Have you ever loved someone knowing he or she loves someone else within your circle.
Its like going on a war with your rationality, because you know the correct decision but cannot accept it.
Its like watching a movie even though you have watched the ending spoliers.
So I like one boy who is my friend of long time but he also likes someone who as well is a friend of mine for a long time ..in short we
all are school friends but the twist is the girl he likes already has a boyfriend and we all know they are a very good couple.
So everytime we meet I see him hiding his feelings for her and me hiding my feelings from him.
I know what you guys are going to ask " why not confess then ?".
Well...I am a coward and I know he only see me as friend so I never even thought of confessing him.
But what I actually wanted to share was a question , whether love / feelings for someone actually fades when you start denying or hiding them?
Because what I fear is what if I confess someone and then I don't feel the same way anymore.
What if its just me desiring something, I have yet not achieved.
Because if it turns out to be like that I am really lost about my question of what is love.
Do you guys have any similar experience or stories ..please do share.