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Chapter 9 - Chapter 9 - The Early Years — Part Two

Benjen was born in 267.

Rickard's fifth child came into the world in a bitter winter, small and loud, with a vigour that stood at odds with the cold outside. Lyarra nursed him with the ease of one who had done this four times, and Rickard stood beside the bed with the other four around him, Brandon at five already carrying the physical confidence that would be his mark, Eddard at four with that quiet gravity that made him difficult to read, Lyanna at one and already trying to climb down from someone's arms to see what was happening.

And Arthur, at seven, standing near the window, wearing that expression the Maester had learned over the years to recognise as the face Arthur wore when he was thinking about more than one thing at once.

Rickard looked at all five children in the same room, his trueborn and Arthur, daughters and sons, and in him at that moment was a stillness different from his usual stillness, not the stillness of one controlling what he feels but of one who does not need to control it because what he feels is simply good.

"Benjen," he said.

And the loud newborn who had just arrived in the world answered with a cry that echoed through the stone room as though agreeing.

Maester Walys recorded the birth in his usual hand, in his usual ledger, and went to write another letter to the Citadel. The most recent reply had arrived three weeks before, longer than the previous ones, and in it was an interest the Maester had recognised with satisfaction.

The Citadel was paying attention.

That same year of 261, ravens had arrived from the South with news the Maester summarised for Rickard with the trained objectivity of the Citadel: Tywin Lannister had marched against Houses Reyne and Tarbeck, rebellious bannermen of Casterly Rock who had taken advantage of Lord Tytos's perceived weakness to accumulate debts and undue influence. Tywin's response had been swift and without appeal. Tarbeck Hall had been destroyed, Lady Ellyn killed under the rubble of the very castle she had restored with Lannister gold. The Red Lion of Castamere had retreated into the mines beneath his castle with his brother Reynard and what remained of his men. Tywin had ordered the entrances sealed and diverted a stream into the mines. The guards at the more distant exits said they had heard screams that lasted until dawn. Then silence.

Rickard heard the summary with his usual closed face.

"Tywin Lannister is not a man for half measures," he said, not as judgement but as observation from one who had served beside that man on the Stepstones and knew what he was speaking of.

"He is not," the Maester agreed. "The singers have already composed a song."

Rickard did not respond to that. But in his silence there was something the Maester noted, not admiration and not reproach, but the specific recognition of one who understands that the world operates in certain ways and that knowing those ways is part of governing well.

The years that followed brought a relative peace to the North, the kind that allows children to grow and castles to attend to their own matters, removed from the wars and rebellions of the South.

At seven, Arthur Snow stood 1.38m, which placed him visibly above the boys his age with whom he trained in Winterfell's yard. It was not only the height. It was what came with it, the musculature Alaric's daily training had laid down in his arms and legs and shoulders with the patience of processes that take time but do not lie about their results. It was not the musculature of a grown man, not yet, far from it. It was the musculature of a boy who had worked his body consistently and carried that in a naturalness that came from knowing no other way to be.

One morning in 267, some weeks after Benjen's birth, Alaric set Arthur to spar against a fifteen-year-old, eight years his elder, the son of one of the castle's servants who had been set to training as a man-at-arms for the house. There was at the start of the bout that unconscious condescension of one who is larger and more experienced and knows it.

The young man attacked first.

Arthur did not wait for the blow to arrive. He read the movement at the moment the opponent's shoulder gave back, and when the training sword came down Arthur was no longer where he had been, having taken half a step aside and rotated his wrist with a fluency that did not belong to seven years, and the point of his wooden sword touched the opponent's ribs before the attack had finished landing.

The young man went still for a moment, with the expression of one who has just understood that the bout was different from what he had expected.

Alaric said nothing. He made a brief gesture and the sparring resumed.

When it ended, there was something on the fifteen-year-old's face that was not condescension.

Alaric dismissed him and stood in silence for a moment, looking at Arthur with that constant assessment that was his way of being. Then he said only that the angle of the exit needed to be cleaner, and returned to the training as though nothing particular had happened.

It was Alaric's way of saying he had seen something worth noting.

Rickard learned of it that same afternoon, in the way he always learned of things that happened in his castle. At the supper table, in a moment of quiet amid the usual noise of a family with five children, he rested his hand on Arthur's shoulder for an instant. Said nothing. Did not need to.

What Alaric did not say in words he said in the cadence with which he raised the difficulty. The speed with which Arthur absorbed each new technique was not merely muscle memory, though it was that as well. It was a comprehension of movement that seemed to come from within, as though the body knew where it was going before the mind had finished formulating the instruction. The Maester watched this from a distance and made a cold note of it, with the detachment that was his way of processing what he did not like to see: if that progression held, Arthur Snow might become the finest swordsman in the North. And the North produced good swordsmen.

The three were not masters-at-arms in any formal sense. They were warriors who had survived what they had survived because they knew things not found in any Citadel manual, and they taught in that fashion, without structure, without announced progression, only showing and correcting and showing again, in the way knowledge that is worth something passes from one who has it to one who wants it.

High Valyrian had come before the swords. Razdhan, Belzakar, and Morghaz had decided, in their quiet way and without asking permission of anyone, that before teaching Arthur to fight they needed a common tongue that did not depend on translators. They taught him in the same direct manner they did everything, without books, without announced progression, only speaking and correcting and speaking again until the words held. Arthur absorbed it with the same uncomfortable speed with which he absorbed everything else, and when the time came to train with arms all four already understood each other in High Valyrian without effort from any side.

One afternoon, Arthur asked about his mother.

They were in the smaller yard, after training, when the three would usually sit in silence for a time before dispersing. Arthur had stood still with the training knife in hand, looking at the ground, and then had asked in Valyrian, without preamble:

"What was she like?"

Razdhan was quiet for a moment. Belzakar and Morghaz as well.

He has the right to know, Razdhan thought. She would have wanted him to know.

"We found her in Volantis," said Razdhan, in Valyrian, slowly. "A merchant from Astapor had brought us there to sell. She bought all three of us."

"And then?"

"Then she told us we were free. That we could go wherever we wished." Razdhan paused. "She smiled when we stayed. A smile like that, like when the sun comes out from behind a cloud without warning. She said then we would all go somewhere together."

Arthur listened without interrupting.

"There was someone after her in Volantis," Razdhan continued. "Someone with influence, the kind that does not forget. We never knew who. She never explained, and there were questions that made her look away in a way we learned to recognise as the end of the matter."

"The chest," said Morghaz, who rarely spoke but when he did was direct.

"Yes. She had a chest that stayed with her always, locked, which she never opened in front of anyone. What was inside was hers. We learned not to ask."

"Why did you come North?" Arthur asked.

"Mistake or fate, we never knew for certain." Razdhan made a slight gesture with his shoulders. "Her coin was running out and Volantis had become dangerous. We wanted to board for King's Landing. The ship was changed, or we misunderstood, or both. When the sea fell away behind us it was the North."

And perhaps it was better that way, Belzakar thought, but did not say.

"We made port at White Harbor," Razdhan continued. "And there was your father, who had come to visit the Manderlys. He saw her on the docks." A brief pause. "It was difficult not to see her on a dock. It was difficult not to see her anywhere."

"What do you mean?"

Razdhan considered for a moment how to explain.

"She was very beautiful," he said. "But it was not only that. It was the way she had of looking at people, as though whoever was with her was the only person who mattered in that moment. Your father approached with that seriousness of his, that way he has of wanting to understand what he is looking at. She explained what there was to explain. He offered guest right, said he was returning to Winterfell, that we were welcome to come."

"And she wanted to come."

"She smiled again and said she had always read about the North. That she had always wanted to see it." Razdhan went quiet for a moment. "She was like that. Always in good spirits. Even when there was cause not to be. She made the days lighter simply by being present."

Arthur was silent for a long moment. The training knife was still in his hand.

"Thank you," he said at last, in Valyrian.

The three bowed as one, with their usual precision.

The formal learning followed the curriculum Walys had established, history, geography, arithmetic, the sciences of the Citadel. Arthur was the most capable pupil Walys had had in years of teaching, which was not something the Maester said aloud because he recognised that saying so to this particular child would not serve his purposes. He taught enough to appear to be teaching everything, and kept the rest back.

Arthur learned regardless. Through the library, through what he overheard in conversations adults had without realising he was present, through what he drew out of the answers to the questions he asked.

The Old Tongue came from elsewhere.

Old Nan had come to Winterfell before Rickard was born, to wet-nurse a Brandon Stark whose name she sometimes confused with another, because she had served so many Starks over so many years that they had begun to blur in her memory like water in water. She was the oldest person in the castle and likely well beyond it, with hands that counted decades of work and eyes that had seen things the Maester's books had never recorded.

She told stories. She always had. The children of Winterfell grew up on her stories, the Others and the heroes and the creatures of the forests beyond the Wall, told in a voice that knew what it was doing, that knew stories are alive and treated each one with the respect living things deserve.

Arthur had listened to those stories from a young age like all the others. But there was a difference: Arthur asked questions.

Not the questions children ask when they want to know whether the monster is truly frightening. Questions about the words Old Nan used, about the old names that appeared in the oldest stories, about the tongue the First Men had spoken before the Andals arrived and brought the Common Tongue. Old Nan answered, first with surprise, then with a different attention, the attention of one who recognises that the person asking has use for the answers.

She taught in pieces, not as a discipline but as conversation. Words here, a phrase there, the context of where each thing came from. The Old Tongue was not a language learned from a book. It was a tongue learned from people who had received it from other people who had received it from others, a long chain of oral memory that Old Nan carried with more fidelity than any Citadel manuscript.

It was also at seven, after the memory was whole, that Arthur began to observe Maester Walys differently.

It was not the observation of a suspicious child. It was the observation of someone who has context for what he sees, who can lay what is happening in the present over what he knows of the past and calculate the difference. The memories of the other life gave him no specific information about Walys, no stored scene with that face in it. But they gave him other instruments: the capacity to notice patterns, to read what lies beneath what is said, to distinguish between the silence of one with nothing to hide and the silence of one who has.

Walys had a great deal to hide. That was visible when Arthur knew how to look.

It was in the letters the Maester wrote before any other work of the day, in the small hours when the light in his chambers burned too long. It was in the way he inserted himself into Rickard's conversations with a delicacy that appeared servile but produced effects, as when a suggestion about strategic marriages and Southern alliances was made as though it were a passing observation rather than a carefully constructed directive. It was in the questions he put to Arthur during lessons, questions that seemed pedagogical but were, Arthur perceived, assessments of a different kind, measurements of how much he knew and how he thought and what he might become.

And it was in the way he dealt with each of the siblings with a naturalness he did not have, and dealt with Arthur with a formal correctness he did not have either. The difference was too subtle to be noticed by one who was not looking. Arthur was looking.

He said nothing to anyone about it. There were things that needed to be better understood before being said, and there were things that once said could not be unsaid, and Arthur had learned, from somewhere older than seven years, to tell the difference between the two.

He watched. He kept learning. He kept training. He remained the son that Rickard dealt with in the silent language that was theirs, and that Lyarra dealt with as she dealt with the children she had carried in her body, without distinction and without effort, because she was the kind of woman who had decided Arthur was her son and saw no reason to revisit decisions already made.

And Maester Walys kept writing to the Citadel.

And the Citadel kept writing back.

There was something Rickard had begun doing that year that the Maester watched with interest.

Twice a month, on the days when the smallfolk of Winterfell and the nearby villages could come to the castle with petitions, Rickard sat in the great hall and heard what there was to hear. It was an old custom of the Lords of Winterfell, and Rickard kept it with the seriousness he brought to all things.

What was new was that Arthur and Brandon were present.

Not as decorative figures. Brandon because he was the heir and there were things a future lord needed to learn about the weight of his position before he had it, and the sooner he began to understand that governing meant listening and not only commanding, the better. Arthur for another reason.

The Maester had first noticed it on an autumn afternoon when a middle-aged man had brought a land dispute with his neighbour that had lasted three generations and had come to Rickard after two previous attempts at resolution. Rickard had heard both parties with patience. Then he had gone quiet for a moment, the kind of quiet those who knew him recognised as thought and not hesitation.

And then he had looked at Arthur, who stood to one side, quiet as always, with that complete attention that was his way of being present.

"What would you make of it?" Rickard had asked, directly, without framing the question as a test.

Arthur had looked at the two men for a moment. Then he had said that the dispute itself was one thing, but what lay beneath it was another, that there was between the two neighbours a grievance older than the land dispute itself, and that any resolution dealing only with the land and not the grievance would need to be resolved again within two years. That it might be worth asking where the grievance came from before deciding where the boundary lay.

There was a silence in the hall.

Rickard had looked at Arthur for a moment with that expression that was difficult to read. Then he had asked the two men to wait outside and sent servants to fetch the history of the families over the past twenty years.

The resolution had taken longer than usual. But it had held.

After that Rickard had continued to bring both sons to the petitions, Brandon because he was the heir and needed to learn, Arthur because there was something in him, in the way he saw the things beneath the things, that made solutions more durable than they tend to be when only one pair of eyes is looking.

Brandon absorbed it with the energy he absorbed everything, more interested in the people's stories than in the mechanics of the resolutions. Arthur absorbed differently, more quietly, more slowly, accumulating understanding of how power worked and what it cost and what it meant to exercise it well.

Maester Walys watched this and thought about his letters.

There were things the Citadel needed to know about this boy. And there were things the Maester was not yet sure he wanted the Citadel to know. The balance between those two lists was delicate, and Walys was the kind of man who understood that delicate balances require constant tending.

He kept writing.

In 270, Lyanna was four years old.

It was impossible not to notice when she entered a room. Not because of her height, which was still a child's, but because of the quality of her presence, that energy that seemed larger than the space available and had been so since the cradle. At four she had opinions about everything, a will of her own to defend those opinions, and a stubbornness that Rickard sometimes observed with that expression of his that was difficult to read, which might have been worry or pride or both at once. Rickard had said more than once, with the economy of words that was his way, that Lyanna and Brandon had the wolf blood. Not as criticism. As observation, in the same way one observes the weather or the direction of the wind.

Brandon had begun appearing at Old Nan's sessions early, had passed a corridor and heard a word he did not recognise, gone in to ask what it was, and stayed. Eddard sometimes appeared and sat in the corner saying nothing, listening. Benjen, at three, appeared as well, dragged along by Lyanna more than by his own inclination, and stayed quiet in whoever's lap was available, listening with the focused attention that small children have before they learn they can do other things at the same time.

Lyanna came when she was four, which was old enough for her to decide she wanted something and go after it. She had followed Arthur one afternoon out of sheer stubbornness, the stubbornness that was her way of loving, and had stayed when she realised something interesting was happening. Old Nan had looked at her with the expression of one who is not surprised by anything, and kept speaking.

Lyanna learned differently from Arthur. With enthusiasm where he had concentration, with speed where he had depth, and with a complete absence of patience for the tedious parts that Arthur absorbed without complaint. When she wanted him to teach her something he already knew and she did not, there was a way she had of asking that made refusal impossible, not through pressure but through the quality of expectation in her eyes, the absolute certainty that he would do it because she had asked.

Arthur always taught when she asked. Without exception.

It was that same year that Rickard summoned Arthur to his solar.

It was not the usual way of things. Rickard came to Arthur, generally, in the way fathers go to their sons when the matter is not urgent and the boy is still young. Being summoned to the solar was different. It was Rickard's space, the place where the Lord of Winterfell dealt with matters that needed closed doors.

Arthur entered with the bearing that was already his at ten, tall for his age, with that quality of attention that filled a space without needing words to do it. Rickard was standing at the window, back turned, looking down at the yard below. He turned when he heard the door.

There was a chest at the centre of the room.

Dark wood, black as coal, carved with dragons so finely they seemed engraved by a hand that had spent years on the work. No ornaments of gold or gems. Lock and key of steel, the kind that does not rust and does not yield, which Arthur recognised by its specific sheen as Valyrian steel. It was intact. Closed. With the key in the lock.

"It was your mother's," said Rickard.

Arthur looked at the chest for a moment. Then at his father.

"Was it never opened?"

"No." Rickard paused briefly. "It was not mine to open."

There was something in that which Arthur understood without needing it explained, the sort of respect serious men have for things that do not belong to them, even when they could. Rickard had kept the chest for ten years untouched, waiting until Arthur was of age to receive it.

"It is yours," said Rickard, in the voice of one closing a matter that had remained open too long.

Arthur approached. The key was cold beneath his fingers, the kind of cold that Valyrian steel has regardless of the air around it. He stayed like that for a moment, hand on the key, without turning it.

Then he turned it.

The lid opened without resistance, as though it had been waiting for this.

The first thing he saw was the book.

It lay on top, richly bound, the cover worked in gold and Valyrian steel that did not rust and did not yield, carved in the shape of a red dragon with a black sword between its teeth. At the bottom, letters cast in the steel itself formed two words:

House Pendragon.

Arthur looked at it for a moment without touching.

There were other things in the chest. Jewels with stones he could not name, set in Valyrian steel with the same cold gleam as the key. And, leaning against the inner wall of the chest, a candle.

It was not a common candle. It was of black glass, obsidian, tall and thin and grooved along its length with furrows that seemed sharp as blades. It had no visible wick. No wax. It was only that black glass that absorbed the light of the hearth rather than reflecting it, as though the dark were a property of the thing and not an absence of light.

Rickard had come closer and stood looking at it with that closed expression he wore when he encountered something he did not understand and preferred not to pretend he did.

"What is that?" he asked, more to himself than to Arthur.

"I don't know," said Arthur.

They were quiet for a moment, father and son, looking at the black glass that reflected nothing.

Arthur brought his gaze back to the book. To the red dragon. To the black sword in the dragon's mouth. To the two words on the cover.

He did not open the book that afternoon. There were things that needed time before being opened.

But he closed his fingers around the spine and lifted it from the chest.

It was his.

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