I have quite literally titled it "undiagnosed," made the flair "Off My Chest/Journal Post," and vented to my heart's content. I said something about suspecting myself of a personality disorder that ruins my interpersonal relationships, and then I started to act like a God and make people terrified of me on purpose. I was trying to fuel the hate on purpose.
I am the literal human Regression Model. I also told people who didn't know me that I could self-destroy if I wanted to because I have gotten abandoned and rejected so much that I somehow have issues with both an inferiority and a superiority complex at the same time. I am casually burning the world down with me to the ones that I don't like. While also attempting to save and validate the ones whom I do actually like.
'Forget getting professional help when I live in America, where a diagnosis probably costs $99,999 or whatever, just for me to get officially diagnosed and proper treatment for the trauma I have' is what I stated.
This entire post was heavily downvoted. Look at these invisible enemies who could fuel my rage so I could financially outdo them. I proceeded to state that I get rejected and abandoned a million times and that I am the human subject of the Regression model. That got me negative 2 dislikes laughing out loud.