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Chapter 40 - Chapter 32-The Road to Broken Motherhood

"The act of carrying life is a sacred duty.

One even the gods demand men lay down their lives to protect.

It is the stabilizer to the chaos of the world when praised within its natural role.

Yet to strip it away is the most unholy sin of any species.

What a wicked fate this brother has placed upon our sister."

— Lord Pluto, during the meeting with Lord Neptune

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Scene 1

Tenebris POV

"This is so cool!"

Hermes blurred around me fast enough that most young gods would have lost track of their own body trying to follow him.

He circled once. Twice. Then vanished from my left and reappeared above me, hanging upside down in the air with his golden hair falling toward the ground while his eyes shone with open fascination.

"Your hair is on fire."

"Yes."

"But it is not burning."

"It is burning."

"But it is still hair."

"That depends on how attached you are to simple explanations."

His grin widened.

The boy was pure movement. Not in the way Apollo moved through Fate or Artemis through moonlit silence. Hermes moved like a thought that had not decided whether it wanted to become a road, a mistake, or a joke. Every step he took opened into another possibility. Every turn carried the instinctive refusal to stay where the world expected him.

He was exhausting.

He was also far more interesting than Zeus deserved.

I remained in my Divine Dark Sun Form while he zoomed around me, admiring every detail like he had stumbled onto a treasure vault. My hair had left its natural white state, burning instead as black flame. Crimson, golden, and white motes of light danced through the darkness like stars trapped inside a dying sun.

The ground beneath my feet had already turned black.

The air above the training field bent under the layered pressure of Sun, Death, and Darkness.

Hermes did not seem afraid.

Only excited.

"Divine forms are useful," I said. "And yes, they can look impressive."

I let the black flames around my body slowly calm.

"They do not compare to proper Domain mastery."

Hermes slowed slightly, landing on top of a floating stone near the edge of the training ground.

"Really?"

"When the Divine Wars become normal for us, forms will matter more. Different problems will require different expressions. A form for pressure. A form for war. A form for concealment. A form for judgment. But none of them mean anything if your domain beneath them remains undefined."

I allowed the Divine Dark Sun Form to recede.

The black fire sank beneath my skin. The motes of light vanished one by one, and my hair returned to white as the training field stopped trembling.

Hermes watched the transition closely.

Too closely.

He was already trying to understand how to copy something he had no foundation to hold.

"Do not rush toward forms," I said.

He winced as if caught.

Good.

"You are only weak because you have not defined what Paths mean to you."

His expression shifted.

Not offended.

Confused.

That was better.

I walked toward the edge of the field, and he followed, golden staff tapping against the ground with each impatient step. The staff was Apollo's Bow of Heaven in its staff form, handed to Hermes for the beginning of his own road toward Sky Godhood.

Apollo likely thought the act harmless.

Apollo was intelligent.

He was not always wise where siblings were concerned.

"Your Pathways Domain acts as a neutral bridge," I continued. "It can channel the domains of other gods by offering them a road, a transition, a return. That is why you managed to survive what should have killed you when you stumbled into my protections."

Hermes scratched the back of his head.

"I thought I was just really fast."

"You are fast because your domain refuses to accept distance as absolute. That is not the same thing."

His eyes brightened again.

"So I am fast."

I stared at him.

He grinned.

I sighed.

"You are a bridge, Hermes. A road. A crossing. A mistake that becomes a route because the world failed to close the door quickly enough."

"That sounds amazing."

"It is dangerous."

"That also sounds amazing."

I could see Hera's suffering in real time.

This bundle of energy had intruded into my training grounds by accident five years ago after I gave him permission to explore the island. He had sensed something connected to himself and chased it before anyone could stop him. By the time I found him, Cerberus had nearly eaten him, Hecate was laughing, and Hermes had declared my island both terrifying and unfair.

He had been living here for ten years now.

A vacation, by divine standards.

A hiding place, by Hera's.

A useful delay, by Apollo's.

A problem, by Zeus's.

Hermes spun the golden staff once, then caught it under his arm.

"So I can have a form like yours one day?"

"If you survive long enough to understand what a Path is."

"I will. Definitely. And I will pay you back no matter what you ask for."

"That is a dangerous promise."

"I am very good at dangerous promises."

"You are very good at not understanding them."

He ignored that.

"The shadow-travel method helped too," he said, bouncing on his heels. "I have been putting the bra—brakes on it, like you said. Less falling into places. More choosing places. Mostly."

"Mostly?"

He looked away.

"Hecate said I should count improvements, not failures."

"Hecate says things that entertain her."

"Yes, but sometimes they are helpful."

That was true enough to be annoying.

Hermes's smile softened. For once, his body stopped vibrating with movement.

"I came to find you because I need to say goodbye."

I looked at him.

"I can feel my father searching through my domain for me," he said, quieter now. "He is getting closer. If I stay, I might ruin Apollo's friendship with you."

He lifted the golden staff slightly.

"So thank you, cousin."

There it was.

Beneath the jokes, speed, and chaos, Hermes understood danger better than most gave him credit for.

He did not understand the full board.

But he understood that Zeus's attention ruined things.

He waved with the hand holding Apollo's staff.

Before I could stop him, he triggered Apollo's domain.

The staff flared with Heaven Laws.

A path opened.

Not a clean portal.

Not a door.

A road through domain pressure, shadow, void, and sky.

Hermes shot into it like a star that forgot it was supposed to ask permission before falling.

I moved immediately.

My eyes traced the route as he flew through the void, unknowingly wrapped in the effects of Apollo's staff, my island's shadows, and his own Pathways Domain. The road should have torn him apart. It should have thrown him into the Sea, the Underworld, or some broken fold of Zeus's sky.

It did not.

Hermes slid along the impossible seam between domains.

Not by strength.

By compatibility.

I watched the entire journey.

Not because I was worried he would die.

Because I needed to understand how he had done it.

And by the time the path bent toward Olympus, I understood enough to pity Hera.

Zeus had ignored the wrong child.

Scene 2

Apollo POV

"Why is he standing here?"

Dionysus did not answer.

He had been watching me for two years now from the edge of the revealed return point, wearing the lazy expression of someone pretending not to care while studying every breath I took.

I ignored him.

That was usually the best answer to Dionysus.

My eyes remained fixed on the barrier surrounding Father's domain. Pure lightning reinforced every layer now, turning Olympus into a sealed divine storm. The air around it burned with so much authority that even Fate had turned her attention here.

She whispered at the edges of my mind.

Sweetly.

Patiently.

Like I was still a child sitting at her ankles, waiting for her to explain why the world had to hurt.

I ignored her too.

Father had been searching everywhere for Hermes.

Not with concern.

With ownership.

His search through Hermes's domain had become violent enough that the boy's followers suffered beneath it. Outcasts. Stragglers. Those who gathered around roads, errands, messages, small trades, and unwanted places. The kinds of worshipers no great throne valued until the world needed someone to carry word across a battlefield.

Father saw them as clutter.

Hermes saw them as his.

That difference had nearly gotten them crushed until Hera forced Father's madness to stop.

Now the barrier around Olympus had become a declaration. Lightning layered upon lightning, locked so tightly that even most gods would be shredded trying to cross it.

And still Fate watched.

Not only Fate.

My gaze shifted slightly.

Dionysus stood nearby, eyes bright with laughter he had not released. Chaos moved around him like a hidden rhythm, its attention focused on the same return point Fate had revealed to me. Dionysus was trying to understand why Fate cared so much.

Chaos already knew enough to be interested.

In the distance, Poseidon's skirmish orders were beginning to ripple through the Sea. Ares had been called. War had started sharpening its teeth. Even Karma had poked her head into the matter, a rare movement that made the air around the barrier feel crowded with invisible concepts.

Then I saw it.

Fate saw it with me.

A star covered in shadow and void punched through Father's barrier as if the wall were paper.

The grin formed before I could stop it.

Hermes materialized in front of me, golden staff in hand, hair wild, clothing ruffled, and body smelling faintly of Sea, Earth, Shadow, and something older that clung to Ten's island.

His eyes met mine.

Surprise.

Then guilt.

He quietly handed the staff back to me and rubbed the back of his head.

"I can explain."

"You lost control."

"A little."

"For fifteen years."

"Ten of those were on purpose."

Dionysus finally laughed.

I took the staff from Hermes and felt what he had done.

The route was still echoing inside the artifact. He had used the Bow of Heaven's staff form as a pillar, but the movement had not belonged to Heaven alone. Hermes had found a path through locked divine authority by using shadows as pressure gaps, void as a corridor, and his own domain as the thing that insisted a road existed.

It should not have worked.

That was the problem.

A harmless action on my part had become proof of something rare. I had handed the staff to Hermes to test whether we were compatible the way Artemis and I had once been tested by shared celestial fate.

Instead, Hermes had done something even my uncles would find difficult inside their own locked domains.

He had breached Zeus's greatest shield without attacking it.

Fate pressed harder against my mind.

This time, I let her see only the surface of my amusement.

Hermes looked between me and Dionysus.

"Polo?"

"You are in trouble."

"I know."

"With Mother."

His face went pale.

Dionysus laughed harder.

The barrier thundered.

Father had noticed.

Scene 3

"Ares."

Father's voice cracked through the throne room like lightning given language.

"Take your gods and bring me that Sea Lion's head."

Ares bowed and left immediately, carrying the gods assigned to him with the stiff eagerness of a war-born child being given permission to prove himself.

Father sat on his throne glowing purple, lightning striking around the hall in jagged bursts. Every god in attendance kept their eyes lowered unless they were foolish enough to enjoy pain. The entire court smelled of ozone, burned stone, and fear hidden beneath perfume.

His gaze flicked to Hermes for half a second.

Then to my staff.

The Bow of Heaven rested in my hand again, returned to me by a younger brother who had no idea what he had just proven.

"Where did you learn to travel through shadows, boy?" Father asked grimly.

Hermes stepped forward.

I caught his wrist.

"Not you, bastard."

Father's eyes remained on me.

"Apollo. Who taught you how to travel within the shadows? That staff carries Heaven's domain, and you are a god of Fate and Heaven. So who among my brother's court taught you this method? Who aided Leto's escape?"

Hermes tried to speak again.

I pulled him back just as lightning fell.

The bolt barely missed him before Rhea's shield triggered from the prince crown she had placed upon him. A thin barrier of old authority flashed into being, absorbing the edge of Father's anger before it could turn Hermes into ash.

The room froze.

Hermes stopped trying to speak.

Good.

I stepped in front of him and met Father's eyes.

I already understood why he had asked the question the first time.

Hermes by himself should not have been able to escape or breach domains locked tightly enough to trouble even Primals. Father did not believe his weakest visible son had done this. He assumed I had learned a hidden Underworld method and used Hermes as an accident-shaped delivery system.

He was wrong.

But his wrong answer was safer than the truth.

"Fate," I said.

My eyes activated.

For the first time in a long while, I gave Fate what she had been begging for.

A sliver of access.

Not enough to own me.

Enough to stand between me and the pillar Father wanted to remove.

Fate entered like cold silk drawn across the inside of my skull.

She wanted Zeus weakened.

She wanted the same pillar shifted.

And for this one moment, using her did not empower him.

Father's eyes narrowed.

"And the staff?"

The court waited.

Dionysus stood among us with his head slightly lowered, laughter hidden so deeply that only our fateless connection let me feel it. Chaos stirred behind him, amused by the God wearing its reflection like a mask.

"Ceous," I said. "The Missing Axis of Heaven."

I gave nothing more.

Father opened his hand.

My mood plummeted.

"Such an artifact must be used under proper circumstances," he said, as if it were the most natural thing in the world for my domain's symbol to leave my hand and enter his. "Hermes has proven this."

The staff grew heavier in my grip.

Of course.

The moment a child's possession became useful, Father remembered he was king.

The moment a domain became a weapon, he remembered blood.

Fate pressed for more access.

I gave it.

Barriers began forming beneath my skin, behind my eyes, around my heart, and between my divine core and Father's throne.

"Then let me and Fate study your lightning bolt," I said.

The throne room died.

Dionysus's hidden laughter vanished.

My voice remained calm.

"It is only right that I study it as your eldest son who is part of the Sky."

Father's lightning turned white at the edges.

I remembered then what my Sun divinity had truly been.

A Trojan horse.

Father's attempt to mimic the Sun had been planted inside me. Adamas's original Sun had been used. Chronos had twisted it into the Dark Sun divinity as a rebirth plan. In the end, Hades had won that inheritance and shaped the End walking around the world as Tenebris.

I had already been made into a vessel once.

I would not hand him the staff.

Father's lightning bolt moved.

Fate used my body to weave barriers fast enough that even my eyes struggled to follow them. Webs of possibility, refusal, and heavenly axis-lines layered between us as the lightning struck.

The first barrier shattered.

The second burned.

The third bent.

The fourth held long enough for Rhea to step in front of me.

"Enough."

Her voice was quiet.

That made it worse.

Father's lightning recoiled, furious and starved.

Rhea stood between us with the weight of the mother who had seen too many sons become prisons for their own family.

Father glared at her.

Then at me.

Then at the staff.

But he did not dare push further.

Not now.

Not with Ares already sent to war.

Not with Hera furious.

Not with his support thinning under every decision he made.

He stormed from the throne room, lightning following him like chained beasts.

I exhaled slowly.

Fate withdrew, displeased but satisfied enough to leave without clawing.

Hermes stood behind me, silent for once.

Rhea turned and held out her hand.

"The bow."

I hesitated.

Then gave it to her.

Not as surrender.

As protection.

If Father wanted it, he would have to reach through his mother first.

Scene 4

Rhetteos POV

"Like the last time he was here in our Sea," Lord Poseidon said, "he left decent gifts that aided me yet again."

I looked toward the island sitting off the coast of Gaia's main body.

The full ocean force had assembled around us. Sea gods. Titans. Old monsters who had taken names only the depths remembered. Commanders of currents, storms, reefs, abyssal trenches, and the hidden gates that ran beneath mortal understanding.

We had been summoned over a decade ago.

Lord Poseidon had ordered us to maintain focus on the island where Hades's heir had been staying for nearly a hundred years. Tenebris, son of the Underworld, and the last heir of Queen Persephone's direct line created by the world. Alongside them, for a time, had been Hermes.

Hera's only child.

Zeus's overlooked son.

The boy everyone had ignored because his early power looked harmless beside Apollo's Fate, Ares's War, Athena's sealed brilliance, and Dionysus's chaos-born impossibility.

That mistake had ended today.

Lord Poseidon had created a massive sphere of water connected to his eyes, sending his senses across the distance to monitor Prince Hermes and Tenebris. Through it, we had witnessed a new interpretation of the boy's domain.

Years ago, Lord Hades had asked me a question when I requested Artemis be allowed into the Underworld:

If Death is the end of the living, then who controls the transition back into the Living?

At the time, I thought it a philosophical trap.

Now I understood it as a warning.

Tenebris's metaphor concerning Hermes being a natural bridge between domains had overturned the board. The boy could block most gods from watching him directly, slipping through attention as easily as he slipped through roads. Yet Lord Poseidon had proven even that could be worked around.

The water sphere shimmered.

Within it, Hermes carried Apollo's Bow of Heaven in staff form.

Then the impossible happened.

He punched a hole through Zeus's greatest shield.

Not with force.

With passage.

Lord Poseidon's eyes sharpened.

"So Zeus's weakest son is the natural Axis of the Skies," he said. "Truly a magnificent finding."

No one spoke.

We all understood what that meant.

Hermes was not weak.

He was undeveloped infrastructure.

A path.

A return.

A bridge between the domains of gods who believed themselves sealed from one another.

Lord Poseidon lifted one hand.

A blessing formed in the water sphere and settled invisibly around Hermes, on par with the one he had given Apollo as Ocean Prince. Different in form, equal in permission.

Free rein through the Sea Domain.

The Sea had recognized him.

"Prepare the sea gods," Lord Poseidon said. "We begin the second assault immediately. Zeus must not be given time to learn how to control him."

I bowed my head and turned to pass the order.

"Do not make it a full assault," Lord Poseidon added.

I stopped.

"Ares has proven himself a decent god of battle. He may not yet be able to truly fight our upper ranks, but his domain can empower gods and Titans around him. If our forces encounter a god of the same rank under his support, they are to retreat and regroup."

His voice remained steady.

"This is a probing attack."

"Yes, Lord Poseidon."

I bowed deeper.

"I will leave it to the commanders to decide who begins the skirmishes."

The court moved at once.

Orders spread through currents. Horns sounded from the trenches. Messengers of foam, scale, and storm rushed outward to alert the outer fleets.

Lord Poseidon did not look away from the water sphere.

Hermes had already returned to Olympus.

Ares had already been sent to war.

Zeus had already noticed the staff.

And somewhere between Sky, Sea, and Underworld, a road had opened that no one could pretend did not exist anymore.

Scene 5

Apollo POV

Smack!

"You stupid boy!"

Hera's hand cracked across Hermes's face hard enough to turn his head.

"I warned you about earning your father's attention!"

Hermes did not smile.

That disturbed me more than the slap.

The grin that had survived Cerberus, Father's lightning, and Dionysus's laughter had vanished completely. He stood in front of Hera with a serious face, shoulders stiff, hands clenched at his sides.

Rhea remained behind us, silent for once.

She had pulled us from Father's temple after taking custody of my Bow of Heaven. Olympus had been placed under lockdown. Ares had already gone to battle. Father's rage still thundered somewhere beyond the walls, but for this brief moment, we stood inside a sealed chamber where Hera could finally speak to her only child without Zeus's throne swallowing every word.

"I was trying to tell Father I can be useful—"

Smack!

The second slap stopped him completely.

I had seen it coming even without Fate guiding my sight.

Hermes shut his mouth.

Hera's face had gone red as apples, but the fury in her expression was already breaking apart into something worse.

Fear.

"Do no such thing," she said, voice trembling. "Do you hear me, Hermes? You will do no such thing."

His jaw tightened.

"Mother—"

Smack!

The third slap landed weaker than the first two.

Immediately after, Hera cupped his face with both hands.

That was what made the room unbearable.

Her anger and terror were so tangled together they could not decide which one deserved to exist first.

"Have you forgotten that your eldest sister still sits inside him?" she whispered. "Like your uncles sat inside my father?"

Hermes's eyes lowered.

Hera forced him to look at her.

"No. Look at me."

He did.

"You are my only child," Hera said. "Zeus has children scattered across this board. I have you. Only you."

The words settled into the room heavier than any slap.

I shifted uncomfortably.

Hera had always been my mother's enemy. The queen who stood too close to Father's throne. The woman whose existence made Leto's life dangerous. Yet watching her now, I could not stop myself from remembering my own mother begging me to give up the broken Sun I had nearly let devour me.

Motherhood was cruel in this family.

Not because mothers lacked love.

Because fathers kept turning children into answers.

"I cannot blame you for wanting to be seen as a good son in your father's eyes," Hera said, thumbs brushing the redness from Hermes's cheeks. "I cannot blame you for wanting him to look at you and see more than mischief. More than weakness. More than a boy running around the edges of a court built for louder gods."

Her voice broke.

"But Hermes, listen to me clearly."

He swallowed.

"Zeus does not want children who become his family. He wants weapons for a war he knows he is losing."

Rhea closed her eyes.

I looked away.

Not because Hera was wrong.

Because she was right.

Athena sat inside Father.

Ares marched as War.

Dionysus moved as the world's reaction to Father's actions, a truth most would never be told.

I had been born early because I could not breathe Sun for the Moon, then filled with a divinity that was never truly mine.

Artemis had been displaced from myth itself, no longer my twin but my younger sister through Poseidon and Leto.

And Hermes—

Hermes was Hera's only child.

The only one born from that union.

The one child who had begun more complete than Father ever bothered to notice.

"Your fate was not supposed to start this early," Hera said. "For that, I am sorry. I was shortsighted. I thought hiding you beneath harmlessness would protect you longer."

Tears slid down her face.

Hermes looked as if he would rather be struck by lightning than see them.

"But it is undeniable now," she continued. "Out of every child Zeus has produced, you are the only one born mine. And you are the only one whose path can touch the Skies, the Seas, and even the Underworld if you so desire."

Her hands tightened around his face.

"With a crown or without one, you are the God of Paths and Returning."

Hermes's breath shook.

"Weak among your brothers? Yes. For now. But your domain is one I can be proud of."

The chamber went silent.

For once, Dionysus was not present to laugh. Ares was not present to burn. Athena was not free to speak. Artemis was gone to the Dark Sun. Father was raging beyond reach.

Only Hermes stood there, forced to hear what his mother had been terrified to say.

"I'll listen to you, Mother," he said softly.

He bowed his head, trying to avert his eyes from her tears.

Hera pulled him into her arms.

He froze.

Then slowly hugged her back.

Rhea opened her eyes and looked toward the sealed doors.

I followed her gaze.

Outside, Olympus had gone still beneath lockdown.

My Bow of Heaven remained under Rhea's protection.

Ares had already marched toward the Sea.

Poseidon's skirmishes were beginning.

Father had failed to claim the staff.

Hermes had failed to remain hidden.

And Hera had finally named what everyone else was beginning to understand.

The weakest son of Zeus was not a spare child.

He was the road.

And every throne in the world would soon care where he led.

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