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Chapter 2 - I need to escape

Ayoya's fingers were still locked around my arm.

I looked at her hand. Then at her face. Then at the three threads still pulling insistently from somewhere behind my ribs, patient and immovable as tide.

"Let go of me," I said quietly.

"Lower your voice." Her eyes cut sideways checking who was watching, calculating the radius of our audience the way she always did, even now, even in the middle of this. "And tell me what you think you're doing."

"The bond "

"Don't." She stepped closer, and her voice dropped to something that could cut stone. "Don't you dare stand there and say that word. You have been doing this for two years, Laura. Walking around this pack smelling the way you smell, standing too close to men who have mates, letting that thing you do work on whoever is unlucky enough to be near you."

"I don't know what you're talking about."

"Elder Bowen." She said it like a blade she had been keeping sharp for exactly this moment. "The three unmated warriors from the eastern territory who followed you around training like lost dogs last summer. The Beta's son who couldn't eat his meals without finding a reason to sit near you." Her grip tightened until I felt it in my bones. "And now you are going to stand here and tell me your feet just moved toward the Alpha triplets?"

"I felt the bond "

"You have no wolf."

She said it the way you say something you have been waiting to say for a long time. Loud enough. Deliberate enough. Loud enough that the people nearest us went quiet and turned.

"You are a wolfless Omega," she continued, her voice carrying now, clear and precise, each word a stone dropped into still water. "You have no wolf. You have never had a wolf. And only wolves feel the mate bond." She tilted her head slightly, something sharp and satisfied moving behind her eyes. "So tell me, Laura what exactly did you feel?"

The people around us were listening fully now. I could feel the circle widening, attention gathering, the specific quality of silence that meant an audience had formed and was waiting.

"I saw threads," I said. My voice came out smaller than I wanted it to. "Three of them. They led to "

"She saw threads." Ayoya repeated it to the room. Not to me anymore. To the people listening. And something in her tone shifted something that had been controlled and sharp becoming something performative, something that knew it had an audience and intended to use it. "The girl with no wolf saw the mating threads."

Laughter. Immediate. Several voices at once.

I stood very still.

"She's lying," someone said.

"Has to be." Another voice, somewhere to my left. "You can't see the threads without a wolf. Everyone knows that."

"She's been in this pack for eighteen years without a wolf." A woman's voice, older, carrying the specific authority of someone who has been waiting for an opportunity to speak. "Her wolf is not coming. That is not how it works."

More laughter now. Spreading.

I kept my eyes forward. I had learned this the specific, survival-level discipline of keeping your face still when a room turned against you. Of not giving them the flinch. Of taking up as little emotional space as possible so there was less of you for them to hit.

But this was worse than usual. This was the ceremony. This was the one night I had spent six years waiting for, and it was becoming this.

The crowd had parted enough now that we were visible from the platform.

The Alpha King's voice came down like weather.

"What is happening there?"

Heads turned toward him. The laughter quieted. Ayoya straightened, smoothing her expression into something composed and faintly wounded, and raised her voice to carry clearly across the hall.

"I apologize, Alpha King," she said. "There has been a small disruption."

"What kind of disruption?"

A pause. Perfectly calibrated.

"The pack " She glanced at me briefly. "The pack slut is claiming that your sons are her mates."

The silence that followed was total.

And then the triplets laughed.

I heard Kai first a short, sharp sound, the kind that wasn't really laughter so much as contempt wearing laughter's clothing. Then Mike, louder, less controlled, with the full-throated ease of someone who found this genuinely funny. Luke didn't make a sound but his expression did something worse curled into something slow and dismissive, the smile of a man who has just heard the most predictable joke in the world.

Around them, the hall followed.

Not everyone. But enough. Enough that the sound filled the space and bounced off the stone walls and found me standing in the middle of it with nowhere to go and nothing to hide behind.

Pack slut.

The words moved through me in a way I hadn't expected. Not because they were new I had heard variations of them before, whispered in corridors, left like bruises in passing but because she had said them here. In this hall. On this night. In front of every pack member and every visiting wolf and the Alpha King himself.

She had taken the most important night of my life and put those two words in the center of it.

"Bring her forward."

The Alpha King's voice cut through the laughter and silenced it the way a hand flattens a flame. Not a request. The laughter died mid-breath, and the crowd parted, and I walked forward because there was nothing else to do, the threads in my chest still humming quietly like they hadn't noticed that the world had just collapsed around me.

I stopped at the base of the platform steps.

The Alpha King looked down at me with the careful attention of a man who has learned to read situations before they read him. The triplets stood behind him. I could feel their eyes on me could feel the specific, practiced quality of their attention, the weight of three people who had spent years looking at me like I was less than what I was.

"You claim a bond," the Alpha King said. Still not unkind. Just precise. "To my sons."

"I saw three threads," I said. My voice was steady. I was proud of that. "When the smoke settled. They went from me directly to "

"You have no wolf."

Not a question. A fact, stated plainly, the way you state things that everyone in the room already knows.

I opened my mouth and closed it again.

"Only wolves feel the mate bond," he continued. "Only wolves see the threads. The bond is a wolf's recognition soul to soul, animal to animal. Without a wolf, there is no mechanism by which the bond can be felt or seen." He paused. "This is not an opinion. This is pack law as old as the Moon Goddess herself."

"I know," I said.

"Then explain to me what you saw."

The hall was completely silent now. Three hundred wolves, and the only sound was the candles.

"I can't explain it," I said honestly. "I don't have an explanation. I just when the smoke settled, I saw them. Three threads. Luminous. Going from my chest to " I stopped. Steadied myself. "To your sons."

From somewhere in the crowd, a voice: "She's lying."

Another: "She has to be."

"She does this." A woman's voice, sharp and certain. "She does this with men. She uses that smell of hers to cloud their judgment and then she makes claims. It is a manipulation. She has been doing it for two years."

"She should be removed from the ceremony."

"She's making a mockery of the Moon Goddess "

"Enough." The Alpha King raised one hand. Silence, instant and absolute. He looked at me for a long moment. "And your wolf? You claim she woke tonight?"

"Yes."

The silence stretched. And in it, from various points around the hall, I heard it the quiet sound of people exhaling through their noses. The specific, collective sound of disbelief performing patience.

"Everyone in this hall knows," the Alpha King said carefully, "that you have been wolfless for two years. Possibly longer. A wolf that has been silent that long " He paused. "It is not unheard of for them to be permanently lost."

"I felt her," I said. "During your invocation. She woke up."

"You felt her." His voice was not cruel. But it was not convinced. "You felt a wolf that no one has seen evidence of in two years, on the same night that you claim to have seen the mating threads connecting you to three Alphas." Another pause. "You understand how this sounds."

I did.

I understood exactly how it sounded.

It sounded like desperation. Like a girl with no wolf and no future and no place in this pack reaching for the most impossible explanation available on the one night where impossible things were supposed to happen.

I understood how it sounded and I had nothing to offer except the truth, which had never once been enough in this place.

"I know how it sounds," I said quietly. "I'm telling you what I saw."

The Alpha King was quiet for a long moment.

Then he turned.

"Ayoya."

She stepped forward from wherever she had positioned herself, composed and certain, green silk and gold pins and the particular confidence of someone who has never had to wonder whether they would be believed.

"Yes, Alpha King."

He studied her for a moment with the same careful attention he had given me. "You have been presented to my sons as their intended. You have been accepted by this pack in that role." His voice was measured. "Before we proceed with the bonding ceremony " He paused, and something in his expression shifted into something older and more serious. "I want to ask you plainly, in front of this hall and the Moon Goddess whose night this is."

Ayoya lifted her chin slightly. Composed. Ready.

"Are you sure," the Alpha King said, "that you are their mate?"

 

 

 

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