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AS YOU WISH

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Chapter 1 - His before the vows

Stephanie Smith had spent twenty-one years learning how to disappear in plain sight.

The Smiths never let her forget she was the charity case. The girl pulled from foster care after her mother's overdose, given their last name like a participation trophy. She spoke only when spoken to. She kept her grades respectably average. And she faded into the wallpaper whenever Clara, their golden biological daughter, entered a room. Any spark of real talent, any hint of beauty or ambition, was met with the same quiet warning. "We can always send you back where you came from."

Tonight that warning felt like a noose tightening around her throat.

Dinner had been its usual performance of polished silver and veiled power plays. Then her adoptive father cleared his throat and dropped the sentence. She would marry Damon Voss in six weeks. It was just a business merger sealed with her body.

Damon Voss. The name alone sucked the air from the room. A man whose empire was built on ruins. Tech, underground finance, and probably dead bodies. Rumors painted him as a woman-hater. A misogynist who used and discarded anyone who got too close. No girlfriends. No scandals that stuck. For the first time that absence felt like the worst possible omen.

Steph sat frozen while Clara smirked behind her wine glass. Her chest ached with the familiar weight of erasure. Another role to play. Another life decided for her.

She needed one night where she was not invisible. One night where someone looked at her and actually wanted.

She told her roommate she was studying late at the library. Instead she dug out the black dress she had bought on impulse months ago. Simple, but it clung in ways that made her feel dangerous. Borrowed heels. A cab to the Grand Meridian. The kind of hotel where deals were made in shadows and no one asked questions.

The bar was hushed luxury. Amber lighting that softened every edge. Jazz curling low like smoke. She ordered a margarita and nursed it slowly. Letting the tequila loosen the knots in her shoulders without drowning her completely. A second followed. By the third the dread had softened into something reckless and hungry.

She was drunk.

When she stood to leave the room tilted only slightly. She steadied herself on the polished wood. Turned and walked straight into a wall of heat and muscle.

Hands caught her elbows. The scent hit first. Expensive cologne layered over something darker like smoke and steel.

Steph looked up.

He was taller than the room allowed. Broad-shouldered in a way that spoke of controlled violence rather than gym polish. Sharp cheekbones. A jaw carved like a threat. And eyes so dark they felt like falling. His black shirt hung open at the throat. Revealing a sliver of tanned skin and the faint edge of a scar or tattoo. Power clung to him. Quiet and absolute.

Her pulse hammered. Twenty-one years of being careful and here she was. Fingers brushing his chest like she had any right.

"I am sorry," she whispered. But she did not step back. The words tumbled out before she could cage them again. "I do not do things like this. Ever. But tonight. Would you spend the night with me? Just tonight."

Silence stretched. His gaze dragged over her face. Slow and unreadable. Lingering on her mouth. The flush creeping up her neck. Something flickered in those black eyes. Hunger yes but edged with calculation. Like he had been waiting for a crack exactly like this.

Then his voice came. Low and rough.

"As you wish."

His hand slid to the small of her back. Possessive from the first touch. And he guided her toward the private elevators like the decision had already been made years ago.

The ride up was thick with unsaid things. She could feel the heat rolling off him. The way his thumb traced small circles against her spine. Patient. Deliberate. When the suite door clicked shut he did not slam her against the wall like some frantic fantasy. He turned her slowly. Cupped her jaw. And studied her like a puzzle he intended to solve piece by piece.

The kiss started soft. Almost too soft. Then deepened into something filthy and consuming. Whiskey on his tongue. The scrape of stubble. The way he tasted her like he was memorizing every gasp. His hands mapped her body with unnerving patience. Peeling the dress away inch by inch. Learning the places that made her tremble.

He carried her to the bed like she weighed nothing. Clothes vanished between slow kisses and whispered checks. "Still with me?" Until she was bare and he was settling between her thighs. Thick and hard.

The first push burned. She was untouched and he was not gentle in size. He stilled instantly. Forehead against hers. Murmuring low praises while his fingers worked her clit with expert unrelenting focus. Pain bled into liquid heat. When she finally arched and moaned he moved. Deep rhythmic strokes that filled her completely. Angled just right. Dragging sounds from her she did not know she could make.

He fucked her like a man unraveling his own rules. It was rhythmic and intense. Growling soft curses against her throat as she came apart around him with a broken cry. He followed with a low guttural sound. Spilling hot and deep while holding her like she might vanish.

Afterward he did not roll away. He pulled her into his chest. Pressed a kiss to her damp forehead. And held her through the shaking. Sleep claimed her fast. Wrapped in the strange safety of a stranger who felt anything but safe.

Morning light crept in cruel and gray. Steph woke to the weight of his arm draped heavily over her waist. His breathing steady in sleep. He looked almost peaceful. Those sharp features softened. Dark lashes against skin that carried faint marks of old fights. Between her legs she throbbed. A raw intimate reminder of how thoroughly he had claimed every inch of her.

Panic hit like ice water. This was supposed to be anonymous. One stolen night before the cage closed forever. She could not let daylight turn it into something real.

She slipped free carefully. Dressed in silence. And stole one last look at him. The man who had made her feel seen for the first time. Then she fled.

Almost immediately he opened his eyes. A gentle smirk playing on his lips. "We will meet again Stephanie," he muttered to himself.

Back in her cramped apartment the day blurred into replay after replay. The scrape of his stubble. The way his voice had dropped when he called her sweetheart. The overwhelming fullness of him moving inside her. Her body ached with every step. She drifted between shame lingering heat and the crushing dread of the wedding looming like a guillotine.

Evening came too fast. Her phone shattered the quiet.

"Come home immediately." Her adoptive mother's voice was ice. "The Voss family arrived early. Damon wants to meet his bride tonight. Do not keep him waiting."

Steph's hands shook as she changed into the demure knee-length dress they approved of. The drive to the mansion felt like heading to her own execution. Every bump reminded her of the soreness between her thighs.

The grand living room smelled of leather and old money. Her parents and Clara stood expectantly. And there lounging on the sofa like he owned the air itself was him.

The same piercing dark eyes.

The same dangerous jaw.

The same powerful frame that had pinned her to silk sheets hours earlier.

He was Damon Voss.

Recognition slammed into her like a physical blow. Heat flooded her face as flashes hit. His mouth on her neck. The way he had groaned her pleasure like it belonged to him.

He rose with lazy predatory grace. His gaze locked on hers. And for a split second something raw and obsessive flickered behind the cool mask. Hunger mixed with dark satisfaction like a hunter who had just confirmed his prey had walked willingly into the trap.

Steph's knees weakened. He crossed the room slowly. Stopping close enough that she caught the faint trace of the same cologne now mixed with her own scent from the night before.

"Stephanie," he said. Voice smooth and low. Meant only for her at first.

Then louder.

"As you wish."