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Chapter 222 - Chapter 222

The first month taught them that the gift was not strength.

It was a door.

Most doors opened downward.

Torren did not let them fly.

That angered the young ones first. Then bored them. Then frightened them, because boredom gave them too much space to hear what waited around the edges of their own skins.

He made them sit.

Morning after morning, beneath the twenty weirwoods, backs against white roots, hands open on their knees, eyes lowered or shut. Dogs moved near the cookfires. Goats shifted on the slopes. Crows argued in the branches. Rats scratched in the forge stores. Farther out, where the hollow thinned into stone and scrub, foxes, owls, hares, and hawks lived their small bright lives of hunger and fear.

"Do not enter," Torren said.

That was the first lesson.

It was also the one they failed most.

Belko slipped into a goat on the fourth morning and came back retching, eyes wide, jaw working as if he still had grass between his teeth. Erena from the forge yard cursed at a rat no one else could hear and clawed at her own sleeves until Gerrik took her wrists and held them still. The Painted Dogs boy fell into his dog so easily that the dog woke with human fear and bit Marron's hand before anyone could stop it.

Ragna lasted longest without breaking.

That pleased her.

So Torren made her sit longer.

"You hate fox hunger," he told her on the seventh day.

Ragna's burned cheek tightened. "I do not."

"You want it to be sharp because you are sharp."

She looked away.

"Fox wants meat, warmth, holes, escape, and foolish birds. It does not care that you are Dolf's daughter."

"I know that."

"No," Torren said. "You like thinking you know that."

Savar smiled.

Torren looked at him.

The smile died.

The Stone Crow youth watched all of this with his knees drawn up and his face carefully empty. He was narrow, long-necked, black-haired, and old enough to think being silent made him look less afraid. His name was Narek. He had come with Varok's word and the scar-mouthed woman's patience, though neither belonged to him.

He had lied on the first night.

"I dream through ravens," he had said.

Torren had looked at him for a long moment. "No."

Narek's mouth tightened.

"You do not dream through them," Torren said. "You ride them and pretend it was a dream because dreams cannot be blamed."

The scar-mouthed Stone Crow woman had laughed once from the edge of the fire.

Narek had hated them both for that.

Good.

Hatred was often more honest than pride.

By the end of the second week, Torren separated them.

Not by clan.

Not by age.

By danger.

The greenseer maybes went to the Tree Speaker more often than to him. The Stone Crow child who saw red leaves where there were no trees. The silent girl from Sons of the Trees. The Painted Dogs girl who dreamed after looking at weirwoods too long. They sat where roots rose like pale fingers from dark soil and learned nothing that could be called safe.

Morna watched those lessons more than she joined them.

No one told her to leave.

No one told her to come closer.

The Tree Speaker tolerated her the way old trees tolerated snow.

The wargs remained with Torren.

Most were children. Some were not. A few were old enough to have wives, scars, dead brothers, and lies they had told for decades.

Orrek was the worst of them.

Orrek was also the best.

His knees hurt when he stood. His teeth were poor. One shoulder sat higher than the other from an old fall he claimed had been a woman's fault, though his wife said the woman had been a cliff. He had "borrowed hawks" for forty years and had never once called it by its proper name.

That mattered.

The others fell through animal eyes because the gift pulled them.

Orrek reached.

Badly. Roughly. With no law and little care. But he reached.

So Torren took him apart from the others.

This angered Savar.

Of course it did.

"He is old," Savar said, watching Orrek limp toward the upper stones.

"That is why he learned before you had teeth."

"He does not know the laws."

"Then he will learn them without needing praise for breathing."

Savar's face hardened.

"He is not better than me."

"No."

Torren looked at him then.

"But he knows a thing you do not."

"What?"

"How to be afraid without making a song of it."

Savar said nothing after that.

Orrek found the old lesson stones hateful.

He told Torren so.

"These stones are hateful," he said, lowering himself with a grunt.

"They were hateful yesterday."

"They are more hateful today."

"That is because you are older today."

Orrek spat into the snow. "You speak like a tree. All roots and no use."

Torren sat across from him. Above them, a hawk circled where the wind broke clean over the ridge.

"You know how to enter," Torren said.

"I know how to look."

"That is not the same."

"It kept me alive longer than your lessons kept you polite."

Torren almost smiled.

Almost.

"Say your name before you enter."

Orrek frowned. "I know my name."

"The hawk does not."

The old man looked up.

The hawk turned once, high and small against the pale sky.

"Say it," Torren said.

Orrek muttered something.

"Louder."

"My name is Orrek, and you are an irritating pale bastard."

"Better."

Orrek closed his eyes.

For a moment, he was only an old hunter sitting badly on cold stone.

Then his breathing changed.

His face emptied.

The hawk turned again.

Torren watched both bodies.

That was the work. Not entering. Not seeing. Watching the seam between beast and man until it began to tear. Orrek had learned the sky by theft and habit. He knew the lift of wind, the bright pull of movement below, the fierce clean simplicity of hunger from above. But he had never learned to leave part of himself holding the door.

After nine breaths, Torren said, "Back."

Orrek did not move.

"Back."

The hawk dipped lower.

"Orrek."

The old man's jaw trembled.

"Orrek."

He gasped.

His eyes opened full of tears and fury.

"I was hunting."

"You were being hunted."

"By what?"

Torren leaned forward. "By forgetting."

Orrek looked away.

That frightened him more than he wanted seen.

Good.

Fear kept old fools alive too.

By the second month, Torren let the others attempt small tasks.

Not far.

Never far.

A warg who could not bring back a small truth would drown in a large one.

Belko was told to find the lame goat in a herd without standing. He entered too hard, panicked at the crush of bodies, and returned with tears on his face.

"There are too many legs," he said.

Several laughed.

Torren did not.

"To a goat, there are exactly enough."

Belko wiped his nose with his sleeve.

"Again tomorrow."

Erena was sent into the rats only long enough to learn which coal sack had been chewed through. She came back shaking and demanded that every rat in the forge be killed.

Gerrik, who had been listening from the doorway, said, "Not until you find the other torn sack."

She cursed him in Old Tongue.

Badly.

The forge laughed.

The Painted Dogs boy learned fastest when his dog was calm and worst when the dog was praised. He began to smile with the dog's mouth sometimes. Torren stopped that quickly.

"You like him better than yourself," Torren said.

The boy looked down.

The dog pressed against his leg.

"Dogs are loyal because the world is smaller for them. Do not mistake smaller for kinder."

The boy cried that night.

Marron pretended not to see.

Ragna failed three times with the fox.

The first time, she chased scent and found a dead squirrel instead of the marked stone Torren had sent her to find.

The second time, she came back laughing and would not say why until Lysa searched her pouch and found two stolen strips of dried meat.

The third time, she returned with fox fear so strong that she bit Savar when he came too close.

Savar struck her.

Ragna struck back.

They hit each other twice before Lysa crossed the space between them and took them both by the backs of their necks.

Neither moved.

Lysa did not raise her voice.

"Again," she said, "and I give you both to Konnan for play."

That settled them better than Torren's anger would have.

Morna watched from the roots.

"Fox is teaching her quickly," she said.

Savar wiped blood from his lip. "She is not learning."

"She is. You are only watching the wrong fight."

Ragna stared at Morna.

"I do not like you," she said.

Morna nodded. "That is still watching me."

Narek watched all of them and said little.

He did not bite, steal meat, cry, or vomit. This made some think he was learning well.

Torren knew better.

Narek was not failing loudly because his failure had learned to hide before he arrived.

On the first day Torren put a raven before him, Narek's face changed.

Not much.

Enough.

The raven was old, black, and bad-tempered, with a white scar of missing feathers near one eye. It had been caught near the northern path after harrying goat kids and refusing to fear thrown stones. It sat on the branch before Narek and looked at him with lordly hatred.

Narek looked back with hunger.

Not the raven's.

His own.

"You know this bird," Torren said.

"No."

The raven clicked its beak.

Narek's left hand tightened.

"You know ravens."

"Stone Crows have ravens."

"Every clan has ravens if carrion lasts long enough."

Narek said nothing.

Torren stepped closer. "You lied because you have done more than dream."

The boy's eyes rose.

"I have not entered men."

"I did not ask that."

"No men," Narek said quickly.

Too quickly.

Torren let the silence sit until Narek understood he had shown too much fear in the wrong place.

At last the boy said, "Only ravens."

"Crows?"

"Sometimes."

"How far?"

Narek looked at the raven.

"Far enough to see campfires that were not ours."

"How long?"

"I do not know."

"That answer kills people."

Narek swallowed.

Torren pointed to the bird. "Enter lightly."

Narek closed his eyes.

Nothing happened.

Then the raven stilled.

Its head turned once.

Narek's face twitched.

The raven opened its wings.

"No," Torren said.

The wings closed.

Narek breathed through his teeth.

"Do not fly."

The raven's beak opened.

"Do not fly."

Narek's jaw trembled.

Savar stood behind Torren, watching with more interest than he wished to show.

The raven hopped along the branch. Once. Twice.

Then it looked toward the forge smoke.

"Tell me what it sees," Torren said.

Narek whispered, "Smoke."

"What else?"

"Men. Roofs. Meat."

"What else?"

The raven's head turned sharply.

Narek's eyes moved beneath closed lids.

"Your son."

Savar went very still.

"What is he doing?" Torren asked.

"Watching me."

Torren looked back.

Savar looked away too late.

"Back," Torren said.

Narek's fingers dug into his knees.

"Back."

The raven screamed.

Narek gasped and folded forward, retching nothing onto the dirt.

The raven ruffled itself, offended but unharmed.

Savar's expression had changed.

Not respect.

Not yet.

Recognition.

That was more useful.

Afterward, Torren gave Narek water and no praise.

The boy looked disappointed despite himself.

"Again tomorrow," Torren said.

Narek wiped his mouth. "I saw."

"You saw near."

"I can see far."

"That is why you will learn near first."

Narek looked toward the raven again.

"Ravens go to castles," he said.

The words were small.

Torren heard the large thing inside them.

"So men say."

"To towers. Rookeries. Lords keep them. Maesters feed them. Letters go with them."

Savar looked at his father.

Torren did not move.

Narek continued, more quickly now, unable to stop the thought once spoken. "A crow sees roads. A raven sees walls. A raven can sit where men think only letters are listening."

The raven clicked its beak again.

Torren studied the boy.

There it was.

Not power.

Use.

Danger became sharper when it found a purpose.

"You will not go near a castle," Torren said.

Narek's mouth tightened. "Not yet?"

"Not until I know you can return from a branch above your own piss."

Savar laughed once.

Narek flushed.

Torren looked at Savar.

The laugh died.

"Narek is right," Torren said.

That sobered both boys.

"Ravens know places crows do not. Rookeries. Towers. Yards. Dead men on walls. Maesters' windows. A raven does not need to understand a letter to hear the men who curse while tying it."

Narek's eyes brightened.

Torren stepped closer.

"That is why you are dangerous."

The brightness dimmed.

"To others?" Narek asked.

"To yourself first."

By the third month, the thirty-two had become many smaller numbers.

Thirty-two had gathered beneath the trees.

Twenty-six remained in Pale Roots long enough to continue.

Six were sent back early.

Not cast out. Not shamed where others could hear. Sent back with words for their fires and smaller tasks suited to smaller strengths. The hare boy from Burned Men could feel danger too quickly and return shaking too badly to use. One Howler boy kept trying to force a wolf that did not want him and woke with blood under his nails. A Milk Snake child was too young and too loved by his mother to be risked yet; Torren sent both home with instructions that made the mother glare and listen at the same time.

Of the rest, perhaps ten could be useful before winter if winter did not break them.

Six were useful now.

Torren did not say this aloud.

Lysa made him say it privately.

"How many?" she asked one night above the forge path.

"Alive?"

"Do not waste my time."

"Useful?"

"Alive is not useful."

Torren looked down at the hollow.

Fires burned low. The forge glowed like a covered wound. Somewhere below, Narek sat with Savar and the old scar-eyed raven between them, both boys pretending not to learn from one another. Orrek snored near the upper stones, wrapped badly in a cloak and muttering his name in sleep because Torren had made him do it too often awake.

"Six now," Torren said. "Ten more if winter does not break them."

"And the rest?"

"The rest teach me what kills them."

Lysa was silent for a while.

"That is a cold thing to say of children."

"Yes."

"Is it less true because it is cold?"

"No."

She looked toward the lower roots.

Morna sat there with the Stone Crow child and the silent girl from Sons of the Trees. No one spoke. Red leaves moved above them though there was no wind. Lysa watched long enough for her face to harden.

"And those?"

Torren followed her gaze.

"Not mine to count the same way."

"That has never stopped you counting."

He said nothing.

The Tree Speaker had taken charge of the greenseer maybes, if charge was the word for sitting near them and preventing everyone else from making their fear worse. The Stone Crow boy cried less now, but sometimes woke with dirt in his mouth. The Sons of the Trees girl still spoke rarely. When she did, old women listened first and men pretended they had meant to.

Morna never called herself one of them.

Torren never called her one aloud.

That was another door.

He had enough open already.

The first useful eye returned in the fourth month.

It was Orrek.

That surprised the young ones.

It did not surprise Torren.

Orrek had begun saying his name before every flight. At first mockingly. Then angrily. Then, after the day he did not answer until Torren struck him hard enough to bruise the old man's ribs, obediently.

"My name is Orrek," he would mutter. "My knees are cursed, my wife is cruel, and the sky is a thief."

It worked.

That was the annoying part, according to him.

On a grey morning with frost in the grass, Torren sent him into a hawk and told him to follow the lower southern road only until the black split stone.

"No farther," Torren said.

"I know roads."

"The hawk does not care."

"I know hawks."

"The hawk does not care about that either."

Orrek grunted. "My name is Orrek. My knees are cursed. My wife is cruel. The sky is a thief."

Then he was gone.

Not all gone.

That was the difference now.

His body remained old and breathing on the stone. His fingers trembled, but did not claw. His mouth hung slightly open, but did not smile with hawk hunger. Above them, the hawk rode the morning wind and became a speck moving south.

Torren waited.

Savar waited too, though he pretended he was only there because his crow had chosen the branch nearby.

Narek watched openly.

That was new.

He had stopped pretending disinterest after the second month. Ravens did not waste time pretending not to want carrion. Perhaps he had learned from them.

A long while passed.

Too long for Savar.

Not too long for Torren.

At last Orrek's body stiffened.

His eyes opened.

He came back shaking.

"I thought I knew the sky," the old man said.

Torren crouched before him. "You knew how to be stolen by it."

Orrek swallowed. "And now?"

"Now you may learn how to steal back."

The old man laughed weakly.

Then he remembered why he had flown.

His hand closed around Torren's wrist.

"Men," he said.

Torren went still.

"How many?"

"Six. Maybe seven. Two in blue cloaks. Three Redfort. One with ink on his hands. Another leading a mule. They came below the old charcoal line."

Lysa had been walking toward them.

She stopped.

"Maps," she said.

Orrek nodded. "The ink-hand carried skins rolled in oilcloth. Stopped twice. Pointed up. Redfort men argued with him."

Savar's crow stirred on the branch.

Narek leaned forward.

"Did they climb?" Torren asked.

"No. Not yet. They looked. Measured. Talked too much." Orrek grimaced. "The hawk wanted mice."

"And you?"

"I came back."

Torren held his gaze.

"Yes," he said. "You did."

No praise.

Not quite.

But Orrek heard what it was.

So did Savar.

So did Narek.

That mattered more.

Later, Torren had Narek repeat what Orrek had seen.

The boy frowned. "Why?"

"Because one day you will see something once and carry it back through hunger, wing, fear, and your own pride. Say it."

Narek looked irritated, then closed his eyes.

"Six or seven men. Two blue cloaks. Three Redfort. One ink-hand. One mule. Old charcoal line. They looked up. They did not climb."

"What did you add?"

Narek opened his eyes. "Nothing."

"You left out the arguing."

"I did not think it mattered."

Torren stepped closer. "Men argue when they fear being wrong, when they do not know the path, or when one command pulls against another. It matters."

Narek's jaw tightened.

"Again."

Narek breathed once.

"Six or seven men. Two blue cloaks. Three Redfort. One ink-hand with oilcloth skins. One mule. They stopped below the old charcoal line. Looked up. Redfort men argued with the ink-hand. They did not climb."

Torren nodded.

Narek looked toward the raven on its perch.

"Ravens hear words," he said.

"Sometimes."

"Near windows. Rookeries. Men speak when they think birds are birds."

Torren looked at him for a long moment.

Then he said, "That is why you will learn to remember words without chasing them."

The boy frowned. "How?"

"By learning not to want them too much."

Narek did not like that answer.

No young warg liked the lesson that hunger made sight worse.

The next week, Torren set him a task.

A raven was placed above the forge yard where Gerrik, Tomm, Dalla, and three others worked mail by lamplight. Narek was to enter lightly, listen, return, and repeat only what was said.

Not what he thought.

Not what he guessed.

Not what the raven wanted.

What was said.

He failed.

The first time, he returned with the smell of meat and the shine of rings.

The second, he repeated Tomm's words wrong and gave them Gerrik's voice.

The third, he forgot half of it because the raven saw Konnan stealing a strip of dried goat from a child and found that more interesting than men speaking of rivets.

Savar laughed.

Narek turned on him. "You try words from a bird's head."

"I see farther than you."

"You see smoke and call it wisdom."

Savar stepped forward.

Narek did too.

Torren let them nearly reach each other.

Then Morna said, "Neither of you hears well when angry."

Both boys stopped.

She was sitting with the Sons of the Trees girl, hands folded in her lap.

Savar glared at her. "No one asked you."

"No," Morna said. "That is why it was worth saying."

Narek looked away first.

That surprised Savar.

The fourth attempt, Narek did better.

Not well.

Better.

"Gerrik said the rings are too soft," Narek reported, sweating. "Tomm said the boy heated them too red. Dalla said Tomm only says that because he likes blaming boys. Gerrik said if they had time for blame, they had time for rivets."

Gerrik, when asked later, grunted.

"Close enough."

Narek looked relieved.

Torren did not let him keep the relief long.

"Again tomorrow."

By the end of the fourth month, the hollow had changed around the lessons.

Not openly.

Never openly.

But men began to ask before killing certain birds. Children stopped throwing stones at crows near the upper roots. Gerrik ordered food stores sealed better because Erena's rat dreams had found three weaknesses no human eye had cared to see. Goat losses fell because Belko woke before wolves came near. The Painted Dogs boy and his dog could find hidden children in snow faster than any tracker, though the boy still sometimes returned sadder than the dog deserved.

Ragna learned to follow a human trail through fox eyes without stealing food.

Once.

She made certain Savar knew.

Savar pretended not to care.

Narek learned to enter ravens without calling it dreams.

Orrek learned to come back.

Those were not small things.

The lowlands were still far.

The castles farther.

The rookery towers of Redfort, Ironoaks, Strongsong, Heart's Home, Runestone, and the Gates of the Moon were not yet within reach. Torren said the names only once, on a night when Narek, Savar, Orrek, and Lysa sat with him above a map made of stones, bones, and scratched bark.

Narek stared at the marks longer than anyone.

"Ravens go between them," he said.

"They do," Torren answered.

"They are fed there."

"Yes."

"They are handled there."

"Yes."

"They hear names."

"Sometimes."

"They see seals."

"Sometimes."

"They see men before letters leave."

Torren looked at him.

The boy had stopped sounding proud.

That was good.

Now he sounded hungry in a more dangerous way.

"Perhaps," Torren said.

Narek looked up. "That is why Varok sent me."

"No," Torren said. "Varok sent you because you would become a problem in Stone Crows if no one taught you what kind of problem you were."

Lysa's mouth twitched.

Savar looked amused.

Narek did not.

Torren moved one black stone from Redfort to the Gates of the Moon.

"That is why I will train you."

The boy's face changed.

He tried to hide it.

Failed.

Torren let him have that small failure.

Then he said, "A raven in a lord's castle is not a free bird. It is fed by men. Taken by men. Tied to messages by men. It knows hands, rooms, routes, fear, hunger, cages, and home. If you enter too deep, you will become a thing that wants to return to a tower."

Narek swallowed.

"If a maester touches the bird while you are too deep, you may remember his hands longer than your own. If the bird is hooded, boxed, or sent into storm, you go with it unless you can return. If the bird dies, you had better not still be inside it."

The wind moved over the stones.

No one spoke.

At last Narek said, "I can learn."

Torren nodded.

"Yes."

He turned to Savar.

"So can you."

Savar frowned. "I already fly."

"You chase. You scout. You see roads. Narek may learn to hear walls."

Savar's pride took the words badly.

It did not break them.

Not this time.

He looked at Narek.

Narek looked back.

Something passed between them that was not friendship.

Not yet.

Use, perhaps.

Recognition, perhaps.

A beginning with teeth.

That night, Orrek fell asleep by the low fire and muttered his name until his wife threw a boot at him from across the hide.

"My name is Orrek," he grumbled in sleep. "My knees are cursed. My wife is cruel. The sky is a thief."

The boot struck his shoulder.

Without waking, he added, "And she throws badly."

The young ones laughed.

Even Narek.

Even Savar.

For a moment, the work seemed almost light.

Then a crow cried from the upper dark, and every warg in the hollow looked toward it before remembering to pretend they had not.

Torren saw.

Lysa saw him seeing.

The mountains were learning.

Clumsily. Proudly. Fearfully. Too slowly for the danger below and too quickly for the children carrying it.

But learning.

The first eye Torren sent far enough to matter had been old, half-lame, and frightened enough to come back.

The next might be narrow, black-haired, Stone Crow, and hungry for raven towers.

The lowlands had castles.

The castles had ravens.

And for the first time, Torren began to believe the mountains might one day hear a lord's secret before the lord's own bannermen did.

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