The morning air smelled of dew and stone, crisp and sharp against Lioraen's lungs.
He arrived at the training grounds earlier than usual, as if by instinct, expecting them.
Kael. Aerin. The ones who had become more than friends—the ones who were tied to his every heartbeat without knowing it.
He waited. The grass beneath his boots still glistened with moisture. Mist hovered around the edges of the courtyard. The wind whispered through the low walls, carrying the faint sound of the palace bells.
The summons had come days ago. Not from gods, not directly—but from their kingdoms. Orders from home: return immediately. Borders shifting. Tensions rising. Apostles needed.
They were coming. They would arrive here, at the place they had trained together since childhood. Lioraen's heart had wanted to greet them, to stand between them, to remind them of shared mornings, nights under starlight, laughter echoing across these very stones.
But he didn't move.
Seraphine had spoken the night before.
"You cannot go," she said, her green eyes locked on his with an intensity that made him stiffen. "If you see them, you will follow them. You will not think. You will not hesitate. You'll leave this place, and… you cannot."
He had argued.
"I am their friend," he said. "I've trained with them, fought with them. This is my duty too."
"No," she insisted softly, her hands tightening over the edges of her robes. "Not your duty. Your duty is here. To your people. To your sister. To what you are meant to protect. Let them go. Do not follow."
Her words had burned into him. Not because they were harsh, but because they were true.
And now, as he stood alone in the misty courtyard, he felt it—the tug at his chest, the aching weight of absence before it even happened.
The sound of hooves and carriage wheels carried faintly over the stone walls. The banners of their kingdoms appeared first, green and silver, black and gold, sliding into the training grounds like quiet storms.
Lioraen's pulse quickened.
Aerin's carriage stopped first, the prince's familiar figure appearing in the doorway. Kael followed immediately, stepping lightly to the ground, the golden light in his eyes catching the first sunrays.
They were here.
They were waiting.
For him.
And he was not moving.
Aerin looked around, eyebrows furrowed, scanning the courtyard. "Lioraen?" His voice carried in the still air, calm but edged with curiosity, concern.
Kael's grin was absent. Instead, his eyes narrowed, sharp, searching. "He's late."
Not just late. Not just absent. Missing.
Lioraen's hands curled into fists at his sides. He could see their faces clearly now: anticipation, confusion, the faintest crease of worry on Kael's forehead, Aerin's gaze soft yet questioning.
He wanted to run to them. To explain. To laugh at the absurdity and embrace them both until they forgot the summons, the kingdoms, the duties.
But he could not.
Seraphine's words echoed like a bell in his head: Your duty is here.
He stayed hidden, crouched in the shadow of the western wall, just out of view.
Aerin stepped forward, calling again. "Lioraen! We're here!"
Kael's patience frayed. "Where are you, idiot?" His voice carried, sharp but not cruel.
Still, he stayed.
They waited, scanning, hoping he would appear. Every movement, every shift of the carriage wheels, was an expectation of reunion.
Minutes passed. Then more minutes.
And then the carriage doors closed.
Aerin's shoulders slumped slightly, though his composure remained intact. Kael muttered under his breath, furious but controlled.
"We'll return," Aerin said quietly, almost to himself. "He must have…"
"Forgotten?" Kael snapped. "He wouldn't forget."
Aerin shook his head. "He's not here. That's the truth. Whatever the reason, we cannot wait forever."
They climbed back into the carriages with careful, measured movements, the wheels starting again. The banners waved in the wind, the colors of their kingdoms bright against the morning sky.
Lioraen watched them go from the shadows, each step they took imprinting like fire in his chest. He had wanted to speak. To run to them and defy Seraphine. To tell them they would not leave without him.
But he did not.
Her warning had held him in place, pinned him as surely as any chain.
And so, he let them leave.
The courtyard grew silent immediately after. The echoes of carriage wheels faded. The distant voices of servants and guards returned to the normal rhythm of the palace.
Lioraen remained where he was, chest tight, jaw rigid.
Lyrielle's voice came softly from the upper balcony. "Lioraen?"
He turned, forcing a calm that did not exist. "They've left."
Her small hands clenched the railing. "Why didn't you go with them?"
"I had to stay," he said quietly. "I was told… not to leave."
Lyrielle tilted her head, frowning. "You… you didn't want to?"
He swallowed hard. "I wanted to. But some things are bigger than desire."
Her golden eyes glimmered faintly in sympathy. "It doesn't feel fair."
"No," Lioraen admitted. "It does not."
He finally stepped forward, brushing the dew from his sleeves. The courtyard felt emptier than ever. Every shadow seemed to stretch longer. Every stone seemed colder.
And yet, despite the ache in his chest, he did not regret staying.
Seraphine had been right. There was duty here. Responsibility. The world shifted, but not everything could follow the movement of two apostles. Some things had to remain anchored.
He walked slowly toward the fountain where Lyrielle still lingered, hands extended slightly to touch the water.
"Will they come back?" she asked again.
Lioraen knelt beside her. "Yes. They will come back."
Lyrielle nodded, though she didn't fully believe it. Neither did he. Not yet.
He clenched the leather band on his wrist—a gift from Aerin. He closed his fist around the silver ring Kael had pressed into his hand weeks ago. Two tokens. Two reminders. Two promises of a connection that even distance could not sever.
Even as the carriages disappeared over the distant horizon, even as the sun climbed higher, casting long shadows over the palace, Lioraen allowed himself a quiet thought:
They had left.
But they had not abandoned him.
The courtyard remained still, almost reverent. The soft trickle of the fountain filled the silence. Lyrielle sat beside him, quiet, and he let her small warmth anchor him to the present.
The day moved forward. Duties called. Guards reported. Servants shuffled. But Lioraen felt none of it—only the absence and the promise.
They had been summoned back to their kingdoms. They had expected him to follow.
And he had chosen not to.
It was a small defiance, almost invisible in the eyes of the world, but it felt monumental.
Because sometimes, duty and choice could coexist.
Sometimes, standing still was the bravest thing one could do.
And Lioraen had chosen his stand.
Even if it meant watching two people he cared for—more than he should admit—leave without saying goodbye.
Even if it meant the ache in his chest would linger through every sunrise and every training session in their absence.
Even if it meant waiting.
For their return.
For the day when distance no longer held them apart.
And he would wait.
Because that was what it meant to be a protector.
Because that was what it meant to be Lioraen.
And even in silence, even in absence, he would remain unbroken.
