Ethan leaves a comment on a livestream and doesn’t think much of it afterward, because there are too many people watching and too much noise for anything he says to matter for long.

Out of thousands of messages, she remembers his.
 Not what he said, but his name.

Raina doesn’t believe in coincidences because, in her experience, people leave and people forget, and she learned early on that most things don’t stay unless you make them stay.

When she recognizes Ethan again after years, she does not rely on chance. She creates the conditions for them to meet again.

A job request is made. A meeting follows. Then another, arranged in a way that feels natural enough not to question.

Everything appears normal on the surface, and that is exactly why Ethan doesn’t question it, even when something in him quietly tells him he should.

He tells himself he is overthinking, that she is simply kind, and that the way she shows up exactly when he needs her is nothing more than timing.

But the closer she gets, the harder it becomes for him to separate his daily life from her presence in it.

Because Raina doesn’t chase.

She keeps.

And once you matter to her, distance is no longer something that remains an option.


This book is a physiological romance themed story told from a dual first person  prospectives and a third person prospective ....so we can explore each sides of the story from different view

Cover art and character art by : dreamer_zeyrcel
Character art by : the slumbering cat
Discord : Gloria_Austin_8799

I watched Raina's stream last night about X-Reveals.


I would not lie, the whole thing was intense.


X-Reveals had called her a murderer in his latest video and honestly... that was too far even for him. Sure, he had gotten a few things right before. The Soul Beauty deal for one. Somehow he always seemed to know things before they became public. But accusing Raina of murder?


I leaned back in my chair, phone in hand, replaying parts of the stream in my head.


Even now, after everything between us, there were moments where I still could not fully read her. Before we started dating, she had fascinated me because of that mystery around her. She always looked like she knew something nobody else did. Calm one second. Cold the next. Sweet when she wanted to be. Completely unreadable when she didn't.


Honestly, that was part of why I fell for her.


Chapter 44 - Celebratory dinner