Blue, a nine-hundred-year-old vampire, has spent centuries searching for something he was told could never exist for his kind—a mate. While vampires are believed to be incapable of forming true fated bonds, Blue refuses to let go of the possibility, especially after witnessing his werewolf family find theirs. The absence of such a connection leaves a quiet but persistent emptiness in him, one that drives his relentless search across the centuries.

Everything changes when Blue senses the unmistakable pull of a bond in a small town high school. There, he finds Mason Carter—his mate. However, the discovery comes with an immediate and troubling complication: Mason is only thirteen years old.

Unwilling to interfere in Mason’s life too soon, Blue chooses to remain in the shadows. For years, he watches over him from a distance, ensuring his safety while suppressing his own desire to step in. As time passes, Blue becomes intimately aware of Mason’s life—his quiet nature, his insecurities, and the emotional damage inflicted by those around him.

Mason grows up in an environment devoid of support. At school, his best friend Caleb slowly destroys his confidence, reinforcing feelings of worthlessness and shame, particularly surrounding his sexuality. At home, Mason faces emotional neglect and a lack of acceptance, leaving him isolated and vulnerable. Over time, the weight of these experiences erodes his self-worth.

By the time Mason turns eighteen, Blue is still holding himself back, determined to respect the boundaries he set. However, Mason’s situation worsens. His internal struggles deepen, and his belief that he is unlovable becomes firmly rooted.

The turning point comes when Mason gathers the courage to confess his feelings to Caleb, only to be cruelly rejected and humiliated. Witnessing this breaks the last of Blue’s restraint. The years of watching, waiting, and enduring Mason’s suffering become unbearable.

Driven by both love and long-suppressed possessiveness, Blue finally steps out of the shadows. He inserts himself into Mason’s life, determined to protect him, support him, and undo the damage that has been done.

As Blue claims his place beside his mate, he also sets his sights on those who hurt him. What begins as protection quickly blurs into something darker, as Blue’s centuries of patience give way to a more ruthless side. Those who contributed to Mason’s pain must now face the consequences.

I woke up gasping, my heart slamming hard against my bruised ribs like it was trying to break free.


For a terrifying second, I looked wildly around the dark room, disoriented and panicked. Then reality slowly came back. It had only been a nightmare.


In the dream, Liam and my father had been chasing me through the house, their faces twisted with pure rage, fists raised high. Their voices kept screaming every ugly word they'd ever thrown at me: "Fag!" "Disappointment!" "You're not my son!" I ran as fast as I could, but the hallways kept stretching longer and darker, my legs heavy and aching with pain. Just when I thought I might escape, strong hands grabbed me from behind and dragged me down—


I sat up so fast the whole room spun around me. Cold sweat covered my skin, making my shirt stick uncomfortably. The IV line tugged sharply at my wrist, a small sting that reminded me exactly where I was — Blue's house. Safe. At least… I was supposed to be.


Chapter 37 - Nightmares And Dreams