Chapter 91 — Mental Fortitude
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Third on the ceiling. The row of them accumulating above the frozen floor like evidence.
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George went quietly.
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**Inside.**
He heard them before he saw them.
His family's voices — the specific texture of them, the ones he had grown up inside of — coming from somewhere ahead in the dark. He moved toward them the way you move toward something familiar in an unfamiliar place, without thinking, just orienting.
The beast hit before he got there.
He heard it — the sound of impact, the sound of a structure giving way, the sounds that followed that he could identify precisely because he had replayed them so many times that they had worn grooves into him — and he was running before the sound finished, running the way he had run that day, with everything he had, the distance between him and his family eating itself up under his feet—
He was too slow.
He had been too slow then and he was too slow now and the distance didn't change no matter how hard he ran, the sounds reaching him before he could reach them, and when he finally arrived—
His father was on the ground.
Not moving. His mother beside him, her hand on his arm, her face turned toward George as he came — and her expression stopped him dead. Not because it was hateful. Because it wasn't. Because it was just — tired. Devastated in the specific way of a person who has already processed the worst and is now simply existing inside it.
His sisters were behind her.
All of them looking at him.
Nobody said anything. Nobody needed to. The scene was its own language — his father on the ground and George standing at the edge of it, having arrived after the fact, having always arrived after the fact, having spent his whole life being somewhere else in pursuit of something else and calling it training, calling it preparation, calling it necessary—
He went to his knees.
Not because he chose to. Because his body made the decision before he did — recognizing something his pride hadn't finished processing yet.
He pressed his hands against his father's chest the way Fatso had pressed his against Lean — feeling for something, willing something — and there was nothing to feel, and no amount of willing changed that, and the cold of the dungeon floor came through his knees and his family stood around him in a circle and the silence was the most complete thing he had ever experienced.
He couldn't get up.
He tried. He couldn't.He was lost...
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Four on the ceiling now.
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Kamira's eyes changed last among the first group.
Socrates saw it happen. He was already moving toward her — some instinct firing before he had a name for what he was seeing — but she was gone before he reached her, rising away from him, inverting, joining the others above.
He stood beneath her with his hand still in the air.
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**Inside.**
She was in the library.
She knew it by smell before anything else — old paper and her father's chemicals and the particular dust of books that had been loved enough to be read repeatedly. Afternoon light through narrow windows. Floor to ceiling shelves. She had spent the best parts of her childhood on the floor of this room.
Her parents were there.
Her mother was against the far shelf, her father near the window. The afternoon light was behind him and it made it difficult to see his face clearly which was somehow more frightening than seeing it.
They weren't looking at her the way she needed them to look at her. They were looking at her the way people look at something they have already grieved.
She took a step toward them.
Her mother's hand went to her father's arm.
That small gesture — that one small gesture, the instinct to reach for each other in her presence — landed in Kamira like a blade.
"I tried—" she started.
Her father turned toward the window.
She crossed the room and stood in front of her mother and her mother's eyes were on her but looking at something behind her eyes, something deeper in, and Kamira realized with a cold drop in her stomach that her mother was looking at her the way you look at the place where a wound is — not the person, just the site of the damage.
"Mama—"
Her mother reached up.
For a moment — one single moment — Kamira thought she was going to touch her face. The way she had when Kamira was small. The way that had always felt like the safest thing in the world.
Her mother's hand stopped just short.
Dropped back to her side.
Her father hadn't turned back from the window.
Kamira stood between her parents in the room she had loved most in the world and felt the specific agony of being in the presence of the people you love most and being completely unreachable to them. Not because of cruelty. Not because of anger. Just because something had broken in the space between them and grief had moved into the break and made itself at home there. She could see them but it feel they're not there...
Spidey wasn't on her shoulder.
She reached for it instinctively — and found nothing.
That was what finally took her. Not her parents' faces. Not her father's turned back. The absence of that small familiar weight on her shoulder — the last thing her parents had made to protect her, now also gone — and she was just a girl standing in a library that smelled like everything she had lost, and the light through the windows didn't move, and her parents stood at their separate distances, and she had nothing left to hold onto.
She went under quietly.... Lost in her emotions...
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They were now Five on the ceiling.
The tears on Kamira's face moved upward against gravity and fell in slow drops toward the ice floor below.
Zina had been standing slightly apart from the others the way she always did — the small habitual distance of someone accustomed to the margins. When it came for her she didn't look surprised. She closed her eyes just before it took her, like she had been expecting it for a long time.
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**Inside.**
The range.
She knew it by feel — the worn earth under her feet, the resistance of the bow in her hand, the cold morning air moving across the back of her neck. She had stood in this exact spot more times than she could count. More hours than she had spent doing almost anything else.
Her family was arranged along the side of the range the way they arranged themselves for demonstrations. Her parents. Her aunts and uncles. The older cousins. All of them facing forward. All of them waiting.
Reya was already shooting.
Zina watched her sister's arrow leave the string and find the center mark with a sound like a quiet fact — effortless, inevitable, the way Reya did everything. Her sister lowered her bow and the family responded the way they always responded to Reya — a collective settling, a satisfaction, a rightness.
Zina stepped up to the mark.
She nocked her arrow. Drew. Breathed. The target was clear and still at two hundred meters and her form was good, she knew her form was good, she had made her form good through years of solitary work in the early mornings before anyone else was awake because the range was the one place that felt entirely hers—
She loosed.
Center mark.
The same as Reya. Exactly the same.
She lowered her bow and turned to her family.
They were already talking to each other.
Not about her shot. About Reya — something Reya had done last week, something Reya was going to do next season, the natural gravitational pull of a family that had oriented itself around one point so long it had forgotten there were others.
Zina stood at the mark with her bow at her side.
Nobody turned.
She had hit the same mark. She had stood in the same spot. She had spent the same early mornings and the same solitary hours and given the same years to the same discipline and she had hit the exact same mark — and not one face had turned toward her, not one eye had found her, not one hand had reached across the space between them to say —
*I see you.*
Just that. That was all she had ever needed. Not more than Reya. Not instead of Reya. Just — seen. Acknowledged. Real in the eyes of the people whose eyes mattered most.
She stood there and the morning was cold and the target was two hundred meters away and she had just hit it perfectly and she was completely invisible and the loneliness of it moved through her like weather — slow, total, settling into places she had spent years insulating against it.
She nocked another arrow.
Drew.
Loosed.
Center mark again.
Nobody turned.
She nocked another. Drew. Loosed. Center. Again. Again. Again. Her arms burning now, her fingers raw, hitting the mark every single time with a precision born from years of being alone with this bow in the early morning cold—
Nobody turned.
She stopped.
Let the bow drop to her side.
And stood there on the worn earth of the range that had always been the most hers of any place in the world and felt the full weight of what it meant to be extraordinary in a room that was always looking somewhere else — and it was more than she could hold upright under, and her knees went, and the cold earth came up to meet her, and she let it, lost in her deep emotions.
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Six of them now in a row above the frozen floor — Fatso, Malena, Cleo, George, Kamira, Zina. The liquid fire in the cracked walls breathed its restless amber light across all of them without distinction. The ice floor below reflected them back dimly. The room was completely silent except for the faint sound of fire moving through stone.
The IceFlame sat on her throne.
She had not moved. Had not spoken. Had not done a single thing except open her eyes.
And yet.
Socrates and Judas stood alone on the ice below, the weight of what they had just watched pressing down on the air around them — and the red eyes on the throne found them with the patience of something that had done this many times before and was in absolutely no hurry.
Judas turned to look at Socrates and let out a loud laughter...
"I know it Brother... You're extraordinary... I was only able to break through from the emotions because of the anti illusion glimmers in my fan.." Judas said waving the golden fan as shining golden glimmer surrounded him..
"What about you? How did you break away?"
"I wasn't pulled into an illusion.."
"What?" Judas exclaimed in shock and before he could say anything else, they felt a huge pressure upon them as the IceFlame lady rose up..
"Interesting Human.. To think you have a King Tier mental fortitude.... You're worthy of being here... And you.. relying on external factors, tch tch so Disappointed... But nevertheless, both of you come.. This seat is itching for a battle..." The IceFlame lady said addressing the two men..
"King Tier Mental Fortitude..." Judas almost run mad as he heard that... Mental fortitude increases according to cultivation, it is the basis of comprehension and analysis.. And it also determines how fast a person can cultivate. "
'Senior Judas looks at me like I'm some kind of Treasure.. Is the King Tier Mental fortitude such a big deal... This should be the after effect of Achillia possessing my body.. Is that why she have been asleep all this while? I'll have to thank her after she wakes up... ' Socrates nodded his head as he turned to the IceFlame..
"Senior Brother let's do this..."
"Yeah... Let's show this thing we are disciples of the Northern Gladiator Guild.." Judas replied as he waved his fan which extended out blade from every sections...
And with a nod... The duo charged at Lady IceFlame..