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Chapter 94 - 8.6

Rain tapped softly against the tall windows of Aster's office.

Not enough to be soothing.

Just enough to fill the silence between breaths.

Nobody spoke at first.

The atmosphere in the room carried the heavy stiffness of people who had all slept badly for different reasons.

Ludwig stood near the bookshelf with his arms crossed, massive frame still and grounded as stone. Atlas slept near the door, one ear twitching occasionally but otherwise unmoving.

Marianne sat beside the window, legs crossed, hands wrapped loosely around a mug that had long gone cold. Her expression remained calm, though her eyes kept drifting toward Mia every few seconds.

Ishtar leaned against the far wall.

Still.

Quiet.

Far quieter than usual.

A faint bruise darkened the side of her neck where Mia had thrown her into the wall. She hadn't bothered hiding it.

Aglaë sat near the corner of the long table, shoulders slightly folded inward, gaze lowered but alert. Every now and then her eyes flickered toward Mia before retreating again almost immediately.

Octave looked the least affected externally.

Which usually meant he was the most dangerous person in the room.

He sat with one leg crossed over the other, posture elegant despite the bandage visible beneath his shirt near the ribs. His expression remained unreadable.

Observing.

Always observing.

And at the center of the room—

Mia.

Or rather:

the body everyone still called Mia.

She sat in silence at the end of the table, hood pulled low, hands resting motionless in her lap.

She had not looked up once since entering the room.

Aster noticed everything.

Of course he did.

He stood near the large screen embedded in the wall, one hand resting lightly against the edge of the desk behind him.

For a few seconds, he simply watched them.

Measured the fractures.

Then he exhaled quietly.

"For now," he said calmly, "the Sanctuary remains secure."

His voice settled into the room easily. No force. No authority performance. Just steadiness.

"Odin confirms no external breaches. No abnormal surveillance patterns. Triple E is still searching blind."

Ludwig nodded once.

"But they're accelerating," he added. "Search grids widened overnight."

Aster nodded.

"Yes."

No panic in the answer.

That almost made it worse.

Marianne finally spoke softly.

"Then we still have time."

Aster glanced toward Mia briefly before answering.

"That depends what we use the time for."

Silence again.

Nobody misunderstood the meaning.

Aster stepped away from the desk slowly.

"The priority is no longer hiding Mia," he continued. "Not primarily."

His eyes settled on her now.

Still no reaction.

"The priority is reconstruction."

The word lingered heavily in the room.

Aglaë's fingers tightened slightly.

Ishtar lowered her eyes for the first time since the meeting began.

Octave remained motionless.

Aster's voice softened just slightly.

"What happened yesterday wasn't failure."

Mia flinched almost imperceptibly.

Tiny movement.

But everyone saw it.

Aster continued carefully.

"It was a defensive collapse triggered by conflicting systems attempting control simultaneously."

The clinical phrasing sounded almost cold.

That was intentional.

Too much emotion right now would crush her.

"She is not unstable because she is weak," Aster said. "She is unstable because she survived by fragmentation."

Still Mia did not move.

Did not speak.

Inside, however—

everything was loud.

Too loud.

Noire silent.

The child hidden.

Lilith watching.

Ami uncomfortable.

Mircalla whispering from somewhere distant and poisonous.

And Mia herself—

drowning beneath all of it.

Aster looked around the room now.

"All of you need to understand something clearly."

His tone sharpened slightly.

"You are not responsible for fixing her."

Aglaë immediately looked guilty.

Ishtar's jaw tightened.

Octave's eyes narrowed almost invisibly.

Marianne remained calm.

Aster noticed every reaction.

"You can support her," he continued. "Protect her. Learn alongside her. But if any of you turn Mia into a personal mission, you will destroy yourselves along with her."

That landed hardest on Ishtar.

Because she already understood the temptation.

The urge to fight for someone until the fight itself became intimacy.

Ludwig finally shifted slightly near the bookshelf.

"So what's the plan?"

Simple question.

Grounded.

Useful.

Aster appreciated that.

"The same thing it was before," he answered quietly. "We continue."

Octave raised an eyebrow slightly.

"That sounds suspiciously optimistic considering yesterday looked one panic attack away from homicide."

Atlas lifted his head briefly at the tone.

Aster almost smiled.

"Yesterday looked like trauma," he replied. "Which is less surprising than pretending otherwise."

Octave leaned back slightly in his chair.

Fair enough.

Aster's gaze moved once more toward Mia.

Still looking down.

Still silent.

"Mia."

No response.

Not refusal.

Just absence.

Aster waited patiently.

Finally—

very slowly—

she shook her head once.

Tiny movement.

Almost ashamed.

"I can hear all of them today," she whispered.

Her voice sounded scraped raw.

Aglaë's eyes filled immediately.

Mia continued without lifting her gaze.

"All at once."

Silence.

Aster spoke gently now.

"That's because the barriers are weakening."

Mia's fingers tightened together.

"I don't know which one is me anymore."

That hurt the room.

Not dramatically.

Quietly.

The kind of sentence people carried home with them afterward.

Marianne set her mug down softly.

"There doesn't have to be a war between you," she said carefully.

Mia laughed once under her breath.

Small.

Broken.

"You didn't hear us last night."

Nobody answered that.

Because they had.

And none of them knew how to explain that what terrified them most wasn't the violence.

It was the fear underneath it.

Aster finally moved closer to the table.

Close enough now that Mia could feel his presence without pressure.

"You are not losing yourself," he said quietly.

For the first time since entering the room—

Mia's eyes lifted slightly.

Not fully.

Just enough to meet his for half a second.

Aster held the contact calmly.

"You are meeting parts of yourself that were forced to survive separately," he continued. "That is painful. But it is not madness."

Mia's throat tightened.

Then her gaze dropped again immediately.

Conversation over.

Energy spent.

Aster straightened slowly.

"Good," he said softly. "Then we proceed normally."

Octave blinked once.

"Your definition of normal is fascinating."

That finally pulled the smallest breath of amusement from Marianne.

Even Ludwig's mouth twitched slightly.

Aster ignored all of them completely.

"Ludwig."

The ex-soldier pushed himself off the bookshelf instantly.

"Dojo," Aster said.

Ishtar exhaled slowly through her nose.

Aglaë looked mildly terrified.

Octave looked offended on principle.

And Mia—

for the first time that morning—

closed her eyes in quiet relief.

Movement.

Training.

Structure.

Something simpler than feelings.

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