat hone lagi dhire dhire main use pasand karne Lagi mujhe lagta tha ki vah mere liye best hai Shayad future mein vah Mera husband Banega aur vo bhimujhe shaadi karna chahta tha .aise hi धीरे-धीरे do sal do sal beet Gaye hamare long distance relationship tha isiliye jyada mobile per baat karte the Milana jyadatar hota nahin tha jaise ki rishte purane Ho jaate the to rishte ke bich jhagada shuru ho jata hai hamara bich bhi jhagada hota tha कुछ-कुछ dene Ham baat bhi nahin karte The uske bich hamara college group ka network hua tha sare friends Aaye The lekin sirf vihan ko chhodkar mere dost mein se mere best friend bola ki uska jab lag Gai Hai defence line mein kuresh accurate post mujhe nahin pata main iske liye Khush thi phir Apne Apne Ghar Laut Aaye aur mera Raj Kaisa tha achcha chal raha tha din mere Facebook mein message aaya hi Sayani profile picture ke photo mujhe Koi jaane pahchane lagi Maine dekha to vah bhi Ham tha main turant reply diya hello friend normally hamari batchit Hui vaise poochha mere boyfriend ke bare mein aur Maine use bola ki han rack boyfriend hai aur maine usse poochha ki tumhara koi girlfriend hai vah muskurae aur mana kar diya bola Tum nahin mile na mujhe thoda bura laga lekin main baat Ko tal Diya phir mujhe mere ko contact number manga aur Maine Diya, chatting mein mere use baat ho jaati thi Daily . Phir ek din vah mujhe bola ki mere bahan ki shaadi hai to Mana maine bola han jaaungi or use din vah fir se ro ro ke Apne Dil ki baat batai use sunkar mera dimag kharab ho gaya.