1.JAB MAIN 12 SAAL KI THI
Mujhe pata he nahi tha ke aaessa bhi hoga mere sath aur main bhi aaessa kuch kar jaoungi.
Baat hai jab my 17 saal ke the.mujhe khud biswaas nahi hota soch kar bhi ke ek sadharan se ladki kuch aaesse kar baithegi.Hota hai teenager me lekin ye thoda different type ka accident tha. Kya kya karne ka socha tha ,kya kya nahi hua mere sath.Sunne me sochne wali baat lagte hai aur sach me ye baat bhi sochne wali he hai.My saaf bol deti hoon ki aaessa kisi ke sath na ho aur na he kare.Aaesse pehli baar hua hai sach bata rahi hoon. Jab tum ye soch ke bahar study karne jate ho ki kuch achha karenge wahi tumare sath kuch alag hone lagta hai.Ye meri life ki pehli ghatna hai jo mere sath hua.
Ab aage dekhte hain mere sath kya ghatna hua tha uske liye mere sath Bane rahiye aur main aage ki kahani me bataoungi ki main ish jaal me gaye toh gaye kaise.
Main Komal Rani. Manoharpur ke ST Girls Middle School me padai kar rahi thi. Whan mere study performance bahut hi achha tha,hamesha se first 🥇 topper rahi hoon.Main ekdam se alag thi na zyda kisi se baat or na kisi se narazgi. Mere class ke sari ladkiyan close friends jaise thi ,kisi se koi bhedbhav nahi.
Jab main 12 saal ki hue tab maine higher education ke liye compitition ke liye coaching jana start kar diya. Wahi hum Pancho me se Main,Veena aur Saniya ne intrest dikhaya ,Kiran aur Mahi ko intrest nahi lga toh nhi kiya.
Roj saam (4 pm ) ko coaching ke liye nikal jati thi hostel se,pahuchne me lagbhag 15 to 20 minute lagta tha. Roj ka aana jana ke bich Lucky naam ka ladka ko malum pada ki main coaching jati hoon saam 4 baje. Ab aap soch rahe hain ki Lucky achank se Kahan se khudh pada ,batati hoon.
Ek saal pehle ki baat hai. Ek subha morning (5 am) ko utha diya gaya aur sare saman jaise tokri me bhari sabji , bade bartan, etc. ye sabhi chizen lekar humlog gaye church. Fhir wapas aane ke baad humlog gaye nadi nahane.
Nasta hone ke baad ladikyon ka sajna sawarna shuru. Koi kisi se Baal banawati ,koi kisi se dress exchange karti aur koi kisi se aankhon me kajal lagwa rahi thi. Main bhi usi catagory ki thi. Maine bhi Baal banwaye, gulabi raang ke long frock pehne ,pairon me sandal aur ho gye main ready kyunki humlogo ko Jana tha church. Church me program rakha gaya tha.
Church me Jane ke baad already boys hostel ke boys pehle se hi haazir the. Humlogo ka sharmane se fhursat nahi. Acchanak se piche se aawaz aati hai ki hee ladikyon kaam me haath badhai. Kya khade khade taak rahe ho sab. Sarpat sarpat bhage sab. Ye aawaz thi hostel ki powerfull madam jiske aage kisi ki aawaj na nikle. Boys girls kaam khatam hone ke baad breakfast karne chale gaye. Breakfast me chai aur biscuit tha. Baithne ka koi place nahi bnaya gaya tha ground me kahin bhi baith ke khao wala system. Maine chai biscuit liya aur baithe ek bade se neem ke chhaon ke niche.
Breakfast complete karne ke baad hum friends me guturgu chal raha tha. Baaton baaton me hi hashi aa gye aur sabhi hasne lage tbhi piche se हंसी nakal karne ki aawaz aaye. Pichhe mudh ke dekha toh Lucky tha.
Hone ka toh wo mere se senior the toh maine pucha ki aap mera hashi ka nakl kyun kar rahe? Tum kaise hasti ho wahi try kar raha hoon main tumare jaise kar sakti hoon ki nahi. Meri hasi itni bhi buri nahi ki nakl kar jao. Maine kab kaha ki aapki hasi buri hai, achhe hai tabhi toh nakl kiya. Khair jo bhi ho btaye kya baat hai? Kuch nahi bas aapse baat karne tha. Maine kuch nahi bola aur kuch bole Bina hi wahan se chali gaye. Maine sab normal samjha ,bola jaye toh kuch smjhi he nahi.
Ek saptah aaesse he guzar gaya.
Ek saam jab main hall me study kar rahi thi tabhi 30 kadam ki duri se sidhi ke upar se awaaz aaye , hyeee..Komal Rani tumhe Shushila didi ne upar bulaya hai. Maine socha kuch kaam hai. Main gaye upar ,pucha kya baat hai Shushila didi. Ye lo koi phone Kiya hai tumse baat Krna chahta hai. Kaoun? Baat toh karo pata chal jayega. Maine itna socha nahi aur phone pakda.
'' Hello!''. Kaun hain? Mujhe nahi pahchan rahi ho? Nahi. Bataye kaun ho aap? Aur kya baat krna hai aapko mujhse? Kuch nahi bas aapka awaaz sunna chahte the. Toh aapne soon liya na ,main padhai kar rahi thi disturb kar diye. Main ja rahi hoon. Re ruko ruko padhai toh thodi der me bhi ho sakti hai ,thodi der baat kar lo. Boliye jaldi kya baat karni hai aapko. Main kaise bataun,bataun ki nahi. Main ye bol raha tha ki aapki aawaz bahut sundar hai. Han toh aap ye batane ke liye call kiye hain. Nahi nahi kuch aur bhi bolna hai. Boliye... . Main aapko like karta hoon. Heeyy.. . Aap jo bhi ho lekin main aapse bahut chhoti hoon. Umar dekh ke thodi like karte hain.fhir bhi.... . Maine kuch zyada bola nahi sidha phone dhara ke niche hall me chali aaye. Book ,copy khola padhne ke liye lekin mera dimaag 2 min.. pehle ki baat par hi ja Raha hai . Ye kaoun hai aur kya bol raha tha aur maine kuch galat toh nahi bola ki kya bola hoga kuch aaessa wesaa toh nhi... Pta nahi kya kya soch me padh gaye.
Fhir aaesse halka fhulka padhai ki fhir sone ke liye room me chali gaye. Subha 5 am ko uthi. Maine ghanti bajaya. Fresh hue aur 1/2hr ke liye study karne baith gaye. 6 baje Tak sab hall me ekatrit hua aur prayar start hua. Khatam hone ke baad sab apna apna kaam krne chale gaye. Mera kaam fhinsh hone ke baad fresh hokar ready hue aur sab nasta ke liye niche aagan me ikkhatta hue .
Main jaldi se nasta kar leti hoon aur principal ka ghar se office ka key lekar aati hoon. Sare door open kar deti hoon ,school ki ghanti bhi Baja deti hoon. Jaldi se hostel me jaati hoon aur bag lekar aa jati hoon Wapas school me.
School chhutti hote hote chhar baj jate hain ,hostel jakar fresh hoti hoon, coaching Jane ke liye. Har roj ka yahi hota hai.
Ek saam ko coaching ja rahi thi. Boundry se thodi hi duri me 2 raste nikalte hain. Right side wala road pakde,usi raste me kuch hi distance me mujhe koi khada dikha ki usko kahin dekha dekha lag rahai hai. Saniya ne kaha wo toh Lucky hai. Kya? Chalo chalo dusre raste se . Humne gali hokar left road pakda wahan se road me nikal ke dekha toh wahan bhi pehle se khada hua hai. Ye kya yahan bhi. Aaesse kaise. Chalo humlog ka coaching Late ho raha hai. Aage chalte gaye. 'Hello' Kahan ja rahi ho? Kahin bhi tumse matlab. Coaching ja rahi ho na. Han.. tumhe kaise malum? Malum padh jata hai. Dar ke chhar ho raha tha mera dil toh ki kahin complain chala gaya n mere hostel me toh gaye main. Isiliye jitna jaldi ho sake pichha chhuda ke bhag nikli.
Ishi har roj ki saam me Lucky bhi mere nikalne se pehle jakar raste me khade rahta. Main kya karun kuch samaj nahi pa rahi thi. Bas yahi soch rahi thi jaise bhi kakre ish se pichha chhudana hai. " Hey bhagwan please mujhe ish paricha me pass kara dena, taki chhutkara mil sake.
Kuch dino tak sab tikh tha, ek saam ko hall me study kar rahi thi fhir bulawa aaya maine socha Aaj toh isko batati hoon. Ye soch ke gaye thi lekin kuch bolne se pehle he mera muh band kyun hoon toh main bholi hi upar se ye bhi soch rahi thi ki mera baat se bura na lag jaye bechare ko,but iska matlab ye nahi tha ki mere taraf se Hann hai. Mujhe didi log ke samne baat krne me thodi uncomfortable feel ho raha tha isiliye coridor me chali gaye. Kya hua boliye? Kya hua baat nahi kar rahi ho mujhse ? Mujhe like nahi karti ho? Mujhe like toh karti ho ? Kafi sare sawal mujhse pucha ja raha tha. Aur mera mind ek hi soch par atka tha wo tha 'Sinu'. ' Hello' Kahan kho gaye?. Kahin nahi . Kuch bolo.