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Chapter 16 - Chapter 16: The Care and Tea of a Saint

The Shadow Tent, that's what he had dubbed it, was a little pocket of quiet in the middle of a screaming sky.

Outside, the chains groaned and the wind did its best to peel the world apart. Inside, the heavy canvas only shivered a little, the small essence lantern pushing out a warm, steady circle of light. The air still had the cold feeling of the Chained Isles, but at least it didn't bite.

Sunny sat cross-legged on his sleeping mat with his left pauldron off and tossed aside, a jar of medicinal salve open by his knee. The cut along his arm was ugly and deep, carved there by a Fallen that had no business being that fast. The salve stung like it was personally offended by his existence. Blood weave could manage the bleeding yet the cut remained.

He hissed through his teeth and kept going. Compared to the Forgotten Shore, it barely registered. Pain was just background noise now.

In the middle of the tent, on the flattest bit of ground he'd found, their spoils lay in a neat little constellation: six pale Awakened shards from the wolves, and the single ascended soul shard cielle has somehow harvested before she had to fly back up. It was such a shame, seeing their harvest fall and fall… Aiko would be mad. Next to them sat a new Memory, a rusted iron gauntlet that felt like a small, localized storm.

"Alright," Sunny muttered when the bandage was tied off. He flexed his fingers experimentally, decided they were attached enough, and nodded at the loot. "Here's the breakdown. I killed two wolves, got the last hit on the Fallen. You dropped three wolves, face-tanked the Fallen, and stopped me from doing my best impression of falling confetti."

He pointed, sorting as he spoke. "We split the Awakened shards down the middle, sell the Fallen shard topside and split the credits. The memory goes to you. I like being able to move my arms."

He nudged three shards and the gauntlet across the cloth toward her.

Cielle sat opposite him, her legs were tucked under her, the wings wrapped around her like a blanket. In the lantern light, the white feathers picked up all the warm gold, making her look softer than he ever thought to describe her out loud.

She looked at the shards. At the gauntlet.

Did not move.

Instead, her attention drifted down. Her fingers found a loose thread on her sleeve and started rolling it between thumb and forefinger, back and forth. Something about that made his chest feel weird, she was usually all clean, still, a statue. Not… fidgeting.

Then she pushed the shards and the gauntlet back to his side. Careful. Like she was returning borrowed cutlery.

Sunny frowned. "What are you doing? That's your half. And then some."

"You keep it," Cielle said.

Her tone was the same as always, but there was a quieter edge under it, like she'd turned the volume down on herself.

"That's not how numbers work," Sunny said. "Even I know that, and I almost failed basic math."

"Because of the pod," she went on, like he hadn't spoken. "And the house."

Oh.

She shifted, the wings rustling a little tighter around herself.

"You bought that pod. The good one" she said. "It was expensive. And keeping it powered is more expensive. And you let me stay in your house."

She looked up, then away again.

"It's a good house," she said. "It's warm. The water is hot. Your blankets are… very soft. You buy the good tea. And the candied fruit from the stall near the station."

Her words started steady, then thinned toward the end, like she'd run out of track.

Something twisted under his ribs.

"I don't really own anything," Cielle said, eyes on the shards. "The Academy gave me clothes. A room. Food. I don't have credits. I use your space. Your food. Your electricity."

Her brow creased; he knew that look. 

"The deficit is large," she finished.

"Cielle…."

"If the shards and the Memory are not enough," she pushed on, a little faster now, "I can keep hunting. You sell the loot. You keep all of it until we are even. Longer, if you want. It is fine. I just don't want you to feel like you have to pay for me."

She finally lifted her head.

Her eyes weren't desperate. Just… waiting. Like she'd laid out a contract and was watching to see if he'd sign.

Sunny's fingers curled against his knee.

He knew exactly what that weight felt like. The numbers in your head that always came out with you on the wrong side of the equation. Being the extra mouth. The line item no one wanted.

And layered over that, like a scar on a scar, was his Flaw. The thing that had taken the idea of belonging to someone else and stamped it into his bones with fire.

The way she said until it balances made his skin try to crawl off his body.

He looked at her, really looked. At the way her fingers had gone still on that thread. how her wings had crept in, trying to take up less space. At the memory of silver scars across her back, old and ugly, healed in all the wrong ways.

Someone had done the same to her. For a long time. Long enough she thought that was just how people worked.

His body moved before his brain finished the thought.

He leaned in, took the gauntlet and three shards, and put them right back into her hands. He transferred the memory to her. This time he closed her fingers around them, gently but firm enough that she'd have to actively pull away.

Her eyes widened. "Sunny. That isn't-"

"You don't owe me," he said.

The words came out hoarse. 

She actually flinched. Her wings twitched, like the word had been louder than his voice.

Sunny forced his shoulders to relax, eased his grip, tried again, softer.

"You don't owe me a damn thing," he said. "Not now. Not ever."

She stared at him. It wasn't that she didn't understand the words. She just clearly had no idea what to do with them.

"You're not a bill," Sunny went on. "You're not… debt. You're my partner. You take hits for me. I stab things that try to bite your head off. That's not a ledger. That's… that's just us."

He huffed a short, breathless laugh. "Unfortunate, but apparently true."

Something like a ghost of a smile tugged at her mouth, then disappeared.

"But the pod," she said quietly. "The room. The toothbrush."

"I bought the pod," Sunny said, "because if we get stuck hiding on some rock for two weeks, I don't want your body withering in a garbage pod at the Academy. I got the room ready because I like knowing you'll end up at my place when we wake up."

He looked away, heat creeping up his neck.

"And I bought the extra toothbrush," he added, "because watching you scrub your teeth with your finger was making me physically ill."

That got more of a reaction. The corner of her mouth ticked up, just a fraction. "It works," she said.

"It's a war crime," he said. "You're banned from doing it in my house."

Her fingers eased a little around the gauntlet.

"I buy the good tea," he went on, "because you drink the cheap stuff like it personally offended you and you are memorizing its face."

"I don't do that," she said reflexively.

"You really do," he said. "And none of that is… a trap. Or a price tag."

He swallowed. The words tied to stick but he pushed them out anyways.

"I did it because I care what happens to you," he said. "That's the whole equation."

The tent went very quiet.

Cielle watched him like he'd taken gravity and put it back at a slightly different angle.

"You did it," she said slowly, "for no reason?"

"Yeah," Sunny said. "For… no reason."

His face felt wrong. Loose. Sunless had grown his ability, of course he was a master liar, and now elf delusional as well.

"You bought the candied plums," she said, testing it from another direction, "for no reason?"

"You made a happy noise when you ate one, and more….." he said. "That was… enough."

The line between her brows smoothed by a millimeter. Something in the way she sat shifted.

She looked down at the shards again. After a moment, she let out a small breath and drew them into herself. They dissolved into starlight and sank into her skin, her essence pulsing once, then settling.

"Okay," she said quietly. "I will keep my share."

"And you're going to waste it on something ridiculous," Sunny said, trying to get his usual dryness back online. "Like a coat. Or three. With pants. Plural. On your body."

"Maybe more of the good tea," she said. "From the shop near the station."

"Tea is acceptable," he said magnanimously. "Pants are strongly recommended."

She tilted her head, studying him. "You think about pants a lot."

"You have no idea," he said before his brain could censor it.

Her wings loosened,the feathers falling back into place. The tent suddenly didn't feel like it was leaning in anymore.

She looked like someone who had put a bag down.

***

Two days later, when they stepped into the Sanctuary of Noctis, it felt like the Dream Realm finally remembered how to inhale.

The sky was clear and impossibly blue. White stone terraces spiraled around gardens of silver-green and dark, heavy flowers that only opened under starlight. The air smelled like water, stone, and something soft, nothing burning.

Sunny's shoulders dropped the instant his boots hit polished stone.

"Home sweet possible future grave," he sighed. "Real food. Real beds. Toilets that aren't also monsters. I'm going to sleep until someone physically drags me to the gateway."

"I want noodles," Cielle said without missing a beat. Her wings twitched, catching the light. "The very spicy ones. From the stall with the red lantern."

"We can discuss it," Sunny said. "The economy is in shambles and I am poor."

"You are not poor," she said. "You own a house and a lot of shirts"

"Stop weaponizing my life choices," he grumbled.

They'd made it halfway across the plaza when a figure in white-and-silver armor stepped into their path like a very polite wall.

"Sunless of the Academy. Cielle."

Sunny's hand twitched. Old habit. He caught the feather-and-wind crest on the man's chest and forced it back down.

The man bowed. "Saint Tyris has been informed of your return," he said. "She requests your presence for lunch, at her pavilion. Immediately."

Sunny's internal organs performed several regrettable flips. "Of course she does," he muttered.

"We would be honored," he said out loud, because he had a strong desire to keep breathing.

Ten minutes later, they were standing in Tyris's pavilion, which was less a "pavilion" and more "deliberate shrine to good wind".

Three sides open to the vast blue drop, white silk curtains billowing in a controlled breeze, a low table set with porcelain so thin he was afraid thinking about it too hard might break it. There were pastries. There was fragrant tea. There was nowhere to hide.

Tyris sat at the head of the table.

Up close, she looked like someone had drawn a woman using a ruler. Tall, straight, every line efficient. Eyes like polished steel catching lightning. Her presence sat over everything, mostly sheathed, but heavy as a hand.

Then she saw them.

"Cielle," Tyris said.

All the sharpness in her face eased in an instant.

She rose and crossed the space between them in four strides. Sunny might as well have stopped existing; her focus narrowed entirely on the girl at his side.

Her hands came up, gentle and sure, framing Cielle's face. Her thumbs brushed once under each eye, checking for lines that weren't there. Then she let her hands travel back, skimming down the curve of a wing, separating feathers, looking for damage with a care that made Sunny's throat tight.

"You look well, little bird," Tyris said. The nickname landed like it had been carved a long time ago. "Feathers are sound. You are eating properly."

"Yes, Lady Tyris," Cielle said.

Her whole body language had shifted. The quiet, tension she carried everywhere eased, just a bit. She leaned into the touch like this was normal.

"We found decent rations," Cielle continued. "And Sunny buys candied plums. The ones in the glass jars. From the expensive stall."

Sunny considered simply dissolving into a puddle on the floor.

Tyris's gaze flicked to him, a brief glance yet bright as a welding torch, then back to Cielle. She gave a small, satisfied nod, as if his existence was now marginally acceptable. "Sit," she said. "Eat. You both look half-digested."

They sat. An attendant poured tea that smelled like flowers and very old money. Sunny held his cup like it might send him a bill.

The first pass of conversation was mercifully practical. Their exploration reports. Isle drift. Nightmare creature movements. Tyris asked for details like a weather report.

"I've heard," Tyris said eventually, setting her cup down, "that you formed a cohort."

Her eyes slid to Sunny; he tried not to look like someone who had accidentally co-signed a divine mortgage.

"Cielle does not usually tolerate company," Tyris went on. "And you, Sunless, have a reputation for preferring a ten-meter radius of empty space."

"An accurate summary," Sunny said. "I'm a delight."

She let that go unanswered. "How was the journey? Any surprises?"

"A Fallen on Iron Hand," Sunny said. "Pack of wolves first. Then it."

"Only the two of you?" Tyris asked.

"Yes."

A small smile ghosted across her mouth. "Well done."

She picked up a plate and slid it toward Cielle. "Eat," she said. "You cannot fly or fight on willpower alone."

Cielle obediently took a pastry and bit into it, chewing absentmindedly as she always did.

"The dormitories are still an insult," Tyris said. "Drafts. Noise. People. Bad for you, very bad"

"I don't stay there anymore," Cielle said, after swallowing.

Tyris's fingers paused on her cup. "No?"

"I live in Sunny's house," Cielle said simply. "He let me move in. He bought a life-support pod so my body does not collapse while we dive. I have a room. It is warm. There is a second toothbrush now."

Sunny's soul opened the nearest window and jumped.

Tyris turned her head. Very, very slowly.

"Did he….." she said.

"It's-" Sunny sat up ramrod straight. "A big house. Lots of empty rooms. Very efficient to share a base of operations. There was no— this is not—"

Her eyes landed on him. The temperature in the pavilion dropped a few degrees. The silk snapped like someone had been insulted.

"Mm," Tyris said. It was the kind of noncommittal sound that meant you're not off the hook, I'm just postponing judgment.

She lifted her cup again. "And the crossings?" she asked, as if they hadn't just detonated his dignity. "The winds have been bad. You dont even have a flying echo. How do you manage?"

Sunny seized on the topic like a lifeline. "My Aspect lets me move between shadows," he said quickly. "We time it with the chains and crushing. She covers the distance fast with flight, I-"

"It's easy," Cielle cut in, brightening. "I open my wings and Sunny slips into my shadow. It's really warm too. He simply stays inside me until I get tired."

Tyris actually sputtered.

Tea misted across the table. The cup hit the saucer with enough force to chip it. Somewhere above them, a gust hammered the pavilion hard enough to make the stone underfoot vibrate.

Sunny stopped existing and reappeared three feet to the left in sheer panic.

"In. Her. What," Tyris said, each word like a low roll of thunder.

"In her shadow!" Sunny yelped. "On her back!. Completely two-dimensional. Zero… other… connotations."

A thin filament of lightning skated along the edge of the pavilion roof and fizzled. Tyris's eyes narrowed, calculating murder.

"What else does he do?" she asked Cielle, very calmly. Too calmly.

"He takes care of my wings and muscles really well," Cielle said at once.

Sunny silently begged any available deity.

"After we spar in the basement, they lock up," Cielle went on, oblivious to the way the curtains were standing straight out now. "The muscles at the top. I can't reach them. So he sits behind me on the floor and works the knots out."

She frowned slightly, thinking. "It hurts in the beginning. Then it feels very good. Afterward I can move them again."

The storm hovering over the pavilion took a breath.

Sunny flung both hands up like he was trying to block lightning. "It's for recovery," he said, voice cracking. "We had an incident with a cramp mid-flight, I almost died. This is preventative medicine."

Tyris's gaze flicked between the two of them. At Cielle's open face, entirely unaware she'd just narrated several career-limiting phrases. Sunny, who looked like a man on trial for crimes he had absolutely committed and did not regret nearly as much as he should.

Slowly, the wind dropped. The curtains fell back into something graceful.

Tyris pinched the bridge of her nose once, very briefly, as if regretting several decisions that had led her to this table. When she dropped her hand, her expression was back to composed, just with a new, harder edge.

"Sunless," she said.

"Yes, Lady Tyris," he said. He didn't risk lifting his head.

"If you ever let harm come to her," Tyris said lightly, "or if I see her outdoors without appropriate clothing, I will throw you off this cliff myself."

"Understood," Sunny said to the table. "I will invest in… more fabric."

"He already bought me a coat," Cielle supplied helpfully. "It does not have holes for the wings though."

Tyris's eye twitched. "Why would you buy a wingless coat for someone with wings?"

Sunny groaned. "I panicked," he said. "She was cold. My brain chose violence against tailoring."

Tyris exhaled in a way that sounded like centuries of man-induced disappointment. "Of course it did."

She poured herself more tea, accepting that the world would not be fixed today, then turned the conversation back to patterns and wind.

Sunny answered, because what else was he going to do, jump?

At some point, he realized Cielle had shoved the pastry plate a little closer to him, subtle as a falling rock. She didn't look at him, just nudged the one with candied peel in his direction like she'd decided he needed sugar and wasn't going to discuss it.

He took it.

'Do not think about massages in front of a Saint, 'he told himself sternly.' Or shadows. Or shirts. Or…'

Outside, the abyss yawned, blue and endless. Inside, at a table too fancy for his existence, a Saint, an angel, and one extremely overworked shadow sat together in a pocket of wind, porcelain and tea.

For some reason he couldn't name, Sunny's shoulders had never felt lighter.

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