They told me at four in the morning.
The seamstress had already dragged me out of bed and shoved me into the center of the room. Candles flickered on the dresser. Cold air licked my bare legs.
Hana knelt at my feet with a mouthful of pins and yanked the white lace gown over my hips. The fabric was Mira's. It hung loose across my chest and pinched tight at the waist because my sister had always been the one with the curves that made men stare.
Hana drove another pin into the side seam. The sharp point scraped skin. But I didn't flinch.
Footsteps sounded in the hallway. Heavy. Familiar. My father pushed the door open without knocking. He wore the same dark tunic he always did for pack business, collar open, beard trimmed sharp. He stopped two paces inside the room and spoke to the air just above my left shoulder.
"Mira refused. You leave at first light."
Seven words. No explanation. No sorry. His eyes never touched my face.
Hana kept pinning. The steel points clicked against each other as she adjusted the bodice. One pin slipped and stabbed deep into the soft skin under my ribs. A tiny bead of blood welled up and soaked into the lace. Hana muttered an apology under her breath but didn't stop.
I kept my arms raised exactly where they had been for the last twenty minutes. I had nineteen years of practice turning myself into furniture when my father entered a room. I breathed through my nose, slow and even, and watched the candle flame gutter on the dresser.
He gave one more order to the space above my shoulder. "Make sure the hem clears the carriage step. I don't want her tripping and embarrassing the pack." Then he turned and left. The door clicked shut behind him like a lock sliding home.
Hana let out a long breath and sat back on her heels. "Arms down, miss. I need to fix the back."
I lowered my arms. The gown slid a fraction. Hana attacked the laces with quick fingers, pulling them so tight I felt my ribs compress. I stared at the floorboards and counted the knots in the wood while the seamstress worked. Ten knots. Twelve. Fifteen. Anything to keep from thinking about the words still hanging in the air.
Mira refused.
Of course she had. Mira was the beautiful one. The chosen one. The one my father actually looked at when he spoke.
I was the spare.
Hana finished the laces and stepped back. "There. You'll do." She didn't meet my eyes either.
The corridor outside smelled of woodsmoke and wet stone. Mira waited halfway down, leaning against the wall in a simple gray robe, hair loose and shining even in the weak lantern light. She held out a small silk pouch between two fingers like it might bite her.
"Sleeping herbs," she said. "For the journey. They'll keep you calm."
I looked at my sister. Mira's mouth curved in that soft, practiced smile she used on the pack warriors, but her eyes gave it away. The relief sat there bright and naked. No guilt. No shame. Just clean, bright relief that the carriage outside would carry me instead of her.
I walked past without taking the pouch. My shoulder brushed hers. The silk whispered against fabric and fell to the floor behind me with a soft thud. I didn't look back.
Outside, the night air hit my face like a slap. Two servants stood by the carriage holding lanterns. Black lacquer, no insignia, wheels already spattered with mud from the road.
The horses stamped and blew steam from their nostrils. I climbed the single iron step alone. The gown caught on the edge exactly as my father had feared. I jerked it free and heard lace tear. No one offered to help.
The door shut behind me with a heavy thunk. The latch clicked. Then silence except for the creak of leather as I sat on the bench. The carriage smelled of old oil and damp wool. A single lantern hung from a hook above my head and swung when the driver snapped the reins.
They rolled forward.
I pressed my palms flat against the seat and stared at the opposite wall. Three hours. That was how long the journey to Ironveil was supposed to take. Three hours until I stood in front of Alpha Caius Dravhen, the Cursed, the man whose last bride candidate had been returned three days later breathing but empty, eyes open and nothing behind them.
I told myself it didn't matter. You couldn't lose a life you had never been allowed to own.
The road turned rough after the first hour. Every rut jolted the carriage and sent the lantern swinging. Shadows danced across the walls. I kept my hands in my lap and watched my own fingers tremble. I pressed them together until the knuckles went red.
The gown's lace itched at my collarbone. Blood from the pinprick had dried into a small dark spot on the white fabric. I rubbed at it with my thumb until the spot smeared.
Two hours in, the cold crept through the floorboards and numbed my toes inside the thin slippers. I pulled the cloak tighter around my shoulders. The cloak was Mira's too. Everything on my body tonight belonged to someone else.
The carriage lurched to a stop without slowing. No gradual brake. Just a hard slam of bodies against harness and the sudden absence of wheel noise. The lantern jerked wildly and nearly went out.
Outside, the forest had gone completely quiet. No owls. No wind in the leaves. Just the horses breathing hard and the creak of settling wood.
The curtain over the window twitched.
I turned my head.
A black horse stood level with the carriage. Its rider sat tall in the saddle, cloak thrown back, one gloved hand resting on the pommel. I couldn't see his full face in the dark, only the sharp line of his jaw and the way the moonlight caught on the cracked black lines that ran up his forearms like living veins. The curse markings glowed faintly orange at the edges, pulsing with each heartbeat.
His voice came low and unhurried, the kind of voice that never had to shout to empty a room. "Ashveil sent me the wrong sister."
He wasn't asking. He was stating a fact the way a clerk notes an error in the ledger.
Every instinct screamed at me to drop my gaze. To make myself small. To submit the way I had submitted for nineteen years. I met his eyes instead.
They were gold. Cold gold, like coins left too long in snow. For one heartbeat nothing changed. Then something shifted in his face. The smallest lift at the corner of his mouth. Surprise. The kind that only appears on men who stopped expecting anything new a long time ago.
He leaned forward a fraction. The horse shifted under him. The curse markings on his hand flared brighter where it gripped the rein. I felt the heat of it through the thin carriage wall, a sudden warmth against the side of my neck like someone had pressed a brand there.
I raised my fingers without thinking and touched the skin just below my ear. It burned. Not painful. Not yet. Just a steady, spreading heat that sank deeper, following the line of my collarbone and sliding down my spine like liquid fire.
Inside my chest something stirred.
It had been sleeping for nineteen years. The Ashveil pack had beaten it down so thoroughly they believed it dead. They were wrong. The curse that was supposed to hollow me out touched that sleeping thing instead and woke it.
The rider let the curtain fall back into place. Leather creaked as he turned the horse. The carriage jolted forward again, wheels grinding over gravel.
I kept my fingers pressed to my neck. The heat traveled lower, pooling behind my ribs, unfolding like wings I had never known I carried. My pulse hammered against my fingertips. For the first time in my life the spare daughter did not feel spare.
I stared at the dark wall of the carriage and whispered the words so quietly only I could hear them.
"I am not the sacrifice they think I am."