01. "THE PRELUDE"
8th February 2023, that's when everything started. Prior to falling in love with her, Loveness, I had never been in love, not even once. I had lived a life of which they call, a playboy, and I had never opened up to love ever but something about her struck me in such a way that nobody has ever did.
I fell in love with her shortly after she fell for me, we shared our first kiss on the 28th of February 2023, our first time having sex was on the 10th of May and the first ever time I said I love her was somewhere in June, after we had been together for the entire day.
Those words made her so happy, our relationship was like the best thing to ever happen, the way we began, how it grew gradually, it was amazing and almost perfect. I gave myself to that relationship, not only because it was my first love, but also because she was so amazing.
Like an angel on earth and I could've sworn that we were a match made in Heaven, she was born 9 days after I was born, we were like best friends and we shared that kind of a bond for a year and a month before the breakup.
02. "EMOTIONS"
I know you're gonna blame me for every problem, it always seems like I'm the one fucked up in this relationship, you said I've gotta work on some stuff and I don't deny it but everybody got their own imperfections.
The beginning of March was the beginning of our end, all those late nights and long days that we would waste arguing and fighting about stuff that don't matter, I tried choosing us over my demons but I failed and then you made a choice to end our love on the 28th, exactly on our anniversary date.
Even though I was never the best, I was never ready to lose the love that we had and from the moment you decided that it's over between us, I throw myself to many things, hoping it'll save me from my heartache.
These are my emotions..