Childhood friends?. I don't remember having anyone else here other than the back bitchers, Medora and Riven. Normally, now i don't just curse out on someone on the basis of judgment. I'm no judge to be declaring names, but they truly deserve it.
Today, however, when I came downstairs to play with my friends. I noticed a new star on set. No idea who the hell he was. Looked like an average human. Skin darker than mine, brown eyes, black hair, and a pretty average style. Won't do a comment like "omg the most handsome man I've seen" because he wasn't. I've seen better. i've met better. Aaril
So going towards them my eyes curiously wonder over him. eying him top to bottom as if reading his personality from his outfit and spending half of my brain cells on the thought of who he was. My brother came to me with an excited face and the unknown man followed behind with a smile that was supposed to be sweet but felt a waste to me.
"remember him?" my brother asked expectedly and i without a tinge of shame in me shook my head with an expression boring into them. "nope" i said clear no sense of hesitation that could be met in me.
"Victor" my brother said excitedly. "victor who?" i asked again shamelessly not interested a bit in this topic.
"we used to be friends when we were younger. we went to the same school in kindergarten"
said the man who my brother said was named victor. i gave them the same blank expression. Not even trying to memories any stuff i had about kindergarten. I was 4 who would remember memories from 19 years ago.
"sorry I've got memory loss". i state bluntly not intending to hurt him and yet not actually sorry. I was annoyed because i hadn't seen Aaril all day and it actually hurt....What am i thinking. That couldn't be the reason. right?
A few days had passed and i had asked my mom if she knew any victor from my childhood and guess what. yes. he was indeed my childhood befriend. How come i remembered the bitches and not my only male friend. I thought i never even had male friends. but guess i was wrong.
so yes, there was an actual person named victor that had surprisingly gotten out of my brain despite being my so called only male friend! maybe, i really do need a memory check.
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It was currently 9:38pm...and the whole world knew how fucking in rage i was because trust me when i say i wasn't hiding it. i had nearly thrown a knife through my brother's heart and it would've easily pierced through it if he hadn't shut the door on time causing the knife's blade to be halfway through that door. and even now that door still has that scar. Now, what could be the cause of my rage, so much that i nearly threw a knife at my brother and no it wasn't the reason i claimed it to be which was that of my brother drinking my buttermilk. It was actually a far more stupid reason. Aaril!!. How the hell could i be mad over something sooo stupid which was that i hadn't seen aaril all day. More over i was annoyed at the reason of my rage than the actual reason. but it was what it was and i was going crazy over it.
DING DONG....rang my bell distracting me completely and all i saw was a piece of paper when i opened the door. Like every average person i did step out to check who left it there but i could spot absolute NO ONE. so, i opened the little piece of paper that said "mount nobigrow in 5".
Every person that comes in your life leaves for someone better waiting to enter it. But it's not always that that someone better would be able to cover up for the one that left. Sometimes ur heart is still with the one that decided not to stay and no matter how many "better" ones you get..if your heart cant leave the one that left then trust me u can never heal for anyone better.