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Chapter 132 - PART 132 — The Way Love Starts Feeling Cruel When Two Sides Pull At Your Heart Together

The house no longer felt like home to Pixel.

Not because anyone screamed at her.

That would've been easier.

Instead—

everything became quiet.

Heavy.

Emotional.

The kind of silence that slowly suffocates a person from inside.

Since morning, relatives kept coming and going.

Whispering.

Judging.

Giving opinions nobody asked for.

And every conversation somehow ended the same way.

"Think about your parents."

"What will society say?"

"We trusted you."

"He belongs to a completely different world."

"What if they insult us later?"

"And their family status?"

"And caste?"

That word again.

Again.

Again.

Again.

It felt like someone repeatedly pressing on an open wound.

Pixel sat quietly through all of it with lowered eyes, exhaustion slowly building inside her chest.

Not because she regretted loving Stephan.

Never that.

But because emotional pain hurt much more than physical pain.

And right now—

every sentence from her family felt like emotional cuts she couldn't defend herself against.

By evening, most relatives finally left.

Only her parents remained downstairs in the living room.

The atmosphere became even heavier after that somehow.

Because now—

the real conversation would begin.

Pixel slowly walked downstairs after her mother called softly.

Her father sat silently near the table while several newspapers still rested nearby.

Those photographs again.

Stephan looking at her like she was the center of his world.

Her chest tightened painfully at the sight.

Her mother spoke first quietly.

"…Sit."

Pixel obeyed silently.

For a few moments—

nobody spoke.

Then finally her father asked softly—

"Do you want to marry him?"

The directness of the question made her breathing pause slightly.

But despite everything—

her answer still came honestly.

"Yes."

Silence filled the room immediately.

Her mother closed her eyes briefly.

Her father leaned back slowly like the answer physically exhausted him.

Then quietly—

"You know this won't be easy."

"I know."

"No," he replied softly. "You don't."

The disappointment in his voice hurt more than anger would have.

Because her father wasn't cruel.

He was scared.

Scared of society.

Scared of status differences.

Scared his daughter would suffer later.

And somehow—

that made everything even more painful.

Her mother looked toward her quietly.

"People already started talking."

Pixel lowered her eyes.

"We can handle people."

"Can you?" her father asked suddenly.

That question silenced her immediately.

Because honestly—

she didn't know.

Her father's voice remained calm.

Too calm.

"We are ordinary people, Pixel."

A pause.

"…His world is not ordinary."

Her chest tightened painfully hearing that.

Because she knew.

She saw that world herself.

The power.

The influence.

The attention.

The pressure.

Then softly her mother whispered—

"What if one day you become lonely there?"

That sentence almost broke her immediately.

Because the irony hurt too much.

She was never lonely with Stephan.

Never.

Not even once.

But explaining that felt impossible right now.

Her father continued quietly—

"You saw what happened from just one event."

A pause.

"…The entire country discussed you overnight."

Pixel's fingers tightened together slowly.

Then came the sentence she feared most.

"What if tomorrow they reject you because of caste?"

Silence.

Painful silence.

Because suddenly—

even she had no immediate answer.

Her mother's eyes slowly filled with tears.

"We raised you carefully."

That sentence shattered something inside Pixel instantly.

Emotional blackmail didn't always sound cruel.

Sometimes it sounded like love.

Like fear.

Like parents terrified of losing their daughter.

And that made it impossible to fight against properly.

Her mother's voice shook slightly.

"If something happens to you there later… how will we survive?"

Pixel looked away quickly because tears were finally gathering again.

Her father spoke softly afterward—

"We are not your enemies."

And somehow—

that hurt even more.

Because she knew it was true.

They weren't trying to destroy her happiness.

They were trying to protect her in the only way they understood.

But still—

it felt like someone slowly pulling her heart apart from both sides.

Her mother reached for her hand gently.

"…Forget him."

That sentence physically hurt.

Actually hurt.

Pixel's breathing became uneven instantly.

Forget him?

How?

How do you forget the person who became your safest place?

The person who looked exhausted but still smiled every time he saw you?

The person who held your hand under tables just to feel close?

The person who stood in front of the entire country and basically confessed love without fear?

How do you erase someone who already lives inside your heart completely?

A tear finally slipped down her face silently.

And seeing that—

her mother's own eyes filled too.

Then quietly—

"Please don't ruin your life emotionally."

Pixel closed her eyes briefly.

Because the cruelest part was—

everyone here believed they were protecting her.

Far away in the city—

Stephan still sat inside his office long after everyone left.

Darkness filled most of the floor now.

Only his cabin lights remained on.

Unread files scattered across the table.

Cold coffee untouched nearby.

His phone rested in his hand.

Still no message from Pixel.

Still unreachable.

And for the first time in years—

Stephan felt genuinely afraid again.

Not of losing business.

Not of failure.

Of losing her.

The room had become unbearably quiet after Pixel's mother asked her to forget Stephan.

No one raised their voice.

No one forced her physically.

And somehow—

that made it hurt even more.

Because every sentence came wrapped inside concern.

Inside fear.

Inside love.

Her father sat silently for a long moment before finally speaking again.

"You are emotional right now."

Pixel slowly wiped her tears.

"No."

"You are."

His voice remained calm.

Careful.

Like he was trying not to break her while still pulling her away from Stephan.

Then softly—

"He is very rich, Pixel."

Silence.

Her chest tightened immediately because she already knew where this conversation was going.

Her father continued quietly—

"People like us and people like him live differently."

A pause.

"…Their world changes fast."

Pixel lowered her eyes.

Her mother's voice shook slightly afterward.

"What if after some years he changes too?"

That sentence hurt her instantly.

Because they didn't know Stephan.

Not really.

They only knew his status.

His power.

His wealth.

Not the man who forgot food because he was worried about her.

Not the man who looked emotionally relieved just hearing her laugh.

Her father sighed softly.

"Today he loves you."

Another pause.

"…But tomorrow?"

Pixel's breathing became uneven slightly.

Because hearing doubt about Stephan somehow felt personal.

Like someone questioning something sacred to her.

Her mother continued quietly—

"He is famous now."

"The entire country knows him."

"He can marry anyone."

That word echoed painfully inside her chest.

Anyone.

Some rich businesswoman.

Some influential family.

Someone more "suitable."

Then finally came the sentence that broke her composure completely.

"What if after some years he leaves you…"

Her mother's eyes slowly filled with tears.

"…and marries someone richer or more beautiful?"

Pixel looked up instantly.

"No."

That answer came so fast everyone became silent.

Because for the first time since this conversation started—

her voice carried certainty.

Real certainty.

Tears gathered again in her eyes but she still shook her head softly.

"He's not like that."

Her father sighed heavily.

"You cannot know that."

"I do know."

"You are in love," he replied quietly. "Love makes people blind."

Pixel's fingers slowly tightened together.

Because maybe her parents feared rich people.

Maybe society had taught them that wealth changed loyalty.

Maybe they believed powerful men eventually replaced women when something "better" appeared.

But Stephan…

Stephan was the man who stayed emotionally destroyed for three years because he couldn't forget one person.

Her.

How could she explain that kind of love to people who only saw headlines and money?

Her voice became softer now.

Almost painful.

"He had everything already."

Silence.

"Wealth."

"Power."

"Fame."

A tear slipped quietly down her face.

"…But he still came back to me."

That sentence shook the room slightly.

Because suddenly—

her parents realized something too.

Someone like Stephan could've moved on easily if he wanted.

The world literally stood open for him.

But he didn't.

Her mother looked away briefly.

Still afraid.

Still unconvinced.

Because fear was stronger than logic sometimes.

Then softly—

"Rich people change after marriage."

Pixel immediately remembered Stephan sleeping exhausted on her couch.

Holding her hand beneath tables.

Looking at her during the award speech like she was the only thing keeping success meaningful.

And suddenly—

the thought of him leaving her felt impossible.

Actually impossible.

Her voice trembled slightly.

"He loved me when I had nothing to offer him."

Silence filled the room instantly.

Because that was the truth nobody could deny.

She wasn't rich.

Not powerful.

Not socially equal to him.

And yet—

Stephan loved her with terrifying intensity anyway.

Her father rubbed his forehead tiredly.

"You trust him too much."

A small painful smile appeared on Pixel's face.

"…I know."

That answer somehow hurt even more.

Because she wasn't denying it.

She really trusted him completely.

Emotionally.

Blindly.

Dangerously.

And maybe—

that itself terrified her parents most.

The room stayed painfully quiet after Pixel defended Stephan.

But deep inside—

she already knew the conversation wasn't over yet.

Because one fear still remained untouched.

The biggest one.

Caste.

Her father finally looked at her again after a long silence.

And softly—

"What about caste?"

There it was.

The word that had been silently standing between her happiness and reality from the very beginning.

Pixel's breathing slowed slightly.

Her mother looked emotionally exhausted already.

"You know society does not forget these things."

"We can handle society," Pixel whispered weakly.

"No," her father replied quietly. "You cannot."

The firmness in his voice shook her slightly.

Because unlike before—

this wasn't only fear anymore.

This was years of social conditioning.

Tradition.

Pressure.

Family expectations passed down for generations.

Her father continued softly—

"You may ignore caste emotionally."

A pause.

"…Society won't."

Pixel lowered her eyes slowly.

Because honestly—

she had feared this moment for a long time too.

Her mother spoke quietly afterward.

"Today he loves you."

"But later?"

"What about his family?"

"What about relatives?"

"What about functions, traditions, future children?"

Every sentence felt heavier than the last.

Her father sighed deeply.

"People from powerful families eventually choose their own status."

That sentence hurt.

Because part of her knew why her parents believed that.

The world had shown them examples again and again.

Love changing under pressure.

Families interfering.

Relationships breaking.

Women suffering silently afterward.

Her mother's eyes slowly filled again.

"What if one day they make you feel small because of your caste?"

Pixel's chest tightened painfully.

Because suddenly—

that fear entered her too for one brief second.

Not because of Stephan.

Never because of him.

But because of the world around him.

The elite circles.

The powerful families.

The business society she recently started seeing closely.

Would they accept her completely?

Or would they always quietly judge her background?

That thought hurt more than she expected.

Her father noticed her silence immediately.

And softly—

"You see?"

Pixel looked down at her trembling fingers.

Then quietly—

"…His family accepted me."

Her parents became silent.

Because that part genuinely surprised them.

Her mother frowned slightly.

"They know everything?"

"Yes."

"And still accepted you?"

Pixel nodded slowly.

A small silence followed.

Because honestly—

that mattered.

A lot.

But still—

fear remained.

Her father rubbed his forehead tiredly.

"Acceptance in private and acceptance in society are different things."

That sentence struck painfully deep.

Because again—

he wasn't completely wrong.

Society had a cruel way of entering even happy homes eventually.

Then quietly her father added—

"You are thinking with love."

"We are thinking about your whole life."

And suddenly—

Pixel felt trapped between two truths.

She loved Stephan completely.

Completely.

Without doubt.

But her parents weren't evil either.

They were terrified.

Terrified their daughter would one day cry alone in a rich house where she never fully belonged.

Her mother's voice broke slightly afterward.

"We don't want you to spend your life proving you deserve to stand beside someone."

That sentence finally broke something inside Pixel emotionally.

Because she already knew.

The world would compare them forever.

Status.

Power.

Family background.

Caste.

Everything.

No matter how much Stephan loved her—

society would still try measuring her worth beside him.

A tear rolled slowly down her face again.

And softly—

almost helplessly—

"…But I already belong beside him."

Silence.

Painful silence.

Because that answer came directly from her heart.

Not ego.

Not stubbornness.

Truth.

She remembered Stephan looking at her during the award speech.

Holding her hand naturally in front of the entire world.

The way his exhausted face softened every time he saw her.

The way he said success meant nothing emotionally without someone beside him.

No rich powerful man faking love looked like that.

Her father looked away quietly after hearing her voice tremble.

Then finally—

very softly—

"Love alone is sometimes not enough against society."

That sentence stayed hanging heavily in the room.

And for the first time—

Pixel genuinely felt afraid that maybe love and reality were about to collide in the cruelest way possible.

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