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Chapter 17 - Chapter Sixteen: The Deal

Aria's POV

I hold the phone screen toward him and wait.

The room is completely still.

He is looking at the message and his face is doing nothing. 

Not guilt. Not surprise. Not the flinch of a man caught. Just that flat controlled stillness that I have been learning to read for weeks.

I am reading it now.

And I cannot tell.

"Is it true," I say.

He looks up from the phone.

"No," he says.

"Just like that. No."

"Yes. No."

"Dante." My voice comes out harder than I planned. 

"The sender just told me you are going to that meeting to trade me. To hand me over to Silvio Calabrese as part of some arrangement." I stand up from the chair. "Look me in the eye and tell me that is not true."

He stands too.

He steps toward me and I step back and my back finds the bookshelf and he stops and holds both hands up. Not reaching. Just showing me he is not closing the distance without permission.

"It is not true," he says. Low. Direct. Each word landing separately. "There is no arrangement. There is no trade. Silvio wants a meeting because he is losing ground and he knows it and a man who is losing ground will try anything to buy time."

I look at his face.

I search every part of it.

"Then who sent this," I say.

"Someone who wants you to run," he says.

"Why."

"Because you running would hurt me." He holds my eyes. 

"And hurting me is the point."

I look at the message again.

He is going to that meeting to trade you.

I think about Vittoria in the bathroom.

About the way she said enjoy the rest of the meeting.

About the calm certainty of a woman who knew something was already in motion.

"Vittoria," I say.

He does not deny it this time.

"She has been feeding information to the enemies for months," he says. "Tonight she fed this to you because she knows what it would do."

I press my hand flat against the bookshelf behind me.

"Why is she still in this house?" I say.

"Because if I move on her before I have everything I need she disappears and the connection to whoever she is working with disappears with her." He takes one step closer. Careful. Watching my face. "One more day. Maybe two. Then it is done."

"You have been saying soon for weeks."

"I know."

"Dante."

"I know Aria." His voice drops. "I know."

I look at him.

At this man who fills every room he stands in and cannot seem to fill the space between honesty and whatever he keeps choosing instead.

"I do not know how to trust you," I say. Quietly. Not as an accusation. Just as the truth. "I want to. I am trying to. But every time I decide to you give me a reason to question it again."

He is quiet.

"I know," he says. Again. For the third time.

"Stop saying I know and give me something real."

He looks at me for a long moment.

Then he reaches into his jacket and takes out his phone.

He pulls up a thread.

He hands it to me.

I read it.

It is a conversation. Encrypted. Between Marco and a contact I do not recognize. Coordinates. Times. Names.

My name.

And underneath it a line that makes my chest go cold.

Her removal is the condition. Without it Silvio does not sit down.

I look up.

"Someone wants me removed from the picture as a condition of the meeting," I say.

"Yes."

"And you were going anyway."

"I was going to refuse the condition and go anyway, yes." His eyes hold mine. "To find out who requested it and why your removal specifically matters to someone beyond Silvio."

I stare at him.

"Because it is not Silvio who wants you gone," he says quietly.

The room is very quiet.

"It is someone inside this house," I say slowly.

He says nothing.

He does not have to.

I do not sleep that night.

I lie in his room with the lamp off and the city lights coming through the curtains and I stare at the ceiling and think about every person in this palazzo.

Vittoria.

Obvious. Too obvious.

Marco. No. I have watched Marco for weeks. Whatever he is, he is loyal to Dante in a way that runs too deep to be faked.

Signora Ferrara. Possibly. But something in me resists it.

Someone else.

Someone I have not thought of yet.

Dante's breathing beside me is real sleep tonight. Whatever he carries he carries differently from me. He has learned to put things down when he needs to.

I have not learned that yet.

Morning comes grey and cold.

I dress quietly.

I go to the kitchen.

And I find Elena at the counter with coffee and a face that tells me she did not sleep either.

She looks up when I come in.

"I heard about the message," she says.

"Did you." I take a cup. "Who told you."

"Marco." She wraps both hands around her own cup. "He tells me things he cannot tell Dante because Dante stops listening when he is in planning mode." She pauses. "Are you okay?"

"No," I say honestly.

"Good. You should not be."

I look at her.

"Elena, who in this house do you trust?" I ask.

She is quiet for a moment.

"Signora Ferrara," she says. "Marco. You." She pauses. 

"Dante. Even when he makes it difficult."

"Not Vittoria."

"Never Vittoria."

"Is there anyone else?"

She looks at her coffee.

Something crosses her face.

Something she is deciding about.

"There is a man," she says carefully. "On the security rotation. Third floor. He has been here eight months."

She says nothing else.

She does not have to.

Eight months.

Approximately when the information leaks started.

I find Dante in his office.

He is on the phone.

He looks up when I come in and holds up one finger and I sit across from his desk and watch him finish the call.

"Marco is moving on the third floor security man," he says when he hangs up.

"You already knew," I say.

"I confirmed it this morning."

"How long have you known."

"Three days."

I look at him.

"Three days," I say.

"I needed to know who he was reporting to before I moved on him." He holds my eyes. "I needed the chain not just the link."

"And Vittoria."

"Connected." He pauses. "But not the source."

"Then who is."

He is quiet for a long moment.

He picks up the pen on his desk and sets it down again.

"I need you to stay inside today," he says.

"That is not an answer."

"Aria—"

"Who is the source Dante."

He looks at me.

And whatever is in his expression right now is something I have not seen before.

Not guilt.

Not caution.

Something heavier than both.

"Bianchi has a contact in this city who has been feeding him information for two years," he says. "Not just about me. About every major family in Rome." He pauses. "That contact has recently become aware that you are a specific priority for removal."

"Why specifically me."

"Because you are the only civilian who has been inside this house long enough to know things." He holds my gaze. 

"And because someone has decided you are leverage."

I look at him.

"Leverage for what," I say.

"For getting me to that meeting on Silvio's terms."

The pieces land.

"They think if they threaten me you will comply," I say.

"Yes."

"Will you?"

He looks at me for a long time.

"I do not make decisions based on threats," he says.

"That is not what I asked."

The office is very quiet.

He stands up.

He comes around the desk and stops in front of me and looks down at my face and the answer that is in his eyes right now is not the one he would give in a room full of people.

"No," he says. Quietly. "I would not comply."

I hold his gaze.

"But I would burn the city down to make sure the threat never materialized," he says.

I breathe out.

"That is both reassuring and terrifying," I say.

"Yes," he says. "It is both."

The rest of the morning is quiet in the way that quiet means something is about to stop being quiet.

I sit in the garden.

Elena comes and sits beside me and we do not talk much.

At noon I hear something from inside the palazzo.

A raised voice.

Not Dante's.

I stand up.

Elena puts her hand on my arm.

"Stay," she says.

"What is happening."

She looks at the door.

"Marco found the guard," she says.

I find out later.

Not from Dante.

From the specific quality of the silence that settles over the house when something has been handled.

The guard is gone.

Vittoria is still here.

I find Dante in the corridor at three in the afternoon.

"The guard was the link," I say. "Vittoria was the connection. But neither of them is the source."

"No."

"When will you know who is."

"Soon."

I look at him.

He looks at me.

And standing in the hallway in the pale afternoon light I see something in his face that I have not seen since the early days in my apartment.

He is tired.

Not physically.

The specific tired of a man who has been carrying things alone for so long he has forgotten what it feels like to put them down.

I reach up.

My hand touches his jaw.

He goes still the way he always goes still when I touch him without warning.

"You do not have to handle everything alone," I say.

He looks at me.

"I have always handled everything alone," he says.

"I know," I say. "That does not mean you have to keep doing it."

His hand comes up and covers mine against his jaw.

Warm.

Heavy.

He closes his eyes for one moment.

Just one.

Like a man who is allowing himself something he does not usually allow.

When he opens them the tired is still there but something else is there too.

Something I recognize because it is the same thing sitting in my chest when I look at him.

"Come inside," he says. Quietly.

His room.

Late afternoon light.

He sits on the edge of the bed and leans forward with his elbows on his knees and looks at the floor and I sit beside him and neither of us speaks for a moment.

"My father built this empire on other people's suffering," he says. Quietly. Not looking at me. "I told myself I would do it differently. That there was a version of this life that did not cost the people around me everything." He pauses. 

"Giulia proved I was wrong. And now you are sitting in the middle of it and I cannot decide if I am protecting you or just refusing to let you leave."

I look at the side of his face.

At the line of his jaw.

At the man underneath the Don.

"Maybe both," I say.

He looks up.

"Both is honest," I say. "And I would rather have honest."

He looks at me for a long moment.

Then he reaches over and his hand comes to my face and I turn toward him and his forehead drops to mine and we sit there in the quiet of the afternoon with our foreheads together and neither of us trying to make it something else.

Then he tilts his head and his mouth finds mine.

Soft.

So soft.

Like something that has stopped needing to rush.

Like two people who have stopped pretending they are not in something all the way.

I reach up and hold his wrist and he pulls me closer and the kiss deepens slowly and the afternoon goes quiet around us and outside Rome moves through its day completely unaware.

When we pull apart his eyes stay closed for a moment.

His thumb moves across my cheek.

"Whatever comes next," he says. "You are not going to face it alone either."

I press my lips together.

I press my hand flat against his chest.

"Good," I say.

His phone buzzes on the nightstand.

He does not move to get it.

It buzzes again.

Once more.

He picks it up.

He reads the screen.

Everything in his face changes.

Not slowly.

All at once.

"What," I say.

He stands.

"Silvio did not wait for the meeting," he says.

He is already moving toward the door.

"Dante." I stand. "What happened?"

He stops.

He turns.

And the look on his face is the one I saw in the bar last night when he thought I was gone.

"Sofia," he says.

My heart stops.

"They have Sofia."

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